《HOLY MATRIMONY || Jimin ff》CHAPTER 8
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That's when she felt two hands grab her before pushing her harshly against the wall.Her eyes closing at the impact.She opened her eyes to meet the the person's eyes .A small gasp escaping from her lips.
Y/N : J-Jimin ?
Jimin stood there, his arms on either side of her head keeping her in place.His dark eyes staring right into hers.His eyes held something along with agony.
~FLASKBACK~
Jimin walked aimlessly in the crowd after leaving Y/N and Taehyung.He kept walking and walking before finally stopping at the banks of the Han river.
He smiled remembering memories of them walking ,playing and sometimes just talking there for hours but that smile soon changed to a frown when he remembered today's events.He had felt a certain feeling in his chest upon seeing them together.He thought 'Am i possibly jealous?'.
He didn't like seeing Y/N with that guy or any other guy.He wanted her to be with him only. He indeed liked her a lot but he knew he couldn't confess bacause she only saw him as her bestfriend.But he had the constant fear of her being snatched away by some guy .So the biggest question was..
Should he risk his friendship for this love?
Midst of these thoughts he took out a small box from his pocket.Opening it, he took out a locket. It was a gift for Y/N .He had thought of giving it to Y/N but that Taehyung guy ruined it.He opened it to reveal a picture of them together .He smiled caressing Y/N's picture.He sighed closing it again feeling very gloomy.
He stayed there till sunset,watching the night sky while walking back to the hotel.He looked up to see a shooting star.He closed his eyes, wishing "I hope Y/N sees my feelings for her one day".
He opened his eyes to see you still talking to Taehyung.He saw you laughing at something Taehuyng said.He clenched his jaw,jealousy overcoming him instantly.After some time both of them went their own ways
Y/N started walking back to the hotel .Jimin followed a little behind her.Y/N oblivious of his presence continued strolling ,humming a tune .Jimin following a little behind.She kept smiling , she looked very happy and Jimin felt anger boil inside him because he knew it was because of her 'Tae oppa'.
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It wasn't untill the hotel's hallway that she noticed someone was following her.She halted her steps, him doing the same.It must have scared her because she started running towards the elevator.He felt the sudden urge to run behind her.The next thing he knew he was running behind her before pushing her towards the wall.A yelp escaped her mouth at the impact and regret rushed through him instantly.
His mind kept to let her go but his heart telling him otherwise.He wanted to step aside but he couldn't , he just couldn't stop.His emotions taking over him.
~PRESENT~
( play Love is a bitch by two feet now)
Y/N : Jimin what-what are-?
Jimin : Shhhh.
He wispered lowly leaning in their faces just inches apart.He was so close that their breaths were mixing together.
Y/N looked down unable to hold Jimin's intense gaze.She was very confused at Jimin's behaviour and rather nervous at his intentions.But jimin not liking this lifted her chin making her look up at him.Her eyes stared confused at him.
Jimin on the other hand felt as though he would melt under her under her heavenly gaze.Her innocent big eyes staring at him.He took this opportunity to admire her petite features.Her alluring eyes, her small nose and her so tempting lips.His heart beat increased just by looking at them.Before he knew it,he found himself slowly leaning in.He stopped right before their lips touched.
Jimin : i'm sorry.
He whispered against her lips before slightly pressing his lips onto hers.Closing his eyes ,his tilted his head before fully devouring her lips.Y/N on the other hand was in shock, her eyes as big as saucers.She didn't know what to think of this.She didn't kiss him back , her mind a mess.Jimin , her bestfriend was kissing her.This was wrong. She had to stop this.She tried to push him but he was too strong,he wouldn't budge.
She whimpered opening her mouth slightly when he bit her lower lip,he took this opportunity to enter his tongue.She moaned at the feeling of his tongue.It was warm and wet.
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He kept exploring her mouth with his tounge.Y/N couldn't help but moan at the sensation.She felt guilty and embarrassed but she couldn't help but enjoy it.It was like a guilty pleasure.
Eventualy he pulled away cause humans need oxygen.Both pf them panted hard, out of breath.Their foreheads touching.
Jimin : I like you Y/N. A lot.
She said looking at her straight into her eyes.Y/N was speechless.She thought,"i should have seen this coming."She knew she couldn't accept his feelings so she tried reasoning with him.
Y/N : but Jimin i-
Jimin : i know you don't believe in love but that's only because all the memories you have associated with it are sorrowful.
He lifted her hands, holding them firmly.
Jimin : let me make you happy, Y/N .Let me in so that whenever you think of love you think of those happy memories.Let me protect you.Just let me.....let me love you.
He said looking at her expectedly.He looked at her with hopeful eyes.Her on the other hand was trembling , her insides twisting and turning .She can't .She just can't! She isn't ready.Her thoughts were interrupted when he kept his hand on her cheek.
Jimin : look at me, Y/N.
She looked up , her conflicted eyes meeting his calm ones.
Y/N : but i'm afraid of being hurt.
She said truthfully as she indeed was afraid of a heartbreak as that's how realtionships work.They start dating, go a couple of dates, stay with each other for a couple of months but eventually one of them falls out of love.Then what's left is a lonely soul and a broken heart.
Jimin : Don't you trust me?I would never hurt you intentionally.I want to protect you .You know me, you know the knid of guy i am.
He said with desperation in his voice.
Y/N : i know .
Jimin : then will you me a chance? will you us a chance?
He asked tentatively.She looked up to meet his hopeful eyes,shining under the light.His eyes held something in them along with hope......fear. The fear of being rejected.She didn't want to hurt his feelings.She certainly didn't want to hurt him.Then there would be no diffrenece between her and Shawn.
So she couldn't say yes and she definitely couldn't say no.Therefore, there was only one thing left to say.
Y/N : i need time to think.
She squeaked before sprinting off quickly to her room.
Jimin : Wait !
Jimin yelled after her but she was already inside closing the door behind her.
Jimin sighed looking down, regretting his actions.He had never thought of confessing but after seeing her with that guy today ,he became anger, jealous, fearful and what not? resulting in this.
Y/N'S P.O.V.-
I slammed the door shut behind me before leaning against it.My mind still a mess.What just happened?I asked myself.
"Your bestfriend kissed you, that's what happened!"
A voice said from inside my head, probably my concious.
Y/N : right.
I said to no one in particular.The moment when Jimin kissed me played in my head.My legs felt wobbly so i sat down on the floor my back still pressed on the door.
Jimin won't let this go easily.He only let me go because i said i'll think about it.He'll want an answer soon.But what is my answer?
I can't say yes because there is too many insecurities and i can't say no because then the poor guy will be so hurt.I don't want to hurt him.WHAT TO DO??WHAT TO DO??
Y/N : ughh!!Everything was going fine, why did he have to ruin it by having feelings??
I said ruffling my hair in frustation.One thing i know for sure is nothing will ever be the same between us.
(A/N : heys guys here is the eighth chapter....hope you guys enjoy reading..... Feel free to vote and comment...😁😁😁😁)
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