dedicated to _Hyehet

"renjun, are you sure you don't need a break?" usually the tanned male would be joking and playing around with renjun, who would be as bubbly as him but today, it didn't look like it.

"m-mm, s-sure." donghyuck wanted to roll his eyes at how oblivious renjun thought he was. donghyuck sighed and gently guided renjun to one of the chairs, handing him a bottle of water. the chinese looked up and smiled tiredly, his pale cheeks and dark circles now crystal clear as light shone onto his face. donghyuck urged himself to scold the chinese male about this but stopped.

donghyuck watched as renjun drank the water. he knew the male was not going to survive today's practice and went to tell is choreographers when renjun clutched onto his t-shirt sleeve.

donghyuck furrowed his eyebrows in confusion, renjun panting harshly as if his lungs just stopped working. "injun..?" before donghyuck could think, renjun's eyes rolled back as he slumped down, his legs bucking down. donghyuck's eyes widened as he tried to quickly catch renjun in his arms. donghyuck but his lips and shouted the first name he could think of. "LEE MINHYUNG!"

~*~

"you should have told the manager first." mark said worriedly as he was worried for both renjun and donghyuck, the chinese male resting on the coach with a blanket on top of his body while a soaked towel was set on his forehead.

donghyuck nodded, fiddling with his fingers nervously. "i know." donghyuck then sighed and leaned against the wall, thinking about how the chinese was acting today. "renjun didn't look good from the start but he kept saying he was fine." donghyuck looked at renjun and gently stroked his hair.

mark crossed his arms, worried as much as donghyuck was. and before they knew it, taeyong, leading the whole nct group, bursted the door open. meanwhile in the back yuta was trying to calm his leader down, sweat dropping until he saw renjun's state.

"is he going to be okay?" chenle asked, his hands slightly shaking. the members around him, kun and jisung held both of his hands out of instinct. donghyuck nodded as he let all the members check on their boyfriend. "his fever has gone down just a little but one of the manager suggested we should let him rest for a while because his stress level is really high."

johnny nodded, understanding each and every single word. while the whole nct group was making a plan of how they should take care of renjun, the said male slowly woke up from his sleep, his eyelids fluttering as his eyesight went blurry for a few seconds.

doyoung noticed this first and quickly went to his side. "renjun." his voice made others look and widened their eyes. doyoung was helping renjun sit up carefully as the younger male still had a headache.

taeyong and taeil, their motherly instincts kicking in, taeyong went to get a bottle of water while tamil went to find some medicine that could help renjun. as the two went to grab the things, doyoung carefully made renjun take deep breathes. the others watched worriedly but knew to trust them.

as tamil and taeyong came back, taeyong handed the water bottle to taeil who nodded and crouched down next to renjun, handing the things to the sick male. renjun nodded and gave a soft smile before taking the medicine and drinking the water. the rest was still worried like mother hens who lost their chicks.

as renjun drank the water, he noticed a dark aura around every single member and he gulped, sort of knowing what is going to happen. "haung renjun." taeyong started, his eyes narrowed as it pierced through renjun's soul/ the chinese male shivered and looked at taeyong with his doe eyes. "i-i w-was g-going t-o take a-a b-reak b-but.."

"but?" taeyong arched his eyebrows, even now the members were scared. renjun looked down, fiddling with his fingers. "i-i d-don't w-ant t-to d-d-dissapoint n-nctzens." taeyong's eyes soften as he walked to renjun and gently stroked his hair. "you should realize by now that you never have disappointed our nctzens." as taeyong comforted the young one, the rest watched with smiles plastered on their faces. "but still renjun, you should have told us. we are here for you." renjun nodded into taetong's hand, cuddling into it. taeyong urged to let out an inhuman screech. he loved it when renjun acted uwu and pure and just cute. taeyong then asked renjun, "have you been little lately?" renjun shook his head.

taeyong then thought of an idea and smiled widely. "why don't you take a break with us each day?"

and that's what happened.

12 days of break with renjun. each day with different members and let's just say, it was one hell of a ride.

donghyuck was smart enough to bring all renjun's moomin collection and other things in case he slipped into little space which he did. for about 10 minutes before big renjun was back.

