I looked at the sky thinking am I really in denial? Even if I like him what's after that? Do we start dating ?WAIT!What am i even thinking i'm not even sure if i like him yet.

I was lost in my thoughts when I heard my cellphone ringing. I opened my bag and rummaged through it to find it but there were so many things that I had fish deep down to look for it.Finally my fingers landed on a cold object. I pulled it out and was about to answer it when the call ended.

I looked to see six missed calls from Jisoo. Oh no! I was supposed to meet with her! she's going to kill me !I quickly called her back and was greeted almost immediately by her screaming.

Jisoo :YAH!WHERE ARE YOU AND WHY WEREN'T YOU PICKING UP YOUR PHONE??!!!

Y/N : Sorry!!i was with friend and didn't hear it ringing!!!

Jisoo : well did u even remeber that we were supposed to pick up our dresses for the wedding??

She said in an annoyed tone.i internally scremed at myself for my short term memory loss

Y/N : I'm so sorry!! I completely forgot!!.

Jisoo : yeah yeah you and your excuses.Anyways we picked up your dress and gave it to Jimin so go and take it from him.

Y/N : ok-wait what? Why'd you give it to him???

Jisoo : well he insisted and since you are so closer and all so we gave it to him, anyways i have to go now.Bye.

Oh right! I didn't tell them about his confession or avoiding him.But i can't meet him right now.

Y/N : but unnie- *call ended*

I was about to protest when she hung up on me.I sighed looking at my phone.What am i going to do now?i can't go there!I groaned in anger ,stomping my feet frustrated earning few weird glances from the passers-by.

~TIMESKIP~

I Stood there in front of Jimin's room.My palms getting excessively sweaty and my heart thumping loudly in my chest.ok i'm having second thoughts about this.

I gathered my courage and shakily knocked on the door.is it too late to run away?maybe but when there was no response i saw that the door was a little open.that's weird.i slowly opened the door and entered the room.I looked around the room and saw that the room was a mess with chips bags and beer cans scattered here and there.i wonder where he is.The balcony door was open making the room very chilly.

I squinted my eyes to see a dress cover bag on the bed at the corner of the room.The light in the room was very dim but it was enough to distinguish among all the objects.

I slowly tiptoed across the room towards it.I opened it and surly enough it contained my maroon bodycon bridesmaid gown.I zipped it up and after doing a little victory dance in my head started moving towards the door.

My breathed hitching i stopped in my steps when i saw a silhouette standing right in front of the door.The lighting was bad but it was enough to see Jimin standing there.His dark and empty eyes staring right into mine.

We stood like that for sometime before he stated moving towards me.His aura made me back away.I kept stepping back matching his pace until a cold metal hit my back.

I looked to see that we were standing in the balcony.My back had collided with the railing and now there was no way for me to escape.

Jimin came and stopped only when there was no space left between us, our bodies colliding together.I leaned away a little to create a little space between us but not too much cause i didn't want to fall and break my bones.

He kept his fingers under my chin and made me look at him.Our faces were just inches apart.His breath reeked of alcohol,he was probably drunk.I tried pushing him but again he was too strong.He slowly started leaning in looking in daze so i tightly closed my eyes waiting for him to kiss me but his lips never came.

Confused i slowly opened my eyes to see he had stopped right before our lips touched.My eyes widened to see his glistening eyes.

Y/N : Jiminahh...

I whispered cautiously to see his watery eyes.I slowly kept my hand on his cold cheek,in order to comfort him.He closed his eyes at that, a tear rolling down his cheek.I slowly wiped it with my thumb, caressing his cheek gently.

Y/N : why are you crying hmm?

I slowly asked but he didn't respond.I tilted my head a little to get a better look at his face when all of a sudden he kept his head on my shoulder sobbing silently.I kept my hand on his back rubbing it reassuringly.He mumbled something on my shoulder but i couldn't quite hear it.

Y/N : what did you say???

Jimin : Please....please don't leave me.

He choked in between sobs snuggling into my neck.That's when i felt a pang in my chest hearing those words.Guilt overcoming my inner being.He must have been so devastated and lonely when i left him.Blaming himself for me leaving him, drinking in the sorrow.Me being my stupid self didn't once think about how he would feel.I failed being a good friend and did the same mistake as Shawn.

Y/N : I won't.

I said sincerely before wrapping my arms around him and hugging him tightly.It's not too late.I won't make the same mistake.

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