How Petty Could Jalen Be,And Most Importantly What Was He Thinkin Telling August All That Bullshit

I Knew Jalen Was Mad At Me But Did He Really Have To Go That Far

I Drove All The Way Over To Jalen's Crib And Started Banging On The Door Like I Was The Motherfuckin Police I Was Pissed

When He Opened The Door He Smile At Me And Said "You Know I Knew Eventually You Would Come Back To Me"

I Rolled My Eyes And Said "You Wish! Why Is You Callin My Babyfather Tellin Him All The Shit Lyin On My Pussy Got August Trippin On Me Cause He Think I Been Fuckin You"

He Laughed

"You Asshole Its Not Funny,Its Not Funny At All,August Is So Fuckin Angry With Me Now We May Neva Get Back Together Thanks To You"I Said As I Shook My Head

"Girl It Was Neva Work Out For Yall Any ways"He Said

I Folded My Arms And Said "I Should Slap The Lightskin Off You"

He Smiled And Said "But You Love Mee Too Much To Stay Mad At Me Look I Was Just In Feelings I Call The Nigga To Just Piss Him Off And It Worked He Weak"

"So You Told Him WeFucked"I Asked

He Bust Out Laughing "And He Believe Me"

I Rolled My Eyes "Thats Real Fucked Up Jalen"

"Aww Im Sorry,You Know You Forgive Me"He Said

"Whatever"I Said As I Shook My Head

"You Deserve Better"He Said

"You Don't Know That Jalen"I Said

"Oh I Know You A Queen You Should Be Treated As One Babygirl You Gotta Know You Worth More Than Diamonds And Gold,Girls Like You Don't Even Exist No More Don't Let That Nigga Drive You Crazy He Might Just Crash You Into A Wall"Jalen Said

"Well Maybe He's Worth The Crash"I Said

"I Been Fell Back He Can Have You I Wish You The Nigga The Best Of Luck"He Said

"You Don't Mean That Jalen"I Responded

"I Do..I Don't Know Why But You Really Love That Nigga...I Was In Bed One Night And Realize That Heart Wants What The Heart What And Even Know I Want You You Want Him So I Gotta Move On" He Said

He Reached In His Pocket And Pulled Out A Ring

"Lemme See That"I Said As I Took The Ring From Jalen

I Looked Closely At The Ring And Said "This Is Your Big Mama Ring"

"It Is...You Know Through This Love Triangle With Me You And Him Mimi Has Been By A Nigga Side She Good Girl And Im Inneed Of A Good Girl Im Poppin The Question To Her"He Said

And I Just Looked At Him Like Really Nigga

"Why You Lookin At Me Like That"He Asked

"Nothing Its Just That I Remember When You Wanted To Give Me This Same Exact Ring At One Point Infact You Promised Me This Would Be My Ring"I Said Lookin Into His Eyes

"Me Too But So Much Has Changed Since Tho You Don't Love Me No More You Love Him"He Said

I Gave Him The Ring Back And Said "Not Like I Use Too,You Be Good Jalen"

I Held My Head Down And Got Back In My Whip

I Wasn't Sure How I Felt About Jalen Movin On With Mimi

I Didn't Want Jalen And Yet I Didn't Want Him To Be Happy With Someone Else Either And I Couldn't Figure It Out I Knew I Wasn't In Love With Him But I Wasn't Ready For Him To Stop Being In Love With Me

I Couldn't Help But To Feel Some Typa Way

When I Got Back Home Brea Was Standing At My Door

"Where You Been I Have Somethin To Tell You"She Said Smiling

"What Is It"I Asked As I Opened The Door To My Condo

We Both Walked In And Brea Said "Guess What"

"Umm You Got Some New Dick"I Said As I Giggle

She Laughed And Said "No But Bitch You So Close Im Movin To California"

And I Just Stared At Her

"You Gotta A Hearing Problem Or What Did You Hear Me Im Movin Out To California"She Said

"Oh No I Heard You Why You Wanna Do That"I Asked

She Smile And Said "Im Goin Back To School Ima Get Myself A Few Degrees I Know Its Alot But I Finally Know What I Want And Its An Career"She Express

"You Can Have An Career Here In Atlanta"I Said

"Come On Now Aziah The Only Careers Here Are Strippers And Rappers Why You Being Salty Right Na You Of All People Now How I Been Struggling Lately Its Time For A Change I Wanna Be Someone My Daughter Can Be Proud Of Not A Loud Bitter Bitch Who Who's Angry All The Time"She Said

