"Chandler, can you look at the test for me?" Karl asked Chandler as he handed Chandler the pregnancy test. Chandler nodded and took the test from him. He inhaled a big breath before flipping it over. He gasped then hugged Karl tightly.

"Finally! We are having a baby!" Chandler yelled as Karl hugged him back. They held each other as Karl started to cry some happy tears. Chandler started to smother Karl in kisses. Karl giggled, excited about the new addition to the family. Chandler rested forehead onto Karl's and kept on smiling.

"We are going to have a baby." Chandler whispered. Karl smiled and started to giggle again. Chandler kept his eye on his unborn child and started to smile at the thought of them.

"Yes, we are. I know you'll make a great father to this child." Karl spoke. Chandler grinned harder and rubbed Karl's back. Chandler moved his head to kiss Karl's lips. Karl smiled then pouted when he pulled away. Chandler noticed and kissed Karl's lips and left his lips on Karl's a little longer this time.

"And you will be too." Chandler whispered to Karl and kissed his lips again.

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"Chandler! I told you! We aren't going to have sex right now!" Karl yelled at Chandler. Chandler crossed his arms over his chest and huffed.

"Why? Why aren't we?" Chandler asked. Karl turned around and looked at Chandler. His thirty eight week bump stuck out in the shirt he wore and it perfectly outlined his bump and his curves. Chandler flicked his eyes up and down Karl's body and his eyes landed on Karl's face. He was glowing. He has been glowing since he hit the ten week mark.

"Because, I'm not in the mood right now and I'm already sore right now and I don't want you to make me more sore." Karl responded. He was right. Carrying another human's weight was making everything sore and he just wanted to be done with the pregnancy without making his body more sore, but needy Chandler just needed to satisfy himself at all times and doing it with Karl satisfied him.

"Come on, please? Just for a couple of minutes?" Chandler asked.

"No means no, Chandler. Now, if you are really that needy of me, go pleasure yourself in that bedroom right now." Karl spoke, walking away from Chandler and into another room. Chandler followed him and watched Karl.

"Karl, please. Can I just give you one hickey? Just one? That'll satisfy me."

"No it won't. I know you. You will want to give me more hickeys to the point I get turned on and then we will do it and you will be satisfied while I feel like I just got tricked."

"I won't do that, I promise. It won't be like the other times when that happened."

"How can I trust you?"

"Just trust me."

"I can't. Can you, can you just please go?" Karl asked, on the verge of tears. Chandler sighed heavily before leaving the house without another word. Karl heard the car start up and pulled out of the driveway. Karl sighed and sat down on the couch. He laid on his side and started to weep.

15 minutes later

Karl still felt like crying but he had no tears left to shed. He got up off the couch and walked to the kitchen to get a glass of water to hydrate himself after crying for a long period of time. He got a glass of water and started to drink when he felt liquid run down his leg. He looked down and saw a huge wet spot by his crotch with a trail running down his left leg creating a small puddle on the floor by his feet. He gasped then a contraction hit him and Karl let out a scream as he doubled over in pain.

"No, not right now baby. You could have waited until your daddy was home. Not right now." Karl whispered harressly to the baby. He received a hard kick in the bladder and Karl screamed.

"I'm sorry for saying that, I did deserve that but you could've waited a couple of more hours." Karl whispered to the baby. The baby was done with him saying all of that and they slammed down hard towards the birth canal. He dropped down to his knees and put his hand over his mouth to muffle his screams. He crawled over to the living room and towards the couch. He leaned against the bottom of the couch and took off his pants.

"I'm sorry baby. I'm sorry. Can you please be gentle on me, please?" Karl asked polidently to the baby. Another contraction hit him and Karl screamed. His body started to command that he needed to push right now. Karl screamed and he inhaled sharply before he started to push. He could feel the baby start to move down the birth canal. After a couple seconds of pushing, he gasped and fell back into a sitting position. He started to feel a little light headed and he thought maybe he pushed too hard and too long but he thought that's how you have to deliver a baby. He started to push again as he got hit with another contraction. He pushed hard and strong until the contraction ended and he stopped. He gasped and tried to catch his breath as the feeling of being lightheaded grew stronger. He cried out in pain and where the baby was exiting out of started to burn like it was on fire. Karl screamed before another contraction took over his body and he started to push again. He stopped when the burning feeling started to grow worse and he realized that he had to hold back his legs to deliver the baby. He lifted up his weak hands with the little strength he had and held back his legs. He started to be in more pain and he started to cry quietly to himself as another contraction hit him. He started to push again and he screamed as the burning stopped then grew stronger and stronger. He was trying to deliver the second shoulder in the same push and he got hit with another contraction and he started to push for that contraction without taking a break. He stopped when he heard the second shoulder popped out and he panted. His mind started to get fuzzier by the second and little black dots started to appear in his vision along with white lines. He wanted to stop but his body kept on telling him to keep going and another contraction hit him and he started to push. He stopped to catch his breath and he started to pant hard. His grip on his leg started to get weaker and he literally had to dig his nails into his thigh to keep his legs up and to not lose his grip. He started to push again hard so he could get the baby out of him. He heard the front door open and he gasped as he threw his head back as the little black dots were getting bigger in his vision.

