Dear Namjoon,

Day 9/28. Relationships are absurd. When I dated you, it was easy I suppose. We'd hug, kiss, etc. But, with Taehyung I feel this new energy, this new thing. Of course there isn't you in the picture, but having Taehyung right there is nice really. He's sweet, and supportive and has taken great care of me. But I feel bad. I told him I was sorry for being inconvenient over the phone. He said that I didn't need to be, he does these things because he loves me. I asked him what does love mean to him. He said " Love is giving your all, and doing to your best for each sides". I frowned as he was so passionate about it, if I died would that be my all? Is that my best I could give?

- jh