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Reagan Davis

Age : 19

Houston , Texas

It was the next day and I had just dropped Ja'Seem off at school. Usually I would go into the shop but I had today off because Raelyn was still sick.

I was glad that I had got my very first car a month ago. It was just a Dodge Hellcat Srt Challenger, not to much. Jamari didn't trust me with his cars so I was tired of depending on him and Alexis taking us everywhere.

Jamari came back in really late so I knew he was tired and I didn't want to bother him.

When I got back home Raelyn was still sleep along with Jamari.

I decided to cook us some breakfast but not too much just some eggs , sausage, and grits.

As I was getting my ingredients out my phone started blowing up with notifications from Instagram.

"Goodmorning baby." Jamari yawned walking in the kitchen.

"Goodmorning." I smiled.

"Can you hand me my phone?" I asked stirring the eggs and cheese mixture.

He walked over to the island rubbing his eyes and then brought my phone back to me.

I wiped my hands on the dish clothes and unlocked my phone.

Alexis started texting and calling me making me frown.

"What's going on?" I asked myself clicking on Instagram.

"You said some baby?" Jamari asked drinking out of the juice jug.

"I was talking to myself, but somebody just mentioned me in something." I mumbled.

Noticing that I was mentioned in a video I went to my newsfeed.

It was from that girl Teyanna from Alexis's shop, I was confused to why she was mentioning me in a video. I clicked on the video and my heart dropped.

I couldn't believe my eyes, so I replayed it almost 10 times to make sure I was seeing good.

It was a video of her giving Jamari head in the car. Judging by his outfit, I knew that it happened yesterday because he went to the club in the same clothes.

Tears started clouding my vision making it almost impossible for me to see.

"You okay mamas?" Jamari asked walking up to me.

I quickly stepped back. "D-Don't touch me."

He frowned and scratched his neck. "What's wrong? What happened?"

I rapidly shook my head putting my phone on the island so he could see for himself.

His face softened and he looked at me with a guilty expression. "Baby let me explain."

I ignored him and ran upstairs. I quickly started packing me and Raelyn's clothes throwing any and everything that I saw. I wasn't worrying about trying to get everything out of the closet because it would take too much time.

"Reagan, where you going?" Jamari asked walking in the room.

"I'm leaving." I sniffled wiping my face.

I can't believe this was happening. I thought he loved me and I thought he loved what we had going on. I guess I'm just not good enough for him.

"No baby I swear it ain't what it look like." He stated walking towards me.

"Jamari do not touch me." I said through gritted teeth.

"It was a mistake." He said a little louder.

"All of this was a mistake." I mumbled zipping up the two suitcases.

"This a mistake? It wasn't a mistake when you was homeless and down bad. Or when I gave you and your daughter a home and family to be apart of." He replied.

My heart literally felt like it was getting jumped on. I couldn't believe he was throwing everything in my face when he promised he wouldn't.

I guess he noticed what he said and his face dropped. "Baby I swear I didn't mean it like that."

I chuckled and wiped my face. "It's okay Jamari, you don't have to worry about me or MY daughter anymore."

As I tried to leave out of the room with the bags he blocked the door.

"You can't leave me Ray, that shit was a mistake I don't want that hoe. I wasn't even in my right mind." He stated.

"Move." I said lowly trying my best to hold my tears back.

Clearly God wasn't on my side because it wasn't working.

"Reagan you can't leave me. I love you. How imma tell Ja'Seem?" He asked.

I sniffled and looked up at him. "You should've thought about that when you was receiving head."

"M-MOMMMMYYY!" Raelyn yelled followed my crying.

"Can you move so I can get my daughter." I mumbled.

"I'll get her." He said.

"No, don't touch her, get out of my way." I snapped.

He opened the door and followed behind me as I went to Raelyn's room. She was fully away crying.

"I-I'm sorry baby." I sniffled picking her up.

I put her on my hip and walked downstairs with our suitcases.

"Reagan stop, you not going nowhere." Jamari sighed.

I turned and looked back at him. "Have a nice life Jamari."

I ignored him shouting my name to quickly buckle Raelyn up, and I quickly threw the bags in the trunk.

As soon as I tried to get in the car Jamari closed my door.

"Ray, where are you going? Can we please just talk this shit out." He said and I noticed tears in his eyes.

"Jamari move." I said feeling myself about to cry again.

"Where are y'all going? Can I just know?" He asked wiping under his eye.

"No." I cried.

"Jamari you cheated on me. YOU HURT ME PLEASE GET OUT OF MY WAY." I sobbed.

He quickly embraced me in a hug as I broke down. "I-I'm sorry."

I quickly removed myself from his arms and shook my head. "Tell Seem I love him."

I smoothly got in my car and drove off ignoring Raelyn's cries.

At this point I felt like I was lost. I had enough money to save up for my own apartment which is what I was going to do.

"Mommmyyy." Raelyn cried at the top of her lungs.

I started crying harder because I was so confused and hurt.

"I-I'm so sorry baby." I sobbed pulling on the side of the highway.

