Me And August Were Sitting On The Couch As Ms.Jane Mae Grabbed Her Clipboard,Note Book And A Pen

"We've Been Talking About You Alot August... Lets Start At The Beginning How Did You Guys Meet"Ms.Jane Mae Said As She Sat Down

I Looked At Him As He Said "Ima Let You Answered That"

I Half Smiled And Said "My Best Friend... At The Time She Meet Him She Liked Him Real Bad...She Ended Up Takin Me To One Of His Shows And I Met Him Backstage I Saw Him Smile One Time And My Heart Was His...He Stole My Heart Took My Breath Away....Something In Me Told Me That This Was Supposed To Be"

"So Something Just Told You Inside That This Is The Man Your Supposed To Be With"She Asked

"It's Strange But True...Even Though I Had A Boyfriend And My Bestfriend Slept With Him I Still Was So Intrigued By His Presence"I Explain

"So What Was It About August That Made You Wanna Risk Your Relationship With Your Best Friend And Boyfriend"She Asked

"He Was Very Charming,Polite And So Honest..Handsome His Smile Made Me Instantly Smiled..."I Explained

"And Than What Happen"She Asked

I Smiled And Said "And Than He Called Me...And Asked To See Me Again...He Picked Me And I Had Him Take Me To IHOP"

"IHOP?? That Isn't An Typical Place You Go For A On First Date..Why Ihop"She Asked

"She Wanted IHOP...Most Females Want Me To Take Em Out To The Most Expensive Restaurant In Atlanta...But She Was So Simple And Humble She Didn't Ask For Much She Was Different From All Them Otha Females...I Could Trust Her She Didn't Want My Money,My Fame,Or Material Things All She Wanted Was Me Just Me"He Said

"Is That What Made You Fall In Love With Aziah"She Asked Him

"Its One Of The Many Things That Made Me Fall In Love With Her...It Was The Way She Laughed,She Stood Her Ground She Was Tough And Yet So Sweet She Wasn't Impressed That I Was Famous And Rich All She Cared About Is My Well Being I Couldn't Ask For More"He Said

"Aziah Were You Prepared To Accept His Lifestyle I Image A Lot Of Groupies Would Be After August...A Lot Of Woman Would Kill Literallt Kill To Be In Your Shoes "She Asked

"...Yeah But I Knew What Me And Him Had They Couldn't Have Him

..I Thought I Could Make Him Faithful But I Didn't"I Said

"Lets Talk About The Infidelity In The Relationship"She Said

And All Of The Sudden This Room Felt A Little Smaller And Tempature Was A Little Warmer You Could Feel The Room Being Tense

"Whats Ther To Talk About I Cheated...I Take Full Responsibility For It"He Said Being Defensive

"That Good August Taking Responsibility In Your Actions Is Very Important But Im Curious Why Did You Feel The Need To Step Out Of Your Relationship"She Asked

"Its Wasn't A Need Really...Things Was Goin Good With Us For The First In My Life I Was In Love...It Got To An Point Where I Couldn't Go A Day Without Hearin Her Voice..I Was In To Deep...It Felt To Good To Be True..She Was Everything I Eva Wanted...But One Day We Get Into It..And I Was Pissed Than My Ex Called Me And I Fucked Up...I Broke My Baby Heart"He Said

"So Its Was Out Of Anger"She Asked

"I Guess You Can Say That...I Regretted It After I Slept With Her..I Wanted To Tell Her I Really Did But Than She Told Me She Might Be Pregnant...We Were Possibly Havin A Baby My Heart Was Overjoyed I Didn't Wanna Destroy Everything By Telling Her I Slept With My Ex" He Explained

"So How Did You Find Out Aziah"She Asked Me

"I Was Taking A Pregnancy Test I Was Using His Phone To Timed The Test She Called And Told Me Everything" I Said Dryly

"And How Did You Feel"She Asked Me

"I Felt Humiliated..I Felt Betrayed Because I Trusted Him...I Went Against Everything I Believed In Even Myself And I Trusted Him I Think That I Was More Disappointed In Myself Than Him"I Said

"And Why Is That?"She Asked Me

"Im Smart...And Still I Let Him Talk Me Into Trusting Him I Let Him Fool Me I Should've Never Trusted Him In The First Place"I Said

"Aziah You Cant Hold Yourself Accountable For August A Unfaithful Actions"She Said To Me

