I put my bag in my locker and slam it shut.

"Damn, mama!" Silas exclaims. "What's wrong?"

"Considering the fact that I am tempted to murder everyone in this building, and well you know why, it's fucking aggravating acting like it doesn't bother me." I grumble as we walk to the gym.

"Let them know, honey it's okay, you're supposed to want to feed, that's normal." He states.

"I am anything but normal." I deadpan.

"Allison Taylor Blaine Tucker, listen to the words leaving my cocksucker; let them know you are having trouble dealing with it, at least tell Emmett." He holds the door for me.

"We just got Darcy back Silas, I don't want to fuck stuff up." I shake my head and sit on the bench.

"Babygirl, listen to me, you not telling anyone, besides me, is going to fuck shit up more than telling them." He keeps his hands firm on my shoulders. "At least let Emmett know so he can help."

"He knows I wouldn't do it without someone telling me to." I state. "He'll find out that you know."

"Let him, if it helps you, tell him everything, I don't care. He already knows I know about Darcy." He sasses.

"I don't know Silas, I mean, I don't know." I shake my head.

"Either you tell him, or I will." He states.

"Okay, I'll tell him when we get home." I hold my hands up in defense.

"I'll ask him tomorrow." He narrows his eyes.

"Silas, I'll tell him." I smack my thighs before standing. "Let's just get this over with."

"Honey if you can't handle it, go home. I will record every single audition and we can watch them tomorrow morning." He hugs me.

"I'll be fine." I hug back.

"If it gets to be too much just walk out." He lets go.

"Okay." I nod before sitting behind the table.

"Let's get this thing going." He sighs. A large group of girls and only about two guys walk in with duffle bags. "Go ahead and go to the locker rooms make sure you stretch and warm up." I lay my head down on the table. My throat aches as the sound of blood coarsing through everyone's veins fills my head. I ball my hands into fists. "Alli?" I feel a hand on my back and clench my jaw. "Allison talk to me." I slowly lift my head and look at him. "Okay put on your sunglasses and get the hell out of here." I put my head back down.

"Call Emmett." I say through clenched teeth. I hear him scramble around looking for his phone as his heart rate picks up.

"Please answer. Answer. Come on." Silas mutters. "Oh thank god you answered, you need to come get Alli, like now before she loses it completely." He blurts. "Yes, I know." he pauses, "dammit just get here!" he slams his fist against the table. "I would but she isn't exactly in the state to talk, she barely managed to tell me to call you. " pause. "Of course I- you know what you are arguing with me when you should be here helping your damn girlfriend. She's about to fucking go off the rails." he huffs. "Did you just hang up on me?"

"Shut up." Emmett snaps. I slowly lift my head and look toward him and nervously smile. "We need to get you out of here." I look over at Silas.

"I've got this, I'll send you videos." He gently squeezes my hand. I nod before grabbing my bag and speeding off. I jump through the car window and sit down.

"How long have you been like this?" Emmett asks.

"Just drive." I mutter. He starts driving toward the house and I look out my window. "Since I came back to school, but I was able to choke it down and act normal. These past few days have been driving me crazy."

"Why didn't you say something?"

"Figured I could take it, I was gonna say something when I got back from tryouts because Silas pressured me into it and threatened to tell you everything he knows, but I kind of lost it when everyone came into the gym."

"You should've told me."

"I prefer to suffer in silence." I state.

"Then how does Silas know?"

"Intuition." I shrug. "He figured it out when he called to tell me happy birthday. All I said was thanks and he said holy shit they turned you."

"How did he know about us?"

"His uncle may be a vampire too." I scratch the back of my neck.

"He knew the whole time."

"Oh yeah, and uh he'll only be human until graduation. That was his uncle's only condition to live with him after his parents through him out for being gay."

"Feel better?" He asks.

"Yeah, my head finally stopped spinning." I reply. "Did you pick up Darcy yet?"

"I was on my there when Silas called." He says. "I figured I'd take you home first."

"I just needed you to get me out of that damn school. I could've took myself home." I shrug.

"I don't care, I'm taking you all the way home."