I pulled Brenley against me, gripping tighter onto her waist and bringing our bodies together as my mouth covered hers. Kissing her was the most amazing feeling in the world and it did things to me that were unexplainable. I had never wanted someone so bad. I pulled back from the kiss and slipped my hands under the silk of her pajama shirt and lifted it up, pulling it over her head. That's when I realized she hadn't been wearing a bra and I looked down and took in the view of her bare breasts.

They were on the small side, probably a handful but they were natural and perky and perfect. I leaned down and captured one in my mouth, sucking on her nipple and the moan that I heard escape from her mouth made me want to be inside her so bad. I slid both my hands down the arch of her back and under the elastic of her silk pajama shorts, cupping her butt cheeks in my hands and squeezing as I kissed her again, pushing my painfully hard erection against her crotch.

She grabbed the bottom of my shirt and tried to pull it up. I helped her out by pulling it the rest of the way off and seeing the way her eyes took in my body made my dick twitch and harden even more. I had worked really hard for this body because of the movie roles but seeing the way Brenley looked at it with her hungry eyes made every grueling early morning workout worth it.

She hesitantly reached out and ran her hands slowly up my stomach and over the muscles of my chest like she was scared to touch me and seeing how timid she was was such a turn on. I lifted her chin to look up at me again and leaned in, capturing her mouth with mine.

I slid my fingers under the elastic of her pajama shorts and pulled them down as we kissed, walking her backwards towards the bed and then lifting her onto it. She laid back and I pulled her shorts the rest of the way off and threw them, standing there taking in the view of Brenley's almost naked body sprawled out on my bed with her long blonde hair splayed out on the mattress around her.

She was honestly the most beautiful woman I had ever seen and she had absolutely no idea how gorgeous she was, which made her that much more attractive. My eyes fell to the little white lacy panties that were the only barrier left keeping her from being completely naked in front of me. I reached out and gripped the sides of them, sliding them down her long beautiful legs and tossing them to the side.

Her knees were clasped together tight and I could tell she was shy about showing me her body.

"You have nothing to be shy about Bren. Your body's absolutely perfect," I whispered as I ran my hands down her legs and she slowly and hesitantly separated them for me, looking up into my eyes. Seeing how perfect she looked, with her legs spread open wide on my bed waiting for me made me even harder and I wanted to just bury myself deep inside her right then but I had to take care of her first. I wanted to make this the most amazing sex of her life so she'd change her mind and never want to leave.

I laid there on the bed with my legs spread wide in front of him, feeling completely vulnerable and self conscious. I was offering myself up to him on a silver platter and I had only done that with one guy before, Caden, my high school boyfriend of two years who completely broke my heart when he went off to college on the other side of the country and found a new girlfriend there ........ before he broke up with me I might add.

Caden was the quiet guy that liked to read. The dorky but cute book nerd with floppy hair that was super smart and witty and funny. We actually met in the library. I was in love and thought he would be my forever but I couldn't have been more wrong.

It made me scared that I was opening myself up to someone else but my instinct was telling me I could trust Dylan and that he really was a good guy. I wanted to share myself with him, even if it was only for the one time. At least then I would know what it felt like to be with him, so I wouldn't always wonder and have that question in the back of mind "What if I had?"

Dylan's eyes locked onto mine as I laid there panting and he slid his hands over my knees and spread my legs even further, looking down and taking in the sight in front of him with hungry eyes.

He leaned down, laying his body onto the bed between my legs and slowly his face got closer to the tingling spot between them. His eyes looked up, locking onto mine as he leaned in and slowly licked his tongue from the bottom of my slit to the top. He leaned in closer, gripping my hips and burying his face between my legs as he massaged his tongue against my clit and shook his head back and forth. I sucked air in and gripped the sheets because the feeling was so overwhelming.

I slammed my eyes shut, laying my head back against the pillow and moaning loudly. His hands gripped my thighs tighter as he worked his tongue against me in waves and slipped two long fingers inside me.

I whimpered and gripped a handful of his hair, squeezing tight. He kept pumping his fingers in and out of me with one hand and started rubbing the thumb of his other hand in circles over my clit, and it was so overwhelming I cried out, arching my back up off the bed and throwing my head back. He pulled his hands back and finished me off with his mouth, working his tongue harder against it in pulses. He was really, really good at this. Way better than my ex had been.

"Are you gonna get off for me baby?" he whispered against me and hearing that made my insides flutter and sent me over the edge. I felt an intense feeling of euphoria building up and I squeezed my eyes shut as my stomach muscles clenched, igniting an explosion inside that sent tingling electricity across my skin and made my body tremble. I collapsed back onto the pillow panting as my heart pounded against my chest and the spot between my legs throbbed.

He started kissing his way up my stomach, hovering his body over me and moving slowly, like a predator stalking his prey. He kissed his way up to my breasts and started sucking on my nipple which felt super sensitive right now since I just had an orgasm, but somehow I think he knew that and was doing it for that reason.

It made my body shudder again with an aftershock of my orgasm and then he worked his way up and kissed on my neck, taking his time and moving slowly against it, sucking my skin lightly. Feeling that made goosebumps pop up on my arms and I laid there panting, feeling even more desperate for him.

"Please," I begged breathlessly. "I want you so bad. I can't take any more."

He lifted up and hovered over my face, looking down into my eyes. "Are you sure you want this?"

"Yes," I nodded, panting.

He leaned down and captured my mouth with his and I closed my eyes and kissed him back, clinging to his shoulders and then his mouth left mine and he got up off the bed.

"I wasn't expecting this so I don't have a condom with me. I have to run and get one. Stay right here. I'll be right back," he said, rushing out through my door wearing only a pair of pajama pants and no shirt.

A few minutes later he rushed back into my room, throwing five condoms down onto the nightstand.

"Just in case," he said, with a smile. He slipped off his pajama pants, standing there in a pair of boxer briefs and seeing his strong thigh muscles made my insides tingle and ache for him even more. He slid his thumbs under the elastic of his boxer briefs and pulled them down, revealing a really long, thick erection standing straight up. It was a lot bigger than my ex's so my eyes widened with surprise.

He ripped open a condom packet and rolled it down onto himself before climbing back onto the bed and hovering over me, looking down into my face for a few seconds before leaning in and covering my mouth with his. I ran my fingers up the ripples of his abs and across his firm chest and broad shoulders as I kissed him back, spreading my legs wide on either side of him as he lowered his body down onto mine.

I felt him reach down and guide his length to the right spot, rubbing up and down against my folds before pressing in at my entrance. I could already tell it was going to be a tight fit as he broke through and slowly started easing his way in. I could feel my insides stretching to accommodate his size, and I closed my eyes and moaned.

It had been so long since I had been with a man, I had almost forgotten how good it felt. Caden had never felt this good though. Dylan pressed in further, until he was buried deep inside me and I opened my eyes and looked up at him, and he was looking down at me.

"You feel amazing," I said breathlessly.

"So do you," he said, slowly leaning in and kissing me as he started moving in and out. He was slow at first, gentle, looking down and making sure I was okay. The way he looked at me made my heart melt and I felt an aching in my chest. He was such a good guy and I felt such a strong draw to him that I wished things could be different for us, that we could be together, but the reality was we couldn't. I just had to enjoy every moment I had with him while it lasted.