"donghyuck, i want to play mario kart with you." renjun said with a cheeky grin, while he still had a fever, he still had his attitude and normal behavior with him. donghyuck grinned wickedly and took the controller. "oh, you're on."

a few minutes later, donghyuck was found slumping on the sofa while renjun just tried to help but couldn't as he was too busy laughing.

"why are you so good at this." donghyuck groaned, sitting properly as he gave renjun a bottle of water and his medicine. renjun shrugged, taking the medicine and gulping down the water. renjun sighed and looked at donghyuck with a smile. "i went easy on you."

donghyuck pouted and just wrapped his arms around renjun's waist, not caring if he would get sick or not. "hush hush, cuddle time." renjun giggled and nuzzled into donghyuck's chest. as they cuddled together, they gossiped about other groups, laughed about memes their fans make everyday and overall had a LOT of fun.

"we do look awkward, don't we?" the two laughed as they watched their 'it's awkward but it's okay' video. renjun hummed, his head on doyoung's shoulder as he leaned against the older male.

"well, guess we're just a bunch of awkward swines." renjun stated,. closing his eyes in comfort as doyoung stroked his fluffly hair, lightly massaging his scalp. doyoung then snickered which made renjun look up to him. "hmm?"

"no, nothing." renjun then pouted at doyoung who could not resist it and decided to just tell him. "i'm just thinking about taeyong's scalp and how ruined would it be." renjun laughed, tear buds forming in the corner of his eyes as he wiped them off. renjun looked at doing with a grin. "he's going to kill you if he hears that, you know?"

doyoung shrugged. "he's weak."

"he said what now?" taeyong arched his eyebrows while renjun just giggled as he hugged taeyong. the leader sighed and hugged back, his hugs were always warm and cozy to renjun and it felt like he could just forget everything bad that happen when he was with taeyong.

"a-attack later. cuddles fiwst." the slight baby-talk and stuttering caught taeyong's attention as he smield and nodded. he picked renjun up and cuddled with him, draping the blanket onto renjun as the chinese cuddled with taeyong. it was quite rare these days to see renjun as a little but when he was, it was an absolute dream for the members since they are that whipped for him.

taeyong smiled and placed a gentle peck onto his forehead. "night night." taeyong said with the most gentle voice anyone could hear. taeyong placed on final peck before he laid his head down on the soft pillow and slept.

meanwhile the members might have went into the room and took dozens of pictures which included taeyong's messed up bedhair.

"bakugou m-meanie!" renjun said with a pout as he was in yuta's oversized hoodie as he watched my hero academia. () yuta just watched him with a big smile. he knew renjun shouldn't watch my hero academia since it has some violence for his small little-space mind but since renjun sorely wanted to watch it, yuta had to turn it on for him.

"g-go, deku!" renjun cheered with a huge smile. yuta clutched his heart. he was already lucky enough with to have renjun slipping into little space and now he's acting like a huge cute fluff ball. "fuck, my heart."

unknowingly to him, renjun, as an innocent little, heard his name and smiled widely as he repeated the first word. "fuck!"

yuta widened his eyes and picked renjun and placed him onto his lap, pinching his cheek softly. "baby, we don't say that word here." renjun pouted but nodded, turning around to watch the show again. meanwhile, yuta proceed to hug renjun comfortably, getting giggles from the little which made yuta almost have a nosebleed.

renjun's eyes were basically shining as he watched the anime. the japanese just smiled in comfort, resting his chin on renjun's shoulder as he sighed. everything was alright at this moment.

since the three had a schedule that was due tomorrow, they decided to use this day as their hang out. and it was very chaotic yet fun.

"uno reverse card!" renjun then had one last card and he yelled again, "uno!" hendery and xiaojun groaned, wondering how their boyfriend was this talented. even in uno. meanwhile kun just watched with a smile and sent a smug look to the two wayv members, who sent a glare back.

