i hate my brain.

i hate that it hates me

i hate that it overthinks so much

i just want to say the right thing

i just want to stop hesitating

i cant though because

i'm so scared of saying the wrong thing and

i'm so scared that if i don't say anything at all they'll think that

i don't care

i do care more than i can fathom

i want them to be okay but

i simply can't say it

i simply can't find the words that circle through my thoughts

i just want to be able to say the right thing but

it's my own fault that

i can't

i hate my brain.