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Two songs have past and then my favourite 5 Seconds of Summer song came on 'Broken Home' and of course I sing along.

"They would yell, they would scream, they were fighting it out"

"She would hope, she would pray, she was waiting it out"

"Holding onto a dream while she watches these walls fall down"

"Sharp words like knives, they were cutting her down"

"Shattered glass like the past, it's a memory now"

"Holding onto a dream while she watches these walls fall down"

"Hey mom, hey dad

When did this end?

Where did you lose your happiness?

I'm here alone inside of this broken home" my eyes start watering.

"Who's right, who's wrong

Who really cares?

The fault, the blame, the pain's still there"

"I'm here alone inside of this broken home, this broken home"

I feel a tear roll down my cheek so I pause.

"Why'd you stop?" Kian said concerned and he looks at me in the passenger seat of his car and he sees a few tears coming from my eyes "what's wrong?!" He adds.

"Ur... N-nothing" I stutter quietly and I wipe the few tears that have fell from my eyes and were rolling down my cheek before he could see them.

"Something is wrong, I can tell and my senses are tingling"

"Nothing is wrong so your senses are wrong" I laugh so he won't think I cried.

"Fine" he sighs giving up.

~*~

"We're here! The first stop of the day!" Kian screams.

"Wow this is beautiful" I say sarcastically.

"Oh sorry forgot to take your blindfold off" he said and took my blind fold off.

"Wow this is beautiful" I mimic myself but this time it was true,

The beautiful Santa Monica Pier.

"C'mon" Kian said and grabbed my hand as he leads me to the pier.

"Can we please go on the rollercoaster!" I whine tugging his hand like I'm a little kid.

"Oh course babygirl!" As soon as Kian said that I squeal in happiness and I run off towards the rollercoaster dragging him behind me hand in hand.

I never want to lose him...

it's busy here, and you never know how many fans are here... since they are everywhere.

I think some fans have already spotted Kian because when we where walking out of the car park teenage girls where pointing and looking towards us.

~*~

"The ferris wheel was amazing!" I squeal and wrapped my arms around his neck once we walked to a clear spot away from the Ferris wheel.

"It wasn't amazing when i dropped my flower crown and it fell and a fan that recognised me picked it up and run off with it, I wonder if she will give it back?" Kian said and wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me closer to him.

Then we heard some screams so we quickly released from each other...

"KIAN!"

"AHH!"

"KIAN!"

Oh no

We look around where the screams coming from...

Five girls running towards Kian and I.

We didn't try and dodge them because all they want is to meet Kian.

"Hey beautifuls" Kian waved as the five girls run closer to us.

"KIAN!!" A girl screams and jumps onto Kian, literally,

Wrapped her legs around his waist.

After their hug which was like one second, Kian pushes her knee down so she would hop down.

They all take photos - thank god none of them asked who am I - and signed some things, then the girl who jumped onto Kian, glared at me for a few seconds she grabbed my hand and pulled me away from the other girls and she spoke.

"Who are you and what are you doing with a boyf? bitch leave!" She asked with sass.

Is this girl serious!

A crazy obsessed fan... Yay she's seems so nice!

- did you sense the sarcasm? -

"Um -" I start but lucky Kian interrupted me walking towards me, away from the four other girls.

Thank you, I did not want to tell her my name.

"- babe we gotta go now!" He winked at me and all the girls death glare me.

Um?.. Babe?.. He never calls me that in public.. I think...

Kian grabbed my waist and pulled me into a kiss,

A cute romantic kiss.

Aw cute!

Wait theirs fans around?

What's he doing?

Why is he doing this?

Nooo!!!

When we pulled away both of us blush and I look over to girls and all their phones where out...

Probably taking photos...

Alright hey! I'll probably be all over Twitter! Great.

Can't fucking wait!

- Did you sense the sarcasm then? -

"Ok girls we gotta go, cya later love y'all!!" Kian said and waved them goodbye.

Finally we leave and reach to the car.

We get in the car.

"Ok, what's wrong?" Kian said and turning his body to face me.

I don't look at him, just stair out the front window.

"Nothing" I say quietly,

"Are you mad about... Me calling you babe?" He guesses and pouts

"No" I cross my arms over my chest.

"Are you mad about... Those girls?" He guesses again.

"No"

"What's wrong then?" Kian asks getting really concern.

"Why did you do that?!" I ask.

"Do what?" He smiles and grabs my hand and holds it, tracing little circles with his thumb on the back of my hand,

"Don't act dumb" I said quietly and looked down in a shy way.

I'm such a shy person,

"What did I do?" It sounds like Kian is getting angry.

I sigh "y-you kissed me"

"Is that bad?" He said getting confused.

I nodded and said "In front of fans too"

"Why is it bad babygirl?" Kian lift up my chin and moves my fave so I'm facing him.

"I'm going to be all over social media, I don't want that... I hate attention... I'm scared Kian" I said and a tear falls down my cheek.

"Awe squishy" he said and pulls me into a hug "it's ok I'll be here to protect you" he adds looking straight into my eyes.

I give a weak smile and I kiss his cheek.

We sit normally and Kian starts to drive to the next place so I closed my eyes.

I'm tried.

About 5 minutes in the drive my phone chimes,

And then a minute later it goes of again and again.

I look at my phone...

it's Twitter and Instagram notifications...

"What's going on?" Kian asks

"Oh no" I say

I get a text from Ricky too so I open it.

4:34

"Hey I saw the photo, I'm glad you two are together. But Kian told me he wouldn't tell the fans straight away I guess maybe he got excited? Haha"

Wait what?

What photo?

I reply

4:35

"what photo?? I'm confused as fuck!"

Ricky doesn't reply so I go onto Twitter to see what all this is about.

Before much loaded on Twitter someone calls.

I see the id caller It's lily!

I answer the call.

(Laura - and Lily - )

- "hey lily!"

- "have I done the right thing?"

- "what do you mean? Have you been crying?!"

- "yes. Please tell me I've done the right thing?"

- "what did you do? Your scaring me more!"

- "ok I broke up with Sam"

- "YOU broke up with Sam?!?"

"Lily broke up with sam!" I said to Kian so he knew.

"LILY BROKE UP WITH SAM? NOOO" Kian yelled and me flinch, First time from Kian.

I go back to the phone call and lily is crying.

- "awe lily it's ok I think you did the right thing"

- "I trusted him and I loved him"

- "you need space it's cool if he really loves you then he would come back"

- "thanks Laura your a really good friend, Kian is really lucky to have you"

- "it's all g and what do you mean Kian is lucky to have me?"

"Wait what?" Kian laughed hearing what a said.

- "you and Kian are together yeah?"

- "no why"

I look over to Kian driving and he looks sad...

- "oh but the picture? People on Twitter are debating on who the mystery girl is, it's top trending"

- "wait what?"

"We're almost here Babe" Kian said as he drove up the last few hills to the Hollywood sign.

- "haha, yeah you sure you two are not together?"

- "That was sarcasm wasn't it. but not that I know of, I gotta go"

- "yes it was Laura. Anyway have fun with Kian!"

- "bye lily talk soon!"

I end the call and Ricky Sent me a picture.

5:32

"(Image attached) everyone is trying to find out "kians mystery girl" and top trending #whoiskiansmysterygirl

on Twitter"

Oh that's a picture from when we were at the pier!

One of the girls must of taken that and posted it everywhere.

I reply

5:34

"Oh shit! That's Kians fault talk to him about it! 😫"

I shut my phone off so I don't read anymore stuff about it.

It's making me stressed.

I knew It was gonna turn out like this...

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Tuesday