I just stand on there staring at him, shocked to see my brother that I haven't seen for two years.

Tears start streaming down my face and I realised I'm embarrassing myself. Before anyone could say anything I dropped the microphone which made that screeching sound but I don't care.

I sprinted down the path to where Ricky was standing, I wrapped my legs around Ricky's waist and gave him a hug still crying, I dig my face into his neck while still have my legs around him and still hugging, I cry into him, he hugs me harder because he can hear me crying. He walks us away from everyone and sits me down on a seat and sits next me while looking at me and I just look at me lap with my hand on my face. it was silent until Ricky spoke up.

"Look at me" he whispered, he grabs my forearms and lowers my arms down slowly while I'm still looking at my lap, he puts his thumb under my chin to make me look at him which works, he always does that to me it's annoying!

We look at each other, me still crying because I'm seeing my brother, I missed him so much. I give up looking at him and go into a hug and he hugs me back, I missed his hug soo much. After about 10 seconds he pulls back by my shoulders.

"I've missed you too, Laura" Ricky says while still holding my shoulders.

"What made you guess that I miss you?" I say jokingly.

"I can tell, Laura" he says with that 'duh' face he always does "anyway we better get back to dad and the funereal, dad is probably wondering were we are, c'mon" he finishes. I nod

We were walking back to the funeral, but no one was their, just dad and mom.

"Where is everyone?" I questioned, looking around.

"The funeral is finished" dad announced "Let's go home" Ricky added.

The car ride home was silent until "who told you to come here Ricky?" I say out of nowhere.

"Well when I got your voicemail I booked a flight the next day" He says.

"Where have you been living for the past couple days then?!" I say then adding," you could of been living with us!"

"Well sorry I just thought you wanted some space from m-" Ricky started "ok so I need MORE space from you, we have had space from each other for two years! TWO YEARS RICKY! TWO... YEARS!!" I yelled at him, I'm getting angry.

"Where home!" Dad says trying to change the mood.

I got out of the car, run to my room and slammed the door shut, maybe a bit too loud. sorry not sorry. I fell on my bed face forward and screamed into my pillow, letting tears out onto my pillow. I fall asleep not having dinner, I haven't been eating that much since mom died but who cares, not me.

-Morning-

I woke up to my phone flashing from text, 'who would that be?' I thought to myself,

I looked at my phone it's says-

12 text messages: 7 from Hunter, 3 from Chloe and 2 from dad.

I look at the first message which is from Hunter, I read them:

Hunter- "Hey babe! How are you!"

Hunter- "Are you ok babe? I miss you babe"

Hunter- "Wanna come to my house so we can cuddle please I miss you!😭😍"

Hunter- "Baby ring me!!😭❤️"

Hunter- "Are you ignoring me!?😭"

Hunter- "Are you sleeping? I'm sorry then. Bye"

Hunter- "Ring me when u wake up. I love you!"

Me- "I miss you too! If you want to talk or see me come to my house I'm not going to your house it's too cold, I'm staying in bed and plus my dad isn't home❤️ I love you too"

The next person is Chloe.

Chloe- "Hey how are you going, you dad told me what's going on😿"

Chloe- "Wanna talk about it?"

Chloe- "Wanna go shopping or stay in bed that's fine too?! ❤️"

Me- "My dad tells you everything geez! I'm going fine. Hunter is maybe coming over. I don't want to go shopping it's too cold I staying in bed!"

Next person is dad I went to the main menu in Messages and see I got a text back from Hunter I open it,

Hunter- "Yay baby your alive❤️ hell yah!! I'm coming!! I love your cuddles!! I need to stop somewhere and get a few things so I'll be about 10 minutes I'll be their as fast as I can! Don't move stay in bed!!"

Me- "oh course I'm alive Hunter😂 I love your cuddles and I miss your Kisses!❤ don't go to fast!"

I reply back to dad all of his messages were "when you wake up their is lots of food so eat up" and "Ricky stayed the night so he would be still home" so nothing real Important.