"and lastly~" renjun then placed his final card and grinned cheekily, his grin being ear to ear as his eyes became crescent moons very cutely. "i win!" renjun giggled. hendery and xiaojun just smiled, being whipped for renjun as usual, kiln doing the same. "didn't we agree to have a punishment?" kun asked while placing the bookmark onto his desired page as he closed the book.

hendery looked at xiaojun who sent a worried glance back. renjun hummed, deep in thought. then, he sighed and looked at the two with a pout. "since you have a schedule tomorrow, i will go soft on you." renjun then pointed at the two. "your punishment is to not cuddle with me for five days!"

"five?!" xiaojun said, his jaw almost dropping. renjun smiled, a cheeky grin and a smug look that hendery wanted to just rip off.

and so, the next hour renjun just avoided cuddling with hendery and xiaojun. the two just gave up trying to cuddle with the male. as they were slumped onto the sofa while watching an english movie with chinese subtitles, hendery felt someone leaned onto his shoulder. "renjun?"

"your punishment ended. my demand." renjun mumbled as he stood up, sat down between the two male and cuddled with them. hendery smiled and motioned kun to come join. the leader nodded with a smile and walked up to them, sitting next to xiaojun.

the four cuddled against themselves for comfort as renjun fell asleep peacefully while kun, hendery and xiaojun talked and laughed about random things, being sure not to be loud.

"and then you use the brush in calligraphy to outline it." ten instructed to renjun, who nodded.

ten decided to have a little 'art (procreate) class' with renjun who was quite happy with the idea. ten then made a small outline of a little detail for the artwork which renjun did the same. they then set a background color, smoothen things out and they were done. renjun looked at ten's artwork and smiled. "pretty."

ten laughed and looked at renjun's. "yours too. it's basically the same thing though." both of them laughed as renjun leaned his head onto ten's shoulder. ten looked down and smiled before opening a new canvas on procreate, catching renjun's attention. "what are you gonna draw?"

"you." ten said simply before starting to sketch a model for renjun, it was a little messy but it still showed the figure. renjun watched in silence as he neatly outlined the sketch with ease, knowing how ten was very good in art. ten then began to col.or renjun's light brown hair, matching the color of the brunet.

as ten was about to show him the finished artwork, renjun took the apple pencil and drew a moomin character next to it,. ten chuckled and watched renjun skillfully draw moomin. once the chinese male was done, he smiled and showed it to ten, who smiled cutely and placed a peck onto his cheek. "nicely done."

"renjunieee, we meet again. mario kart partner." donghyuck said while carrying a bag of snacks. renjun just giggled before looking at donghyuck and the rest of the 00's line. "did the hyungs actually allow him to come?"

"surprisingly yes." jaemin said out of the blue as he sipped on his coffee. donghyuck send a glare and a pout to jaemin, who pouted mockingly. jeno just sighed with a smile while yangyang handed renjun a warm cup of hot chocolate.

"kun nearly freaked out when he saw hendery in the kitchen by the way." yangyang said with a cheeky smile before sitting next to renjun, grabbing one of the game console and smirking. "come on, jeno! hyuck!" the eye smile angel and the tanned male nodded, jeno sitting next to renjun while donghyuck sat next to yangyang with a lolipop in his mouth, yangyang handing him a game console. jaemin, who decided to not play and just watch some drama, sat on the floor in front of enjoin who played with his fluffly hair for one point one four seconds before grabbing his game console.

and as a few seconds passed, the game started. renjun and donghyuck immeidately blasted off which made jaemin blow a raspberry and laugh while jeno and yangyang tried to catch up. surprisingly, the two did catch up and the four started competing.

meanwhile jaemin was as calm as a stone as he sipped on his bitter coffee, smiling as he watched his four boyfriends compete with each other and shout. renjun smiled and raised his hands up whe. he got first, jeno being second, donghyuck being third and yangyang being fourth. jaemin giggled and placed a small pat onto yangyang's knee.

