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Okay, calm down Doyoung. It's just one day...one WHOLE day with Taeyong...one whole day ALONE with Taeyong...AhHhHHhhH yOu CaN nOt dO tHiS!!!!

Okay, maybe a glass of chocolate milk will calm my nerves. I wall to the kitchen where the milk and chocolate mix are stored- if yo coco powder and milk isn't stored in the kitchen, why tf is it not?!?! I reach for a cup in the cupboard, get the milk out of the fridge, and get my chocolate mix...you probably know what chocolate milk looks like and how to make it so I'm not gonna tell ya how to do it, they have the internet for a reason...you freaking millennial.

As I sipped my chocolate milk, minding my own dang business, Mr. Drop-Dead-Gorgeous himself walked into the room, causing me to choke on my beloved drink which he got me to make in the first place (because you know, he made me nervouas and all).

"Doyoung are you okay?!" He seemed worried that I was legit red as a baboon's butt because I was choking and coughing on cHOSOLATE MILK!!! He went to stroke my back and help me out but that made it worse. He is just too sweet...and too hot, I couldn't take it. But once I settled down, and wasn't having a coughing fit, Taeyong asked me if I was ready to start our ONE WHOLE DAY ALONE together. He asked me to join him to go to the mall the only thing that was strange is that he asked only me if I wanted to go...and when I asked the other members about it they all said "it's destiny"...those freaking rotten punks.

I said "S-sure Taeyong," yes, including the stuttering, appearently the beverage I had earlier did NOT help my nerves. I hate it, how does Taeyong make me feel this way?! I mean, yes it's 2018, I can be gay, and I can also eat tide pods, but I also don't have to be/do either of those things...but Taeyong just- just- just makes me feel....I don't know, special? I mean he for sure is special to me, and way more special than anyone else to me...but he makes me feel special as well. Usually I am just looked at as the funny depressed member of our group, but I am more than that- well Taeyong tells me that I am more than that. I just- I don't know- LOVE HIM?!

Oh, we are here. We are at the mall, and uhhhhh you know what there is to do at a mall....shopping~

"Does this one look good on me?" Taeyong asked as he turned a whole 360° showing me the outfit he picked out. 'You look great in everything' is what I wanted to say but even though I am a man I don't have the balls to say it, excuse my languini (language), so instead I said,

"Yeah it looks good."

We walked around, joked around, shopped around, and looked around. Taeyong got a lot of stuff, but I on the other hand haven't got anything...actually no, that's a lie. I got a Got7 Youngjae body pillow...look, Taeyong isn't the only man that I am gay for. But Youngjae won't notice me anyways so I have to settle for TY Track- KIDDING I AM KIDDING, I ACTUALLY LOVE TY TRACK AND ALL OF HIS GLORY!!!!

So blah blah blah- shopping shopping shopping- now to the juicy stuff!!! We were at the mall for over 4 hours (I know, a long time, but when you get the opportunity to go somewhere with your crush, you don't want to rush...you don't want to Big Time Rush- ah ah oOh oooooohhh~). But, the time at the mall came to an end. We got into the car and before Taeyong started it up, he turned to me and asked if I wanted to go to the beach, it was already past 5:00 pm (17:00) so sunset was about to begin. I agreed to go because; one, my crush asked me to watch the sun go down on the beach and two, I have nothing else to do at the dorms.

After he drove us to the beach, we got out and found a place to sit. Silence crept over us and I will admit, it was kind of awkward. But I kind of liked it. The sun was reaching the horizon of the sea when Taeyong spoke,

"Hey um, Doyoung?" He questioned me not even looking my way, just staring off into the sunset. I hummed in response to him, letting him know that I was listening.

"This has been on my mind lately- I just didn't know how to tell you," he took a long pause, which made me anxious. Was he going to tell me that I wasn't washing the dishes properly, or that he found out that I used his febreze???

"I- I uh- I like you, Doyoung." I turned to him, wide eyed, no lie tho, I looked like I just witnessed a car crashing into another. He looked back at me, but he was blushing...I haven't ever seen him like that, and with the beautiful scenery around him- it was such a grand site.

"Wh-what do you m-mean?" I stuttered out. FRACKING STUTTERED MAN!!!

"I mean, I like you. I like you more than a friend...this may be a lot to take in but...I love you." Did I just hallucinate? Did I just have a heart attack? Did my heart stop? The answer to all of those questions is

Y👏E👏S

This has to be a joke, there is no way.

"Look if any of the members told you to play a prank on me, this is not funny-"

"I'm not messing with you Doyoung."

"Are you sure about that?"

"Yes. I love you, and I understand if you don't accept my-"

"OF COURSE I WOULD ACCEPT YOU FEELINGS!!!! FU-"

"No cursing!!"

"FLUFF YEAH!!!"

"So, do you want to be my boyfriend?"

"YES!!"

"Are you okay? This is the happiest I've seen you," he chuckled. HIS CHUCKLE IS SO FREAKING CUTE I CAN NOT- MY BOYFRIEND TAEYONG'S CHUCKLE IS SO CUTE!!!! MY BOYFRIEND~ TAEYONGIE~ MY LIFE IS GREAT~

"This is the greatest moment in my entire existence!!!!!!" I hugged him, I HUGGED HIM!!! I HUGGED MY BOYFRIEND GUYS!!! THIS IS FRACKING AWESOME!!! DREAMS DO COME TRUE KIDS, FOLLOW YOUR PASSION!!! IF YOU WANT TO BE A DOCTOR, BE A DOCTOR!!! IF YOU WANT TO BE A MOVIE STAR, BE A MOVIE STAR!!! IF YOU WANT TO BE A FIDGET SPINNER (like jeno) BE A FREAKING FIDGET SPINNER!!!!

"Hey Doyoung?"

"Yes oppa?" I hate myself. I ruined the moment. My boyfriend is cringing, I am cringing, the world is cringing. I am sorry. I am Doyoung, I can't have a good life.

"You don't have to call me oppa if you feel weird about it, you can call me daddy if you want," he said with a wink. He is a fudging freak man, and I love it. BUT THAT WINK THO-

"anyways, Doyoung...can I kiss you?"

"Heck yeah you can!!!"

And then we kissed. That's it, I know you dirty-minded ones want to know more about the daddy and bunny relationship we have going on but ummm- NOT TODAY~~~~