A random thought

I was always always a romantic person, like hopelessly romantic. I still am and nothing will change that. A guy being possessive over you, loving you so very much, trying to give you the world. I am a very romantic person. But when I came across op brothers books, I realized that love can happen in many ways. Like big brothers (I'm the oldest of my siblings, so I don't have the big brother). But through these books, I always imagine if having a big brother. So yeah that's why I put more emphasis on bro and sis relationship..nothing is important than that. I also want to steal my big bro's clothes, but I can't. I do steal snacks though.

I'm still hopelessly romantic though. You know when I was small, let's just say 5 or 4, I used to think that a boy is staring at me from my window with love and when we get older we get married. It's like in my blood😁. So yeah, I'm a very romantic person. I've been single since I was born🤣🤣🤣. Anyways enough of my talk. You enjoy.

Today I woke up with a different feeling. I don't know. I'm excited, nervous.

Why am I excited?

I hadn't got Chris Hemsworth in my dream, neither I got Joey's food.

Why am I excited then, and most of all

WHY AM I NERVOUS?!?!

it's not like my results are coming out? Or am I a princess just like in princess diaries?

That could happen. Not.

I sigh maybe...I don't know.

I should race with horses, with the way I'm running my mind. I get out of my very old and very breakable bed into the small bathroom. I brush my teeth and get ready to sell hot dogs..again.

I left my hair open. I like them open. My driver comes on time. Thank God.

Then we proceed.

It's almost 10 am, am I'm almost dehydrating.

Maybe I should have a shake or something. I was about to go when I saw our orphanage caretaker, Britney. She is a middle-aged woman, with few white hairs pointing out, her face as stern as I've ever seen.

Sometimes I wonder if she's a robot.

She comes towards me and behind her I see few people shedding tears, looking at me.

Am I looking, that bad, today?

"Hi, dear, could you please you please come with me for a second?" She says.

And her next sentence changed my life.

"You betrayed us, Jack, how can you do that? We always considered you as our family" I say to Jack who was our most trustworthy person, who now sends our main base information to our enemy.

"I'm sorry, boss, I had to, they had my kids and wife. I had to save them" he says crying.

I'm the leader of our mafia, and also the CEO of our company. The working load and pressure make me crazy sometimes, and today is the day that I'm crazy. Thanks to the rest of the brothers who handle everything in the company so I can concentrate here. But today has been hell for me. And now I'm very angry.

"You could've come to us, Jack. We never said no to you. I'm sorry but you have to die for what you did" I say, pointing the gun towards him, pulling the trigger.

That's why I'm called the devil.

I never show mercy to anyone except for my family.

I wipe the blood that is on my clothes. I sigh going towards my office and getting myself a drink.

I wish I could remove all this stress. Sex can be one of them. But how many times will you do it? I need something else. Or rather someone else.

I need my baby.

When I used to see her, all my tension used to fly away but now all I can get is fatigue.

My baby.

She's my life, I'll never love another woman like I love my baby. And you know why.

When my mom told me she was pregnant for the 18th time. I was not surprised.

My parents always wanted a daughter, so they tried and tried till my mom's body gave up.

I mean it was every month they used to tell me that she's pregnant. It was like having Thanksgiving every year.

But during my mom's last pregnancy, I had a different feeling. I used to talk to mom's tummy. Made her food sometimes. Used to spend time with the unborn.

I loved both the babies the most. When both were born we all cried because finally, we had a girl and a boy. And also.

Mom and dad could stop trying to be pregnant. I was relieved about this.

That's why our baby is everyone's life. Without her, we all are like dead people.

I come out of my thoughts when I see my phone ring, it was Leo.

He was in the USA for some shipment problem. Must be that only. So I pick up the call.

"Hello," I say.

"Marco. I found her" he said his voice almost breaking.

When I bear those words my world stops for a minute.

"W-W-What?" I ask stammering. My heart beating so fast as it will come out of my chest.

"Yes, Marco I've found our baby, don't, she's living in the USA, in some orphanage," he says.

She's here!

We have finally found her.

But my heart breaks when I hear orphanage. She has family, then why is she living like an orphan.

I'll kill that person who took her from us.

"Are you sure? I mean it's her?" I ask not believing him.

How can I believe it? We have been waiting for this for the past 12 years.

"Yes, it's her. Please come here" he says.

"I'll be there by tomorrow, don't worry," I say, cutting the call, standing up from my chair running into our living room to call everyone.

"Mom, dad, boys, come here I've some news for you" I shout happily.

I feel the floor beneath me shaking. And thumping noise.

