I Was Lookin Forward For A Good Time Tonight I Didn't Wanna Be Aziah I Didn't Wanna Be August Baby Mama I Didn't Wanna Be The Young Crazy Bitch They Made Me Out To Be I Wanted To Be Someone Else

Someone Else Who Had Less Problems Someone Who Had Happiness That I've Been Searching For My Whole Life

A Night In Atlanta Well Needed Little Did I Know It Would Change My Whole Entire Life

I Walked In The Hottest Club In Atlanta The Club Was Packed Dj Had The Dance Floor On Fire

At This Point In My Mind I Felt Like I Had Absolutely Nothing Else To Lose So I Made My Way Over To The Bar And Ordered Tequila Straight

"Can I Buy You A Drink"An Tall Handsome Darkskin Cutie Said To Me

"I Can Buy Own Drink Thank You"I Said Curvin Dude

I Wasn't Checkin For No Lames My Baby Daddy Is August Alsina My Standards Were Very High As You Can See

All These Lames Betta Stay To Them Selves Tonight I Was In "Curve A Nigga Quick" Mode

A Few Shots Of Tequila I Was Feelin Myself When This Lightskin Tatted Girl Came Over To Me

"You Too Pretty To Be Sitting All Over By Yourself"She Said

I Looked At Her Up And Said "Im Not Gay" As I Chuckled A Little

Immediately Curvin Her She Grinned Back At Me And Said "Well Good For You Im Not Either...Can't A Woman Compliment Another Beautiful Woman"

I Giggled And Asked Her "You Sure You're Not Gay"

"Not That Its Any Of Your Business Im Bisexual If You Must Know,Why Do You Look So Familiar"She Asked

"That's Explain A Lot,I Look Familiar?"I Asked Looking Closer In Her Light Brown Eyes

"Yeah Like I Seen You Somewhere Before,What Do You Do"She Asked

I Laughed And Said "Im A Mommy,I Don't Do Anything I Just Stay At Home With My Son"

"Sounds To Me Like You Been Dyin To Have Fun"She Said

"I Have So Show Me A Good Time"I Asked Her

"Ima Do More Than That,Take A Shot With Me"She Said

I Smiled As I Grabbed An Shot Of Hennessy

"Im Riley By The Way"She Said

"Im Aziah"I Said As I Quickly Took A Shot

"Dance With Me"She Said As She Held Her Hand Out

I Took Her Hand And She Lead Me Onto The Dancefloor

Partynextdoor Was Playin And The Spot Was Lit

Dancing With Riley Until She Dragged Me To The Bathroom With Her

"Stand In front Of The Door"She Asked

"Scared Somebody Might See You Tinkel"I Teased

She Smiled At Me And Said "I Don't Ever Get Scared"

She Grabbed A Baggie Out Of Her Purse Of Cocaine

"Want Some"She Asked

"Cocaine?"I Asked Looking Closely At Her Hand

She Laughed And Said "You Never Seen Coke Before"

"No Never Not In Person"I Replied Feeling Embarrassed

"You Have So Much To Experience"She Said As She Started Making Lines Of Coke On An Small Make Up Mirror

She Snorted An Whole Line And Began Sniffling Her Nose "Try Some"

"I Don't Know I Probably Shouldn't"I Said Declining

"Its Just Coke...Live A Little I Thought You Were Dying For Some Fun"She Said

"I Am...I Don't Even Know How To Do It"I Said

"I Got You..Come Here All You Gotta Do Is Snort It That It"She Instructed Me

I Stopped Fighting Myself And Gave In And About An Hour I Was A Pro At Snorting Cocaine

We Were In The Bathroom Getting High As Ever

She Pulled Out Two White Pills In The Shape Of Bars

"What Is This"I Asked

"Xannys...Take One"She Said

I Took One Xanax Pill Without Hesitatin

By This Time The Cocaine Was Running Through My System And I Was So High From This World

I Felt Free Of Pain,Hurt,And Sadness I Was Completely Zoned Out

Riley Took Me Back Out To The Dancefloor And All Of The Sudden I Get Lost In The Bass Of The Music That Was Playin

My Heart Was Beating Hard And I Could Hear It Over This Loud Music And I Like It I Was Vibin In My Own Little World

Im High As A Kite Right Now And All I Could Do Was Laughed And Dance

Riley Began Grabbed On My Ass And Breathing On My Neck And Before I Knew It Riley Was Tongue Kissin Me In My Mouth And Im So Out Of It Right I Began Kissing Her Back

Stone Out Of This Whole Entire World I Felt Invincible

I Couldn't Feel My Face,I Couldn't Stop Dancing I Felt Like I Was On Top Of The World This Feeling I Was Feeling I Wanted To Last Forever

But It Didn't Eventually I Came Down From That High And I Headed Home

When I Walked In My Condo I Didn't Believe What I Saw

Mircale And August Standin In My Living Room

"You Gotta Be Kiddin Me"I Said To Myself

"She Just Came To Gimmie My Keys To My Car Thats All "August Said

I Shook My Head And Said "I Don't Give A Fuck You Got This Bitch In My Crib How Disrespectful Can You Be"

"Chill With That Bitch Word"He Said Tryna Check Me

"Don't You Dare Stand There And Defend This Bitch In My Shit"I Yelled

"You Gon Wake Up Ayden!"August Said

"Oh Im Sorry Was You Concern With Our Son While You Was Entertainin This Clown Ass Bitch"I Asked

"Seriously Call Me Another Bitch And Im Gonna Show You A Bitch"Mircale Said Gettin All Tough With Me

"Before Or After I Slap All That Foundation Off Ya Stupid Ass Face Bitch"I Yelled

"You Got A Lot Of Mouth For A Someone Who Been Out All Night Neglecting Her Child"Mircale Said To Me

"Who You Talkin To? You Need Be Tiring To Fired Your Make Up Artist You Whack Ass Bitch Don't Worry Bout Me And Mines Worry Bout All That Make Up You Drowin Yo Face In"I Yelled

"You Know What Im Out Baby I'll Call You When I Get Home"She Said To August As She kissed His Lips

And Than She Walked Out

I Shook My Head And Said "Stop Telling That Bitch All My Business"

"What Business That Ya Stayed Out All Night Long Thottin If You So Ashamed Of It Than Maybe Ya Shouldn't Be Doin It"August Said

"Whatever I Do Is No Longer Your Concern August Im Grown Ass Woman I Can Do Whatever I Pleased"I Said

"You Supposed To Be At Home Taking Care Of Our 2 Month Old Son Im Supposed To Be At The Studio Right Now Not Waiting For You To Come Home After Ya Little Hoe Trip"He Said

"God I Just Had To Have A Baby By Your Selfish Ass I Hate You So Much All I Ask For One Night Thats All !You Had No Business Havin That Bitch In In My Crib"I Explained

"She Came To Drop Of My Keys,I Ain't Got Time To Argue Witcha I Gotta Go I Just Feed Ayden He Went Back To Sleep Mrs.Franklin Should Be Here Any Moment"He Said

"What You Want A Thank You,Hes Your Son! "I Yelled

"Ungrateful Ass Bitch"He Said Shakin His Head

As He Walked Out And Slammed The Door Behind Him

And Ayden Began Cryin Loud As Hell

And Right Now I Was Wishing I High Again