It's been so long and I'm tired

Of walking on the silent ways

Because they hold no destiny

Oh they all end up in a maze

Holdin' my finger, oh so hard

My memories have guided me

Through the miles so long that

Even the paths can't ever see

I fell so in love with my past

And it has hurt me, oh so bad

I never knew mere nostalgia

Could make you go this mad!

Entangled between this web

Of my so nostalgic emotions

I feel that I'm helplessly bound

Being drunk on fatal potions

Putting up this smile always

I pretended to be ever strong

But I forgot they won't ask me

That where it went so wrong

My breath comes out shallow

While I try to avoid this pain

My life looks perfect to them

But I am wreckage of a train

I wish for someone to detect

Extent of my cruel emptiness

To know that I am not so right

Because I'm just a living mess

Chasing those gone memories

I forgot that they will so haunt

And suck at all my happiness

I wish they leave, they won't

Dying at the edges of insanity

I learnt that we should adore

Our memories to make us smile