We stayed like that for sometime till he calmed down.I slowly broke the hug looking at him when he grew silent.

Y/N : do you wanna go inside??

I asked gently wiping the almost dried up tears from his cheeks.He slowly nodded looking at me.I looked back at him meeting his eyes.

His eyes were shining like diamonds under the moonlight.His porcelain clear skin and nose red from crying.My eyes landed on his pulpy lips which were red with all the biting.i gulped.There it goes again the weird feeling in my chest,my heart rate increasing.

Y/N : uhh...l-let's go inside shalll we??

I said breaking the silence.He once again nodded and i lead him back to the room.I sat down on the bed my head against the headboard.I closed my eyes for sometime due to triedness,when i felt some weight on my lap.Suprised i opened my eyes to see Jimin laying his head on my lap with his eyes closed.I opened my mouth to quetion it but closed it instantly upon hearing his words.

Jimin : just for sometime....please.

He hushed,his coming coming a little desperately so i couldn't refuse.I was tensed at first but relaxed after sometime.I slowly started playing with his fluffy hair out of boredom. He hummed in pleasure at the sensation.I looked over to him.

Y/N : you like that?

He nodded his head snuggling into my lap.I smiled slowly combing his hair with my fingers.I felt somewhat apologetic towards him about my actions so i thought of different ways of apologising.

I was lost in my thoughts when i heard soft snores coming from him.I looked to see his eyes closed and his chest heaving up and down steadily.He fell asleep.

His hair was ticlking me so i gingerly picked his head to keep it on the pillow but i guess i wasn't swift enough as he opened his eyes ,getting up with a jolt and effectively hitting my nose with his head.

Y/N : arrhhh!!

I yelled stumbling back.He held the spot where my nose collided with his head while looking around in daze.He probably isn't aware of his actions.

Jimin : what happened??

He asked looking left and right in daze.

Y/N : nothing, you fell asleep in my lap.

I said rubbing nose while he rubbed his head where nose hit it.

Jimin : ohh....what time is it?

He asked looking at the clock on the wall.It said 1:15 AM.

Jimin : it's late.you should go back now.you need to sleep.

Y/N : no, it's fine.I can stay.

Jimin : No i insist.you should get some rest.

He said with a fake smile.I could right through it.I knew he was still hurting.

Y/N : how are you feeling?? are you ok?

I asked reluctant about leaving him alone in that state.

Jimin : yeah , it's fine you should go.

He said trying to convince me but i knew there was huge difference between 'it's fine' and 'i'm fine'.He was sobered up enough to know his surroundings.Even in his drunken state he still cares about me.Gosh i feel so guilty for hurting him and breaking his heart.

I mean he has done nothing but care for me and even better is ready to dedicate all his heart , time and his entire being to me which is so sweet of him but me being my ungrateful self only hurt him.

I was lost in my thoughts when i saw a hand waving infront of my face.

Jimin : down to earth,Y/N .

Y/N : huh? Oh! What did you say?

Jimin : i said you should go now.

Y/N : will you be ok?

Jimin : yeah! Now go.

Y/N : ok then see you later.

I said awkwardly before slowly standing up and walking towards the door.I took one last glance at him before closing the door behind me.

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Y/N'S P.O.V.(at breakfast)-

I entered the dinning hall where the breakfast was being served.After yesterday's incident i have decided to stop avoiding Jimin .It feels good to walk around freely wothout the fear of being caught.

I went and took a seat where Lisa and Jungkook were eating while conversing with each other.

Y/N : hey guys ,where's Jimin?

I asked taking a bite of my food.

Lisa : oh he's sick.

My heart dropped at her words.

Y/N : SICK!?WHAT HAPPENED??!

My mind filled with different kind of bad scenarios wondering what might have happened to him.If he was alright.What if he was just pretending to be sick to avoid talking about yesterday's event?What if he's really very sick?

Jungkook : calm down,noona.He drank too much alcohol last night and now he has a hangover.

Y/N : and you left him just like that!?

I yelled fury boiling inside me at how unbothered they were.

Jungkook : well we offered to take care of him but you know how stuborn he is.He wanted to be alone so we didn't force him and left him like he wanted.

Y/N : nevertheless, you should have stayed with him!!What if he's really sick?what if he's vomiting? He needs someone by his side what if he fainted?!

I gasped upon thinking about it.Saying no further I got up and ran out of the dinning hall towards his room.I went and tugged on the door handle.It burst open.I looked around and shrieked.

Y/N : JIMIN!!!

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