"how do you always win?!" donghyuck huffed. meanwhile jeno was happy that he at least beat donghyuck for once which was on his to do list. jaemin stood up and sat down with them, renjun immediately latched himself onto jaemin, who oofed. yangyang and donghyuck looked at each other before smiling widely as they joined the cuddle. "cuddle time!"

jeno slowly joined, going behind renjun to wrap his arms around his waist from behind. renjun giggled and stroked jeno's hair while watching jaemin and donghyuck bicker about how he should stop jumping on top of him, yangyang just recording everything with a cheeky grin.

renjun smiled. he was glad he had all of these wonderful and amazing people by his side.

"i still don't like it how you are tall." renjun blurted out of the blue while they cuddled, watching netflix movies and binging on drinks and snacks.

lucas looked at renjun before snorting. "maybe if you drank more milk." renjun pouted and looked at lucas with an angry look, although it didn't really look threatening. the taller male just laughed and ruffled renjun's brown locks. the brunet huffed and turned around to the tv. "maybe i should chug a shit ton of milk.."

lucas immediately looked at him as if he was crazy. "i think it's a little too late for that.. ow!" renjun had hit his arm with a mean face as he stuck his tongue out towards the older male before watching the movie again. lucas pouted and hugged him from the back tightly, nuzzling his face into renjun's shoulder. "i'm sorry~ hmm?"

renjun sighed and placed a kiss on lucas's cheek. "fine. just becuase you're this cute and i have a soft spot for you all."

"so taeyong and doyoung had another fight about pokémon and digimon, again?" renjun questioned, looking up from his ipad as he looked at johnny, who nodded. mark leaned his head on renjun's shoulder as he watched the chinese sketch a drawing on procreate.

renjun chuckled and shook his head, creating another layer as he outlined the sketch. mark whined quietly and yawned, rubbing his eyes. johnny looked at mark with a slight worried look. "did you not sleep again?"

"no, i slept a full 13 hours." mark stated and movies his shoulder, realeasing a noise that made him groan. johnny furrowed his eyebrows and looked at renjun, who was confused too. mark shrugged, leaning his head again. "i'm just tired."

"get some sleep then." renjun remarked, stroking mark's hair. renjun looked at johnny and motioned him to come too with a smile. "you too, johnny hyung. the comeback won't be easy."

johnny sighed and nodded, standing up to sit next to renjun and lean his head. "i know. i heard there will be two new members. (sungchan and shotaro~-)" renjun hummed, enjoying the warmth as he drew on his ipad. mark sighed in peace as he carried on johnny's sentence, "i think one of them is japanese. yuta hyung will be a mother now." mark said while renjun giggled.

"now go to sleep, you all look like sloths with your dark circles." renjun said, which made the two boys looks at him before nodding. johnny, before going to sleep, mumbled something which almost made him get slapped by rnejun. "you were one to talk a few days ago-"

"johnny hyung, i'm about to call taeyong."

"fine."

"there is no way in hell you beat hyuckie hyung in mario kart." chenle remarked with a smile, the three of them had the same matching hoodies and sweatpants as they just chilled.

renjun shrugged before bringing out his phone with a smile. "wanna see the truth, lele?" jisung widned his eyes as he sat next to renjun, looking at the recorded video along side with chenle. "you make hyuckie hyung look like he's bad at this game." jisung said with his eyes filled with amusement as he watched donghyuck get beaten by renjun.

chenle nodded in agreement. renjun grinned and flipped his imaginary hair. "what can i say? he is bad at mario kart." chenle and jisung sweat dropped but still smiled, glad that their hyung was slowly regaining his sassy attitudes.

chenle giggled. "imagine hyuckie hyung's face when he hears this." renjun pouted at chenle while jisung with the second youngest member. renjun snickered and pulled them down into a cuddle session, trying wrapping his twig arms around the two.

jisung smiled and wrapped his arms around renjun, feeling like home. chenle giggled at the ticklish feeling before hugging back with a happy aura.

"uwu!" renjun said as he jumped onto jungwo, who caught him with ease as he hugged him tightly. meanwhile taeil pouted for not getting a hug back, jaehyun just smiled and patted his back.

renjun giggled and pulled away from jungwoo, running to trail to hug him. the older immediately smiled and hugged back, his face nuzzling into the crook of the brunet's neck. jaehyun just smiled along side with jungwoo, both being whipped for the two male who were smiling and hugging each other.