Y/N'S P.O.V.( AT THE CLINIC)-

After the checkup ,the docter went somewehere to look after some patients so i was alone in the checkup room .The room door was burst open by Lisa shouting loudly while running.

Lisa : y/n- aaahhhhh!!!

She came and hugged me tightly. JIN and Jungkook came behind her.

Y/N : Lisa , i can't breathe.

Lisa : sorry ! but are you okay ??

Y/N : yeah , i just hurt my foot a little !

I said grinning.

Jin : i'm so sorry Y/N , if you hadn't gone there then you wouldn't have hurt yourself. It's all my fault.

he said apologising.

Y/N :I should have been more careful , it's not your fault Jin .

I said correcting him.

Jungkook : but we have to perform in a few days, will you be able to dance ?

Y/N : i will be okay by then, it's just a minor injury.

i said trying to lighten up the mood.

Jimin : but she will need complete bedrest to get well soon and we have to make sure she doesn't put pressure in her foot.

Jimin who's presence i hadn't noticed suddenly said. He was standing by the doorframe with his hands crossed. I wonder when he got there , he then came and sat beside me,

Lisa : of course, so will you be able to walk ?

Y/N : of cource, well limping walking it's a fine line.

Lisa : great !! then you'll be able to join us for lunch.We found this new resturant , they serve amazing steak there.

Jimin : i think we should just head back to the hotel, Y/N needs to rests. and what if she hurts her herself again?

Y/N : come on, Jimin .I will be fine, you don't need to worry.

Jimin : i still don't think it is a good idea.

Y/N : please ,chimchim.

i said with aegyo.He did not say anything and looked away. I scooted closer to him and pouted while showing him my puppy face so he won't say no .He looked at me and gave in with a sign.

Jimin : fine.

Y/N : Thank u, Jiminshiii~.

I said while side-hugging him.

JIMIN'S P.O.V. -

Y/N tried to convince me into agreeing with her.She started acting cute while show me puppy eyes. she looked cute like a little puppy with those bambi eyes.This girl knows my weakness. I tried my best not smile and keep a straight face.Finally, i gave in knowing she won't listen to me anyway.

I became startled when she suddenly hugged me. I gulped hoping she won't feel my rapid haertbeat in my chest. Calm down, heart why are you beating so fast ?? could it be -NO !! She has to fall for me not the other way around.

I extended my arm but stopped midway because i don't whther i should hug her or not.In the end i ended up patting her on the back. Gosh ! it seemed so awkward.

She finally let go of me and i let out the breath i didn't know i was holding.After having lunch everyone went to their hotel rooms to rest after a tiring day. I laid down on my bed. I looked at the time , there was still some time left before nghtime.I decided to watch some movies for passing the time.After the movie finshed , i ordered some food for dinner. I ate it and went to sleep

I kept tossing and turning, Still unalble to fall asleep. After a few more attempts i sat up in frustration and ruffled my hair in anger.I took my phone and turned it on.The light almost blinding me, i squinted my eyes to see the time . 12:48 am.

I thought for some time and switched on the light.I wore some casual cloths, took my room keys and phone and headed out. I'm gonna have dark circles under my eyes the next morning anyways, so why not make some use of it ?

I aimlessly roamed in the hallway. It was extremely quiet. Everyone was probably sleeping. I came to a dead end. There a door in the corner which said rooftop. I looked at it Should i ??? EH! why not?, i have nothing to do anyways.

I opened the door and started to climb the flight of stairs . I kept climbing and climbing and climbing.They didn't seem to end.Eventually, i became tired and had to stop to catch my breath. I started having second thoughts about this.I looked up and to my surprise i couls see the door of the rooftop.

I opened the door , the cold wind immediately hitting my face. I looked around and saw a figure sitting at the railing. who would be awake at this hour ? I started walking towards him/her. It was girl and her hair was flowing with the wind. I took a closer look and my eyes widened,

Jimin : Y/n ???

She turned around and faced me.

Y/N : oh ! Jimin what r u doing here at this hour ?

Jimin : i couldn't sleep . what about u ?

Y/N : same. I slept in the aftenoon. I was bored in my room so i came here.

Jimin : ohhh .

After that there was an awkward silence, i just stood there not knowing what to do. She probably felt it too.

Y/N : hey, why don't u join me ?

She smiled while to the place next to her. I agreed and went next to her. I carefully sat at the bricked edge , my feet dangling in the air. I gulped when i saw how high we were ,If we fall from here we would be done for good,

Y/n looked at me and laughed at my pale face.

Y/N : afraid of heights ??

Jimin : W-what? pfffftt!! NO !

i said trying to deny. I facepalmed at myself for stuttering.

Y/n : it's ok, just don't look down. Look up.

She smiled encouragingly.

I followed her advice, a small gasp escaped from my mouth. The view, it was beautiful. The dark sky was lit by the city lights. They were sparkling like stars.

Y/n : beautiful,isn't it ?

