i'm scared

i'm scared that when you find someone

you'll leave me in the dust

i'm scared that when you've found "the one"

you'll leave me here to rust

i'm scared that if you can be happy

you'll forget all about me

i'm scared that when you find a home

you won't have room left for ronnie

i'm scared that when you earn your fire

i'll be frozen into ice

i'm scared that when you find desire

you won't want me in your life

i'm scared that when you've gotten your joy

you won't be able to stay

i'm scared that one day i'll be a bother

and i won't talk to you for days

i'm scared that you will read this story

and see that i'm just greedy

i'm scared that when i voice my worries

you'll finally be able to see me

but i'm scared that one day you will leave

and i won't have a soulmate anymore

and i'm scared that when you're taken away

i'll be once again abhorred

but i'm scared that you won't find your warmth

and i'll be forced to watch you freeze

i'm scared that if you're left alone

you'll turn bitter and won't love me

i'm scared that if you never find love

you won't ever be able to be happy

i'm scared that no matter what happens

one day you'll be gone

i'm scared because you bring me joy

and i don't want to just be an add-on

i'm scared because i love you so

and i don't want to ever stop

but i'm scared that if you let me go

i'll be left here to rot