I locked my doors and then climbed in the backseat with her.

I unbuckled her from the seat belt and took out her Ensure Milk.

"It's okay baby, please stop crying, I-I'm trying my hardest right now." I sniffled

Her cries got softer as she drunk from her milk.

My phone started blowing up but I already knew that it was Jamari.

Raelyn started coughing and then laid across my lap.

"Mama I have to drive, can you be a big girl for like ten minutes?" I asked playing with her ear.

She shook her head no climbing onto my chest.

I sighed and just played with her ear to help her calm down.

About ten minutes later Raelyn had fell back asleep. I swiftly put her back in her car seat and climbed back into the front seat.

I started the car back up and started back driving to search for apartments. I had about 40,000 saved up from the shop and plus Jamari always deposited extra in my bank.

There was some luxury condo apartments that had just got built last month that caught my eye.

I wiped my face and pulled into the leasing center parking lot.

"God just give me guidance, I need you." I sighed looking at Raelyn through the rearview mirror.

I made sure that my location stopped sharing with everybody and powered my phone off.

Jogging to Raelyn's side of the car, I softly laid her head on my shoulder and put a blanket over her head.

Walking in the leasing center I was immediately welcomed by a middle-aged lady with a warm smile.

"Welcome to Luxury Estates, what can I do for you today?" She asked.

"I'm here to look at your two-bed condoes." I smiled.

"Sounds great, we just had one to open up, follow me through this gate and we can start the tour." She replied.

I nodded my head and followed her into this nice gated courtyard setting lawn.

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Alexis Taylor-Smith

Age : 24

Houston , Texas

"ARE YOU FUCKING DUMB OR STUPID?" I yelled at Jamari.

Disappointed was an understatement. I was furious and my blood was boiling.

"Get out my face with that shit Lex." He mumbled.

I jerked my head back looking up, down, right, and left to see who he was talking to. "You can't be talking to me."

"You so fucking retarded." I mugged.

"Dumb ass cheater." I added on.

"Lex bru if you gone do all that you can leave." He snapped.

"Jamari I don't give ONE FUCK about how you feel. Think about how Reagan feel right now. She probably feel hurt and alone as fuck because you couldn't keep yo dick in your pants. That girl do anything to keep you and YOUR fucking kid happy. THAT GIRL RISKED HER LIFE FOR YOUR KID AND SISTER. AND THIS HOW YOU FUCKING REPAY HER? BY GETTING YOUR DICK WET FROM TEYANA HOE ASS. She got a whole daughter to take care of she don't need all this extra stress. Reagan been through to much, and I'd be damn if I let her loose herself over YOUR FUCKING MISTAKES. Don't fucking call or text me asking where she is. Oh and good luck telling your son why his mom left again." I snapped slamming his front door.

I stormed back to my car and tried to call Reagan again.

"C'mon baby answer the phone." I sighed watching it go to voicemail.

I was so mad that I had to leave my shop and reschedule all of my appointments. I'm so mad at Jamari right now, and Teyana her ass is got because she knew what she was doing.

I honestly felt so bad for Reagan. She trusted Jamari and all of us. She had nobody, no family, none of that. She considered all of us as her family and Jamari probably ruined it all. I can't wait to tell mama on his hoe ass.

Reagan is like my best friend but I can't even put myself in her shoes. She's the most strongest girl I know.

"Oh shit I can check her location." I smiled going to our messages.

I punched my dashboard when I saw that she stopped sharing her location and she left all of the group chats.

I went to her Instagram and it showed that her page was disabled.

"Reagan baby where are you?" I sighed to myself

I made my way to my mama cause I was ready to snitch.

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Hey my friendssss..

Lol so I see y'all mad at me AGAIN , mane ain even do nothing lmao I was bored.

Anyways how y'all feel about Episode 23?

Don't y'all just feel bad for Reagan?

How y'all feel about Jamari not even bringing it up that he cheated? Y'all think he was gone tell if Teyanna didn't ?

How y'all feel about Teyana being petty and tagging Raelyn in the video?

What y'all think about Jamari throwing everything in Reagan's face ? I'll slice his throat disrespectfully

Our poor sis is literally heartbroken, right?

Please don't call Reagan stupid or weak. She really never experienced love or commitment. She also wasn't taught self-love so of course she probably feels as if she's not good enough. She's still trying to learn about the true meaning of love. She trusted Jamari...

What y'all think about her leaving Jamari? Y'all think she should've heard him out?

How y'all feel about Jamari trying to stop her?

Y'all think Reagan feels like she failed herself and Raelyn?

How y'all think Ja'Seem gone react?

Y'all think it's necessary for Reagan to get her own apartment?

Was she smart for leaving the group chats , stopped sharing locations, and powering her phone off?

Ms. Alexis has entered and she not happy..y'all think she gone get Teyana back?

How y'all feel about her talk with Jamari? I liked it.

Y'all think it's necessary for her to tell Ms.Taylor?

What y'all think Ms. Taylor gone say?

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