Dear Namjoon,

Day 1/28. Taehyung took me out, and it was nice. We went out, and he asked me questions, none of them were personal, just little tidbits about me. I asked him questions back. Our date consisted of puns and cringe worthy moments we shared. For the first time in forever I laughed, and it was genuine, I couldn't stop grinning, and I felt myself going back to who I was, who I am. After the date was over I texted him all night. But then I thought about our agreement, and after all that, he still wasn't my reason to live, he was just in the way. I need to get him out

- jh