Jimin : yeah, it's geogeous.

i closed my eyes breathing in the fresh air while the wind blew past us.

Y/N : Here.

i opened my eyes and I looked at her while she extended a beer bottle to me.

Y/N : take it.

Jimin : thanks.

I smiled while taking it.

Jimin : so you have an injured foot, how did u get here?

i asked while taking a sip of my beer.

Y/N : i took the elevator.

She said casually. This was enough to make me choke on my drink.

Y/N : drink it slowly , pabo!!

She laughed while patting my back.

Jimin : the elevator comes till here?

Y/N : well, duh! how else how are you supposed to get here?Only a fool would climb all the way form the stairs to get here.

Jimin : i wouldn't say a fool.

Y/N : why, how did u get here?

Jimin : ummm... i took the stairs.

I said wispering the last part so she wouldn't hear it but just my luck , she heared it.

Y/N : U TOOK THE STAIRS!?woooww.. so technically you're the fool that would climb all the was to get here.So that means i was about it all this time?

Jimin : about what ?

She took a deep breath and screamed on the top of her lungs.

Y/N : JIMIN-E- PABO!!( JIMIN IS A FOOL)

My eyes widened and i quickly covered her mouth muffling her laughter.

Y/N'S P.O.V. -

Jimin : yaahh !! people might hear you !! stop shouting lies in the middle of the night !

Y/N : it's true tho.

i said still teasing him.He put his hand on his chest giving me a hurtful look.

Jimin : you're mean.

He crossed his arms turned to the other side with a pout showing his anger.

Y/N : awww... is Jiminee angryyy??

I asked to which he pouted more. was is always this cute and i didn't notice?? he's so cute , i'm glad i befriended him.

Y/N : you are so cute !!

I said squishing one of his cheeks.

All of a sudden he looked at me with furrowed eyebrows as if he saw something weird.His cheeks were still stretched by my hand, he looked kinda funny.

Y/N : what ?

i asked letting go of his cheek.

Jimin : you are acting kinda weird are you ok ?

He asked while looking at me suspiciously. I felt awkward under his intense gaze.

Y/N : i'm fine, why r u asking ?

Jimin : I don't know , u just seem.......

He trailed off trying to find the right words.

Y/N : i seem ??

I asked raising my eyebrows.

Jimin : nothing, just forget it.

Y/N : ok, if you say so.

I said still a little confused .

JIMIN'S P.O.V.-

Y/N has been acting kinda different since morning. I hope she did't hit her head or something.I mean she's acting very friendly unlike before. She always tried to push me away before which led me into thinking she hated me. I wonder what happened to her . I'M sure there's a reason behind it, a person can't change all of a sudden . I'm afraid she'll go back to being cold again tomorrow . I may not know the reason but i'll take advantage of this while it lasts.

Y/N : Jiminshii r u still mad ?

she asked pulling me out of my thoughts.

Jimin : yes.

Y/N : what can i do to make you forgive me ? hmm?

Jimin : i will forgive u if u tell me why u don't believe in love ??

Y/N : u really want to know , don't u?

SHE chuckled while asking.

Jimin :I'v been dying to know.

I answered emphasizing on the dying part.

Y/N : fine, i'll tell u ..... when i was in high school, i used to be fat.

I looked at her giving her say -whhaatt look.

Y/N : i know if u look at me now u can't really tell since i'm skinny. Anyway, I used to be chubby and used to wear braces but i did't think i was that fat or ugly but the people thought otherwise. I used to get bullied a lot because of it.

jimin : THat's horrible !

I exclaimed disappointed at how cruel people can be.

Y/N : i know but LIsa and Jisoo were always there protecting and defending me. I could always count on them.

Y/N'S P.O.V. ( FLASHBACK )-

I was walking alone in the corridor holding my books tightly against my chest. THe fear of being bullied again lingering in my mind. Jisoo was sick and Lisa had dance practice so i was all alone.

My bullies saw me alone and took this opportunity to bully me.They blocked my way and snatched my backpack. I tried to take it back but they successfully dodged me. i even begged them but they simply ignored me.BY this time a crowd had formed around us. I gasped when they opened my backpack and scattered all my supplies on the floor.

Sooa ( their leader) picked my wallet and took all my money while the people in the crowd gave me sympathetic looks but no one came to help.

Sooa : Thanks , piggy.

She said while smirking and walking away with her gang.The students continued moving to their classes like nothing happened while i stood there in the middle of the corridor, my thing still scattered on the floor.

My fists closed into balls my knuckles turning white , i sniffed while tears continuously flowed from my eyes.Only one question in my mind , till when do i have to suffer like this ? i had even tried commiting suicide but unfortunately survived.I wiped my tears and slowly bend down to pick my supplies. It was then i met him.

?? : HERE.

I looked up and saw a boy extending my remaining supplies. He looked more like a fallen angel smiling brightly at me. I took it from him.

Y/N : thanks.

?? : No prob. I'm Shawn btw.

SHAWN , even his name sound angelic like him.