"Hey Karl, I just wanted to say that I'm- oh shit, Karl!" Chandler started but when he saw Karl's pale face and their baby almost out of Karl's body. He rushed over to them and slid across the floor as he put his hands under the baby's body.

"Karl, I'm so sorry. I was a jerk for wanting to have sex with you when you didn't want to. I'm-" He got cut off when Karl started to push again. Karl screamed as the baby exited his body and the black dots started to fill his whole vision up. Chandler picked up the baby and saw Karl go limp.

"No! Karl!" Chandler screamed. The baby started to cry loudly and Chandler looked down at the crying creature in his hands. He placed the baby on the floor and took off his shirt. He picked the wailing baby back up and pressed them up against his chest. Chandler grabbed his phone out of his pocket with one hand and dialed the emergency number. (I'm not going to put the emergency number we use in my country as I don't want you guys to know what country I live in.)

"###, what's your emergency?"

"Um, my, my boyfriend just fainted after giving birth. Can you please send an ambulance?" Chandler asked, his voice shaking and the baby started to cry louder. He heard typing on a keyboard.

"Yes sir. Can you tell me the address?"

"#### ##########."

"Thank you sir. The ambulance should be there in about seven minutes."

"Thank you." Chandler spoke before hanging up. He placed the baby back onto Karl's chest and he was cold. He ran to the kitchen to grab a pair of scissors. He came back into the kitchen and he sniffed the air. The air had the metallic smell of blood and he looked down at Karl and saw a tiny puddle starting to form where the baby exited.

"Shit. Karl!" Chandler screamed as he ran back to the kitchen and grabbed a towel to stop the bleeding. He ran back over to Karl and pressed the towel up against where the blood was coming out. He got the scissors and cut the umbilical cord that connected the baby and Karl. Chandler pressed his knee up against the towel and picked the baby back up and pressed them up against his chest. They were still crying loudly which caused Chandler to start crying. He heard sirens and he looked out the door and saw an ambulance pull up and two workers come out of the car and run towards the house. Chandler backed away from Karl to let the people do their job. Chandler focused on calming down the crying baby. He grabbed his shirt that he took off and pressed it up against the baby. One of the workers checked Karl's pulse and tried to get him to start breathing but he didn't respond. They nodded at each other and the other worker turned around to look at Chandler.

"I'm sorry sir but he passed away due to blood loss." The worker spoke. Chandler opened his mouth then closed it when no sound came out.

"Can I have a minute?" Chandler asked. The worker nodded and stepped away to let him have his time. Chandler wrapped the baby in his shirt and placed them on their back on the couch. He crawled towards Karl and put his forehead onto Karl's chest.

"I'm so sorry. I'm sorry for everything I did. I'm so sorry. I love you." Chandler whispered to Karl's body before lifting his head and kissing his forehead. He picked the baby back up and placed them back onto his chest. He scooted back and watched the two workers pick up Karl's body and put it on the stretcher before walking out the house and back to the ambulance. Chandler broke down and started to cry to himself. He pressed the baby closer to him and kissed the top of their head.

"Please never go, you are all I have." Chandler whispered to the baby and kept crying to himself.

10 minutes later

A knock came at the front door. Chandler looked at the door and was still a crying mess. He cleared his throat as another knock came at the door.

"Come in." Chandler's voice was lower than his normal but higher than a whisper. He was about to tell them to come in when the door opened up. Chris and Jimmy stood there with smiles on their faces but once they saw Chandler with his shirt on his chest that had a lump in it with a tiny head peeking out of it, their smiles dropped. They slid on the floor to get to Chandler and Chandler slopped against the couch as the two men came near Chandler.

"What happened? Where's Karl?" Chris asked. Chandler broke down again when he heard Karl's name and Chris and Jimmy shared a concerning look.