17 boys running together. What do you expect?

"What happened, Marco?" Dad asks. I see that everyone is here. Mom's eyes are again, she must have cried but not anymore.

"Mom, dad we've found her," I say with tears glistening my eyes.

Everyone froze like time has been stopped.

I can feel that.

"What?" Monday breaks the silence.

He has been affected the most, by her being gone. He is her twin. Believe it or not, they are connected.

I nod smiling.

"Yes, Leo found her, she lives in the USA in an orphanage," I say, making a face at the word orphanage.

Again there is silence.

Then my mom screams, scaring everyone. Jumping, hugging dad, and then burst into tears.

"We've found her, please let's go to her, I can't wait to have her in my arms," mom says.

"Yes, darling, we are going. Marco, call the pilot, make our jet ready." Dad says.

"I'm also coming," everyone says except Jayden.

"No, only me your mom, Marco, and Monday are going, she will be scared if she sees so many people, besides you can welcome her here," Mom says.

"I can't believe she's coming back" Aiden squeals.

"I know right, now we will enjoy, have happiness in our lives," Levi says.

Everyone is happy and hugging each other.

"We can't have her here," Jayden says and everybody turns toward him.

"And why not?" Dylan asks.

"We are in fucking mafia, she's not safe with us. We will live in fear, always." He said.

"So you want my daughter to live like an orphan when she has a family?" Dad asks sternly.

"Yes, we are 18, we will keep her safe. Don't worry" Caleb says.

"Leave it, Jayden for now let's be happy and you four get ready as leave now," Anthony says. We all four nod, getting ready to go.

Can't wait to meet you, Bambina.

Having my daughter in my arms again was what I wanted for so long. I have craved for my daughter's love for years. I and my hubby tried for a girl, every month. I gave birth to Marco when I was 14, yes 14.

But that's the story for another time.

Now we all are standing in front of the orphanage where my baby lives.

My baby!

I make a face, seeing the condition.

How she lived all by herself alone. Tears come from my eyes by seeing the sufferings of my daughter.

A mother can never bear her children's sufferings.

"She used to live here?" Monday asks making a face.

"Yes, she also sells hot dogs," Leo says.

"I'll sue this orphanage, they made my daughter sell hot dogs" hubby grits through his teeth. I hold his arm to calm him down.

"Calm down babe, right now is the time to see our daughter, not to use it, besides, it looks so poor, so must have done it for their expenses," I say. He nods and then kisses my forehead.

His forehead kisses still give me jitters and are the best.

We walk inside and see that the inside too is not very good.

"Yes, how may I help you?" A lady in her fifties asks.

"We are here to see, Mona," Marco said in his business tone voice.

No point to argue.

"Are you here to adopt her? Or did she do something wrong?" She asks.

"We are her real family, please tell us where is my daughter," I say and her eyes widen. I smirk.

Take that!

"In sorry, but she's not here right now. She will come in the evening. Then we can discuss her adoption." She says.

Adoption?

Why do I need to adopt my daughter?

"We will see her now. Take us to her" hubby says in a don't mess with me tone. The lady shivers in fear but nods anyway.

I can't wait to see my daughter.

I walk toward them when I come near the people. The lady hugs me tight and cries on my shoulder.

Awwwwwkward

I hug her anyway and I feel comfort and warmth like a daughter hugs her mother. She then kisses my head.

But my eyes met with someone, I can't take my eyes off him.

I see a boy almost looking similar to my age. Looking the same as me but as a boy.

He comes near me a touches my shoulder. A current passes through my shoulder, he must have felt it too because he removes his hand but smiles at me. Then he hugs me. Tight. Giving me the brother's warmth. I hug him back with my all force. I don't know why.

"I'll never let you go" he whispers.

What's happening?

Then I see my crush whom I saw yesterday.

Hi, darling.

The boy breaks the hug. Then very strong arms hug me, giving me the warmth of a father.

Father.

Tears come to my eyes. I have waited to feel this moment, the warmth of a father. I hug him back.

He breaks the hug.

"My Bambina," he says putting his hands on my shoulder. He looks old. But not that old.

Then I see a man who almost looked like 30 he then comes, kissing my cheeks, nose, chin, forehead, and all over my face again and again. I giggle feeling his soft lips all over my face.

He then puts his arm over my shoulder. Kissing my forehead once again. I felt content and mostly safe in his arms.

Who are they?

Have I become an overnight celebrity?

But I don't have a YouTube channel or anything. Must be my hot dogs then.

"Mona, they say that they are your real family, they are here to adopt you" Britney says.

Wait, what?

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