Y/N : nice to meet u, i'm Y/N .

And just like that we started getting closer day by day.We would always meet at the rooftop during breaks.I was very happy.He was always be very caring and delicate towards me. Before i knew it i had fallen for him. I thought i finally found someone who understands me and loves me for who i am and someone who would never leave me ,but i was so wrong.

One day i took the courage and confessed to him, but cried the whole night when got rejected by him. He said that he didn't feel the same way and saw me only as a friend. He said he didn't want ruin our friendship and i was fine with it. It was okay as long as he was with me even as a friend, that's how much i loved him. I just didn't want to lose him.After all , Love isn't a give and take deal and life isn't a fairytail.

It was untill one day i saw him hanging out with Sooa and her gang in the cafeteria. My jaws clenched at the sight.They laughing with each other and being all touchy.She was constantly running her hand on his thigh , GET your hand off of him , WOMEN !!.He knew about my history with Sooa , so why was he doing this ?? I needed to talk to him.

After the class i stopped him at the door.

Y/N : Shawn , can i talk to u for a sec?

Shawn : umm.. can u make it quick ?

Y/N : Sure , what were u doing with sooa at lunch break?

Shawn : Nothing much , we were just hanging out, why?

Y/N : u know my history with her, why r hanging with her ?

Shawn : i know but she doesn't seem that BAD .

Y/N : i begging u , can u plz stay away from her ? I know her, she is bad news .

I said with pleading eyes while holding both of his arms.

Shawn : Just becuz we're friends doesn't give u the right to tell me what to do.

He said while taking his hands out hands out of my hold so forcefully that i stumbled back.

Y/N : i'm just trying to protect u.

Shawn : Stay within your limits.

He said furiously before walking away.That was the first time i had seen that side of Shawn.After that day everything changed. .He was avoiding me and would always find excuses to miss our meets at lunch. i was hurt thinking maybe he didn't want me anymore but then also i kept trying to talk to him because after all he was my first love.He would always make excuses to avoid talking to me, so one day i stopped him in the middle of the corridor by shouting his name.

What i didn't notice was i had also caught attention of everyone else in the corridor. I didn't pay attention to them and walked towards him since i only cared about him.

Shawn : sorry , Y/N i can't talk right now. i have football practice.

He said trying to walk away, but i stopped him by holding his arm.

Y/N : it will only take a few minutes plz.

I said with tears forming in my eyes at how distant he seemed..He looked at my hand then at me.

Shawn : I'm really sorry.

He said taking his arm out of my hold and walking away , then i said something which made him halt.

Y/N : I LOVE YOU , SHAWN.

He turned around while i stood in front of him crying.He just stood there not saying anything.

Sooa : he would never like a fat girl like you , piggy.

Sooa came and stood beside shawn keeping her arm on his shoulder for support..

Y/N : nobody asked for for your opinion sooa.

I said clearly annoyed with her.She just shrugged.

Sooa : fine , u tell her babe .

Y/N : BAbe ??

Sooa : yeah , he is my boyfriend.

She smirked while holding his waist. I felt a pang in my heart.

Y/N : Shawn ??

I looked at him in hopes he would say something to deny it.But what he said broke my heart in a million pieces.

Shawn : it's true Y/N, I'm sorry i just don't feel the same way about u.

Sooa : and ?

He looked at his feet and signed.

Shawn : i could never like such an ugly and fat girl like u.

That's when i felt my heart break into a billion pieces, as the world came crashing on me.I slowly starting backing out as the tears formed in my eyes blurring my vision .Sooa stood there smirking at my state while Shawn just gave me a blank space. The people in the corridor just stood there while wispering to each other.

I ran away from there and kept running till i reached the rooftop. I went and stood at the railing . The cold air flowing past me , while i looked beneath me. One more step and everything will be over.All the pain, the sufferring , everything

LISA'S P.O.V.-

Lisa : Did u find her ?

Jisoo : no.

Lisa : where the hell is she?we have checked everywhere.

I said frustrated as we walked through the corridor.

Jisoo: well not everywhere.

Lisa : what do u mean ?

Jisoo : well we haven't checked the rooftop. YOU don't think she -

Lisa : OH NO !

I didn't let her finish and ran towards the stairs. We climbed the stairs and went to the rooftop.Y/N was standing mear the railing

Lisa :Y/N! There u r! Are u okay?

Y/N :yeah ,I'm fine. Why wouldn't i be okay?

Lisa :no reason ,w-we just thought....

Y/N : don't worry ,i won't try to commit suicide again.

Jisoo : you won't? ..i-i mean why?

Y/N : because that way I'll just be giving them what they want. And I'm done with this love shit.If they want to hate me they can. I love myself. And besides I'm too good for that.

Jisoo : that's my bestfrind !!

Lisa : yeah ! Good for u!! U go gurrlll !

( A/n :heys guys here is the fifth chapter..... Feel free to vote and comment.i know it has been a long time since i updated and I'm sorry for that .i'll try to give more freqent updates.)