"Atlanta Have Good Schools Here"I Said

"Seriously I Already Got Accepted To An School In California And Its A Real Good School"She Said

"I Still Think Its A Bad Idea"I Said Folded My Arms

"Why ?"She Asked

"I Just Do!"I Said Angrily

"You Little Selfish Bitch You,I Thought You Would Of At least Be Happy For Me But You Too Damn Selfish To Think Of Any One Else But Yourself"She Said

"Im Selfish You The One Moving Away And Im Selfish"I Asked

"To Better Myself Your Baby Daddy Is August Alsina You And Ayden Gon Always Be Good Im Just Tryna Make Sure Me And Mines Good"She Said

"Why Does People Always Throw That In My Face So What If August Is Rich And Famous I Still Have Problems I Still Have Struggles To Overcome Its Somethings Money Can't Buy!"I Said

"I Wouldn't Know Because I Never Have Any Money,You May Got Problems But Atleast You Can Take Care Of Your Ayden Im Strugglin Just To Feed My Daughter Its That Bad!"She Said

"So You Run Yo Ass To California Have A Nice Life! And I Sincerely Mean That Shit Have A Good Fuckin Life"I Yelled

"I Will! "She Yelled Back

As She Walked Out

I Was Frustrated I Picked Up An White Vase And Threw It Against The Wall And Watched It Broke Into Pieces

Broken Just Like I Was Inside I Was Losing It I Felt Like I Was On The Verge Havin A Breakdown

I Needed To Calm My Nerves But I Ended Up Downin An Whole Bottle Of Hennessy

I Felt Much Better Afterwards Sitting On The Couch When August Walked In

"Ayden At Home With My Mama He's Stayin With Me Tonight I Just Came To Get Him A Few Things"He Said

I Stood Up But Ended Up Stumbling "You Good" He Asked

"Im Fine"I Said Laughing Hysterically

"I Don't Think So You Been Drinking"He Asked

I Walked Closer To Him And Said "No"As I Giggled

"Ima Take That As A Yes"He Said

I Placed My Hand On Cheeks And Said "We Can Work This Out I Know We Can You Just Gotta Believe Like I Believe"

"We Discussed This Aziah Im Done With Ya"He Said

"You Cant Be Done You Love Me August I Know You You Have Too"I Said Lookin Him In His Eyes

He Looked Me In My Eyes "You Trippin"

"Just Kiss Me"I Begged

"Nah Im Cool"He Answered

"Why Cause Of That Bitch Everything About That Bitch Everything About That Hoe Is Fake That Bitch Can Neva Take My Place What Is It Gonna Take For You Too See That Im The Only Bitch Who Really Love You August I Love You"I Yelled

"You Love Me? Aziah You Don't Even Love Ya Self" He Said

"But I Love You"I Said

And He Stared At Me For A Moment Like I Was Crazy

"You Drunk,"He Said

"So What! You Really Gon Chose This Bitch Over Us"I Asked

"You Mean Just Like You Chose That Nigga Over Me You Let Nigga Touch My Son !My Son! This Nigga Callin My Phone Telling Me All Typa Shit I Can't Trust You Miracle I Can Trust Her"He Said

Tears Starting Formin In My Brown Eyes "How Could You Say That August I Never Did Anything To Deceive You I Never Cheated On You"

"I Really Don't Give A Fuck No More,I Gotta Hurry And Get Back To Ayden I'll Bring Him Home Tomorrow Aight"August Said To Me Ignoring My Tears

He Went Into Aydens Room And Packed A Baby Bag And When He Walked Back Out

I Looked At Em With Tears In My Eyes "I Been Ready Ready Sad Lately August Sometimes I Don't Think Im Capable Of Getting Out In Bed Some Mornings I Just Need A Friend Aug If I Can't Be With You Than Atleast Just Be My Friend"

He Looked At Me And Said "Goodnight Aziah"

Than He Walked Out

Brea Was Movin Away,Jalen Was Getting Engage,Tamera Was In New York,Erica Been Busy And My Bestest Friend August Wasn't Getting Along With Me

And Finally I Had No Friends And I Became More Alone Than Usual I Had No One And At This Point I Really Needed Someone But Right Now All I Had Was A Bottle Of Hennesy