"He....he ... he ... died." Chandler forced out, breaking down even more. Chris covered his mouth when the words exited Chandler's mouth and Jimmy gasped.

"And I didn't even get to say I loved him. I left him to give birth to them all by himself and when I came back, it was too late." Chandler rambled and broke down even more.

"Are you kidding me?" Jimmy spoke. Chandler bowed his head and nodded. He choked on a cry and covered the baby's head with his shirt. Chris shook his head.

"You shouldn't have left him." Chris spoke. Chandler nodded and pressed the baby closer to him as they started to whimper.

"I know I shouldn't have left him. I only left because we were having an argument and he told me to leave." Chandler responded, his voice cracking. Jimmy and Chris looked at each other and sighed. The baby started to cry softly as they tried to latch onto Chandler's nipple. Chandler sighed and got off the floor. His legs shook slightly as he got up. He walked to the kitchen and started preparing a bottle. Chandler came back into the living room while feeding the baby in one arm and sat down near Jimmy and Chris.

"I know I'm a jerk. If I didn't leave, he would still be alive." Chandler spoke, moving them around so he could support their neck. Chris sighed and put his hand onto Chandler's back.

"You can't undo the past mistakes. Look, you have the mini version of Karl in your arms right now. See." Chandler looked at the baby eating away and saw Karl's face, just in a baby form, in the baby's face. Chandler smiled and started having memories of him and Karl together. Some tears leaked out of Chandler's eyes and he sniffled.

"They do look a lot like him." Chandler whispered as he watched the baby place their hand onto Chandler's chest and opened and closed it. Chandler leaned down and kissed their head. Their eyelids closed and they kept on eating from the bottle.

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"Karlyn, come here." Chandler asked the three year old. Karlyn came over and looked up at Chandler. He picked her up and she started to giggle. Chandler kissed her head and smiled at her.

"Do you know what we are going to do today?" Chandler asked Karlyn. Karlyn giggled and shook her head.

"We are going to visit your baba." Chandler answered the question. Karlyn shrieked and clapped her hands together.

"Baba! We get to see baba!" Karlyn yelled and tried to get out of Chandler's grip so she could run to the car. Chandler chuckled and started to giggle when Karlyn looked at with a pout.

"Just like your baba. We are going to visit him, don't worry. But can you hold this?" Chandler asked as he handed Karlyn a bouquet of flowers.

"Flowers for baba?" Karlyn asked. Chandler nodded and started to walk out the house. He decided to walk to the graveyard that day since it was near his place.

"You know, Karlyn? You are just like your baba. You look like him, act like him, and you are even named after him." Chandler spoke to the distracted toddler. "Yup. Karlyn Jay. Just the female version of Karl Jacobs." They reached the graveyard and Chandler walked over to the grave where Karl was buried. He put Karlyn down when they reached the grave and Karlyn giggled before walking over to one of the vases and put the bouquet of flowers in the vase. Chandler sighed and sat down in front of the grave. Karlyn came over to Chandler and sat down in his lap. Chandler smiled and kissed the top of her head. Chandler looked at the tombstone that had Karl's name, birth date, and death date carved in the rock.

"Daddy, look!" Karlyn spoke, pointing forward. Chandler looked at her then where she was pointing. He then gasped when he saw the ghost version of Karl.

"Karl!" Chandler spoke excitedly when he saw him. Karl smiled and Karlyn got off Chandler's lap and walked over to him. Karl's smile grew wider when he saw her.

"Hi baby." Karl spoke, his voice soft and gentle. Karlyn gasped and ran back over to Chandler. Chandler giggled and kissed her head.

"That's baba. He's not going to hurt you." Chandler reassured her. Karlyn looked back at him and Karl smiled and waved at her. Karlyn waved at him then looked up at Chandler.

"Baba come home with us?" Karlyn asked. Chandler looked at Karl and Karl shook his head. Chandler sighed and looked down at Karlyn.

"Baba can't come home with us, but we can visit him tomorrow." Chandler told the toddler. Karlyn pouted but then nodded. They stayed there the whole day talking until the sun started to set.

"Tell baba goodnight." Chandler spoke to Karlyn. Karlyn whined before taking Chandler's hand that he had outstretched for her to hold and waved at Karl.

"Night night baba." Karlyn spoke.

"Goodnight, Karl." Chandler spoke and smiled at him. He turned around and started to walk back home.

"Wait!" Karl yelled. Chandler turned around and looked at the ghost of Karl. "I love you too." Chandler smiled and he watched Karl's ghost go back underground and he started to walk back home with Karlyn walking next to him.