You watched the little girl eat her breakfast in front of you. You didn't realized that it's been years already. You smiled fondly at her.

"Why mommy?" she asked you with her innocent eyes. You shook your head in response.

"Nothing baby, eat more" you replied, pushing the plate near her to encourage her to eat more.

You still don't like the idea of going with your child on a public place because you're anxious that she might get lost in the crowd but your mother encouraged you to do it.

She's growing too fast. Maybe because her dad is tall and so are you, or maybe you gave her too much milk when she was younger, you dont exactly know.

"Are we meeting daddy?" she asked innocently and you nodded.

"But don't call him daddy out loud because people might crowd on you, we don't want to distract daddy, okay?" you told her again and again and she nodded like a good kid. You smiled.

She never caused you any trouble eversince she was born, she's a quiet kid who likes reading books and playing alone. It worries you sometimes but she grew up well.

Arriving at the fanmeet, you nervously went in line with your child. It's normal for fans to bring kids so it didn't gathered much attention than you thought it would. It calmed you down somehow.

You got to meet Taeyong first, who looked at you with surprised eyes.

"Y/n? It's been a while!" he excitedly said while signing the album. His eyes then darted to the little girl behind you.

"Oh, who's this little one? Your kid?" he smiled and you nodded. His eyes stayed on the girl before he looked at you.

"Does... he know?" he whispered, leaning in to hear you talk.

"No," you answered after taking a breath.

"It's too obvious in here though? Unless he's dumb as fuck" he chuckled while eyeing your kid again.

"Shh! Language, Lee Taeyong!" you covered your daughter's ears as if she didn't heard it already.

"Mommy I know it's a bad word. Don't worry, I won't say it." she smiled cutely at you.

"Smart kid, do you want a dad? I can apply" he pinched your daughter's cheeks. And before your kid could answer the line went on.

You spoke with Jaehyun and the other guys who seemed to remember who you are too. They didn't paid much attention to the kid which you were thankful for it.

"Hey..." you trailed when you got to him.

He looked at you and your kid briefly and he proceeded on signing your album.

"So you settled down?" he asked you after the silence.

"I guess so," you replied, unsure of what to say next.

He then looked at the kid and he ruffled her hair, "And what's your name?" he smiled.

"Jieun, sir!" she happily giggled.

You closed your eyes for a moment to stop yourself from shredding tears.

"Nice name! Where will you go after this?" he softly asked while caressing her cheeks.

"Mom said we'll meet daddy" she replied while playing with Johnny's pen.

"You're meeting him now, baby" you almost said but you stopped yourself. This isn't the right place for it.

He quickly removed his hands on your child when the managers told them that the next person will proceed. You then glanced at Taeyong, whose hands are placed on his chin while looking at you with teasing eyes. Maybe he thought that you already told him.

But no, suddenly thinking about what he did in the past, you just think he doesn't deserve it.

Yet.

-

♡ as i said before, these are my drafts so these are uneditted, i noticed a few typos when i scanned this earlier, i'll edit these soon! i'm almost out of drafts. ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