dedicated to YasminAsilah

italic will be chinese and normal will be korean

"okay, we'll take a 10 minute break and after that, we move on!" the choreographer said and left the room, leaving the wayv members alone.

sicheng sat down and sighed, he kept making the same mistakes over and over again but he couldn't tell anyone he was a huge scar and a bruise on his ankle.

"ge, you sure you're okay?" yangyang asked worriedly, he kept seeing sicheng massaging his ankle. sicheng nodded quietly and smiled.

"i'm okay, yang. don't need to worry or else you'll have wrinkles like kun-ge." sicheng said and planted a kiss on the youngest's cheek while kun heard that and frowned.

"hey! i'm not that old!" the others just laugh and moved along. but when sicheng took a glance at his ankle, there was a hit of blood staining his trousers on the end.

sicheng took a deep breathe and let it be. he'll be fine. well, that wasn't the case.

they kept practicing until everyone got the moves and then proceeded to practice again and again to make everything perfect which it was at the end but sicheng was still nervous so he insisted of staying at the dance practice to get it right which of course, made his members, i mean lovers worried but he shook it off saying it was okay and let them go to dinner while he stayed at the room.

and now it was already one hour since the members had left to eat and sicheng had been practicing for the whole time till he couldn't catch his breathe. he sat down on the floor and chugged the whole water bottle in.

but even with that, he couldn't see properly. he clutched his head as the world started to spin in his eyes until he passed out on the floor.

and right then, the members came back to see their lover on the floor, unconscious. kun placed down his bag as he ran to sicheng.

"sicheng. dong sicheng! wake up!" kun tried to wake him up while their manager already called the ambulance.

"kun-ge, sicheng's gonna wake up. h-he's gonna wake up, he's gonna fight it." xiaojun said, tearing up as his voice cracked which made ten look at him and immediately hugged him. xiaojun wasn't the type to cry a lot, sure he can be emotional sometimes but he wouldn't cry.

"thank you, sir." kun bowed and let the doctor leave the room while the rest of the members stayed in the hospital room.

xiaojun sat on the chair next to the bed. his breathe hitched as he saw thee scars on sicheng's arms. xiaojun teared up and held his head down while holding the unconscious male's hand tightly. kun saw how devastated xiaojun was and sat down next to him.

"it'll be okay, dejun. he'll wake up like you said." kun said, tearing up but he held it. xiaojun nodded and leaned his head on kun's shoulder, whimpering.

that lead to waiting for a week and they were slowly losing hope but they always regained it. they couldn't help it but to feel lonely without sicheng. they always went to the hospital to wait, playing music and sometimes having fun while the others took care of sicheng.

kun sat down and sighed, looking at sicheng's pale face. kun smiled and planted a kiss on his forehead before going to the small kitchen to get a cup of tea but of course, something happened.

"k-kun?" he quickly turned around and immediately teared up fully when he saw sicheng, now fully conscious sitting straight up on the bed. kun smiled and ran to the younger, hugging him. sicheng smiled and hugged back tightly.

"you do not know how worried i was! why would you do this chengie? i thought you-" sicheng kissed him to shut him up. kun immediately kissed back, wrapping his arms around sicheng's waist.

when they pulled away, they looked at each other and smiled. "kun-ge! hendery and lucas is too hyped today- oh my god." ten almost dropped his phone when he saw sicheng, smiling at him.

"what the frick frack shit is this." he asked, in thai. sicheng frowned and pouted. "so you don't miss me, huh."

ten snapped out of it and ran to sicheng, hugging him tighter than a mammoth while the other members didn't know what happened until he came in the room.

"okay, now you better explain." once everyone hugged sicheng (torturing him), sicheng explained how he was a bit insecure and how he got the bruise on his ankle.

lucas frowned. "and you didn't tell us?" sicheng smiled softly and nodded. "but it's okay now xuxi. i'm with you guys."

hendery hummed then grinned. "cuddles!" he laid next to sicheng and hugged him, nuzzling his head in sicheng's shoulder.

the older laughed as he hugged back, the members smiling at them. well, at least they knew what each other are for now.