once upon a time

i found a love for me

that accompanied me

in the latest hours of night

and the way her crevice

ended in a spine so deep

with millions of thoughts

falling right into that abyss

was utterly miraculous

i'd so marvel over her

and her homey scent

and everytime my fingers

ran over her skin

i couldn't stop askin' myself

what a magic it was

to conform

to the same texture

as myself..

what a fascination

to fall for a soul

that took root

in the same material

as i for i was mud

and so was she..

oh god forbid

i was so in love

like never before

and i surely knew

that i'd never

fall in love

any more..

once upon a time

i found a love for me

whose core was so fragile

yet she had a strong mind

with all those imprints

on her pretty skin

that i couldn't keep

my eyes off her

and if it was dark

i'd turn on the bed lamp

because i couldn't bear

to lose the sight of her

in the middle of night

then i used to smile

in the dimly lit room

all by myself 'cause

i held her by my heart

in between my arms

with a passion so strong

that i couldn't describe

yet i found it strange

that how could i fall

for a book so bad

so bad

that i was so in love

like never before

and why was i so sure

that i'd never

fall in love

any more..