hello. before you read, here are some song recommendations you can read to get you into the atmosphere of the book.

winter : daughter

"there's no heat from our love."

satellite heart : anya maria

" so pretty, so smart. such a waste of a young heart."

warm : the neighbourhood

" i tried to love you baby, in every way."

running jump : edmund

" i don't want your sympathy."

flume : bon iver

"only love is in the room."

white winter hymnal : fleet foxes

"and turn the white snow red as strawberries in the summer time."

let her dance : the bobby fuller four

" let her dance to her favorite song."

all we want : oscar and the wolf

"come on let's run. with all the sirens, come on let's run."

helplessness blues : fleets foxes

"i was raised up believing i was some how unique."

let it go : the neighbourhood

"remember what the people say"

control : olympic ayres

"my fate belongs to you"

[ there has to be one happyish song]

slacks : st south

"nobody hurts like me for you."

Ikanaide : jubyphonic

"you're moving on to far and beyond while i'm standing left behind."

gasoline : troye sivan

"i watched him rest his head"

angels : the xx

"they would be as in love with you as i am."

cocoon : the catfish and the bottlemen

"i remember when we swapped names and I thought maybe you'd stay and try to out drink me, your friends all hated it."

the run and go : twenty one pilots

"don't wanna call you in the night time don't wanna give you all my pieces."

coffins : misterwives

"you say you'd stand even if this would all fall."

sixteen : real friends

" just when i think i need someone, they wrap their arms around my old bones and i start breaking apart."

candles : daughter

"things cannot be reversed, learn from the ones we fear the most"

fun : troye sivan

"just don't look them in the eyes boy."

broken : lund

"I broke your heart and you buried mine."

outlines : alunageorge

"can't help chasing these outlines of you."

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