CHAPTER 19...

HARRY'S POV

After Angie told me that that was where Niall had taken her, and that he paid for it all, I felt foolish. I had blown it. The one chance I had to win back the girl of my dreams, gone. She and I had been on so many great dates before, and the one time it actually matters, I blow it.

I rested my head in my pillow and screamed. I think Louis heard me, because he walked in, without knocking, and said "Harry my lad, whats got you down?"

"I blew it. I ruined the date!! She is with Niall right now. I hate myself!!" I screamed.

"Woah...Slow down Harry, it's going to be ok." He said trying to comfort me.

"You don't get it do you Louis? Things will never be ok. I can never have her back." I said softly.

"Harry I think you're trying to live in the past." Louis said.

I was confused by what he was saying. What did that even mean? "Huh?" I asked.

"You just want to go back to the times when you guys were happy together. But you can't go back to that. You can't live in the past."

I considered what he was saying, but before I could respond, he continued "You have to live in the future."

"How?" I asked.

"Forget about everything that has happened in your past and make yourself available to new oppurtunities. You can't go back to things that once made you happy to find joy, because the truth is, those things have changed and so have you." Louis said.

I stared at Louis. He had finally made sense out of something. "I never knew that you could be so deep man." I chuckled a little to myself.

"I have my moments." He winked at me and said "Think about Hazza."

He patted my back and walked out of my room leaving me alone in my thoughts. Maybe what Louis said was true. But he made it seem so easy to forget about her. And it's going to be even harder knowing that one of my best friends gets to experience what I want.

No mind! You don't want her. You want to find someone else. You want a new adventure.

"Harry it's Angie, let me in."

My mind raced, I wasn't ready to face her. I needed to become stronger. My body was stronger than my mind, and let her in.

"Hey Angie." I said awkwardly.

"Harry I told Niall I wanted to be with you."

My mind flashed back to all of our great times, and to be with her again, I knew it would just be so amazing. But then I started top think about evgerything that Louis had said to me. Was it true?

"Sooo?" Angie said.

I realized that I had kept her waiting. "I uhh. I uhh. Sure." I said.

"Great so I was thinki-" I cut her off.

"Did I say sure? I meant no." I said quickly.

"I am confused. I thought you wanted to date me?" She said looking a little hurt.

"I do. I mean, I did. Angie, I don't want to date you, I just want to have fun adventures. I thought that if I dated you again, I could bring back those exciting and fun memories that you and I once endured. But the truth is, I am only hurting myself, and you by trying to live in the past. I just, I can't. I hope you understand."

I looked up at her face and I could tell that while I was talking, she had begun to cry. "Angie, you should be with Niall, you and him could go on those fun adventures. And I will find a new girl to be with."

She put her hands to her face and started crying even harder.

"Angie please don't cry. This is hard enough for me." I spoke quitely.

"It's to late Harry."

"What do you mean it's to late?" I asked.

"For me and Niall. I just broke his heart and told him no. There is no way he would ever take me back now. It's to late."

I laughed and remembered my conversation with Louis a few days back.

"Harry, what could possibly be funny at a time like this?" She asked.

"Angie sweetie, it's never to late for love."