"I Did For A Very Long Time"I Said

"What Happen After That Did You Two Atleast Try To Make It Work"She Asked Us Both

"She Didn't Want Too She Left Me...With No Hesitation"He Said

I Shook My Head At August

Of Course I Left He Cheated

"Aziah How Are You Feeling Right Now"She Asked

"Just Thinkin About Him With Her Right Now Fills Me With Anger...When We First Started I Had My Guard Up But He Was The One Who Convinced Me To Let It Down He Made Me Believe That My Heart Was Safe With Him But Then He Goes And He Cheat On Me...I Was Destroyed Inside I Trusted Him And He Knew That And Still He Deceived Me"I Said As My Eyes Began To Water

"You Felt Betrayed,What Hurted You The Most Out Of August Infidelity"She Asked

"That He Didn't Even Tell Me...I Found Out From His Ex Girl"I Said As Tears Fell From My Eyes"

"She Actin Like I Didn't Hurt...But I Hurted The Worst After She Broke Up With Me I Was Literally Sick...I Couldn't Focus On Work Or Nothing I Ever Cried...I Know I Made A Mistake But She Pushed Me Away I Was So Used To Her That It Took Me A Long Timee To Adjust Without Her"

"You Were Hurt That Aziah Shut You Out"She Said

"I Hurt His Ego He Didn't Even Call Me!"I Said

"Because You Threw Everything We Had Away..I May Of Cheated But You The One Who Broke Us...She Lied About Being Pregnant"He Said

"Yeah Because You Cheated You Cheated"I Yelled

"That Give You Excuse To Lie"He Asked Me

"You Damn Right It Does You Create This Mess Between"I Said

"And I Tried Cleaning My Mess Up...But You Wouldn't Let Me To Busy Playin House With Another Nigga"He Yelled Back

"And What Was You Doing Chasin After Mircale...You Wasn't Thinking About Me "I Said Getting Angry

"From What Im Hearin You Both Played A Part In This..Stop Blaming Each Other And Come Together..Commutation Is The Key So August You Have To Understand That You Hurted Aziah...And Aziah You Have To Understand Your Hurted August Too...Take Responsibility For Your Actions...August Look Aziah Is That The Woman You Wanna Be With"She Said

He Looked At Me As Ms.Jane Mae Asked Him"Do You Accept Her Past,Her Imperfect Flaws,All Of Her Mistakes Even If She May Be Broken Inside"

"Yes I Accept Her Now And Forever"He Said

Than She Said To Me "Aziah Look At August Do You Accept Him The Way He Accepts You Unconditionally"

With No Hesitation I Looked My Baby In His Face "Yes"

A Tear Fell From My Eye "How Are You Feeling Right Now Aziah"

"I Feel Relieve....I Love Him...I Want Us To Be A Family Now..And Im Willing To Go Through Whatever To Have That"I Cried

"August Do You Feel At Some Point You Owe Aziah A Commitment"She Asked

"I Definitely Do...I Won't Break Her Heart Twice..Im Here Now I Want Her To Be By Side..I Love Her I Only Wanna Be With Her We Have A Son Together Im Ready To Do Whateva It Takes To Be A Family"He Said

I Waited The Longest To Hear Those Words

He Forgave Me And I Finally Forgave Him Now We Can Truly Move On With Our Life Almost 3 Years We Been At It

And I Think I Love Him More Than Before Now

After All I Put Him Through Here Is By My Side...Somewhere Down The Line I Forgot How Much That I Love This Man

His Scent,His Smile,His Strength,His Love,His Taste,His Touch,His Voice Its Every Thing About Him That Make My Heart Pour Out Everlasting Love

Even When I Hate Him Im Happy To See Him

I Don't Know Why I Love Him I Just Know That I Do I Can't Let Go Of Him

Im Weak For Him...He's One Of The Few People In This World That Knows Me For Me And He Accepts Me Flaws And All What More Can I Ask For

He Seen Me At My Lowest Point In Life And Still Chooses Me

After We Finished The Session He Kissed Me And Said "I Gotta Surprise For You"

"What Is It"I Asked

"I Got You A Home Pass...You Coming Home With Me And Ayden Tonight"He Said

I Smiled And Said "Really?"

He Whispered In My Ear And Said "Ima Beat It So Bad You Gon Be Real Tears"

My Eyes Got Big As I Bit My Bottom