i just wish i could say to your face

what everything i say really means

and i hope that you will someday

but that day lives only in my dreams

you know that i think your face is adorable

but you don't get to see that i wish i could hold it in my hands

you know that i love you

but just how much, you'll never understand

you know i wish i had a girlfriend

but you can't know how much i wish it's you

you know i used to

but you don't know that i still do

you know i cried last night

but i can't tell you quite why

you know that you make me happy

but when will you know you make me feel high?

you have no idea what bounced around my brain

when you said all of that stuff

it brought me joy and it gave me pain

and still i know i'm not enough

everything that you want

i so badly want it, too

but i shall never let you know

that who i want it with

is you