After Spending Days In The Hospital I Finally Made It Home Back To My Beautiful Condo With My Lil Prince And August

"Welcome Home Ayden"I Said Walkin In To Our Home Smiling

August Carried The Carseat In "You Home Na Lil Baby"

Ayden Was So Unbothered And Not Impressed At All

"Ayden Would You Please Stop Looking So Serious Can You Smile,Smile For Mommy"I Said To Ayden

Ayden Still Just Had A Blank Expression On His Face

I Giggled As August Said "He Ain't With That Smilin Shit"

"I Can't With Yall"I Said Walkin In My Bedroom

August Follow As I Took My Shoes Off "It Feels So Good To Be Home"

August Picked Up Ayden From His Carseat

As I Laid In Bed On My Side "I Low-key Miss Being Pregnant It Was An Excuse For Being Fat,Now Im Fat And Don't Have An Excuse"

"You Just Had A Baby Its Gon Take A Little Time But Eventually All That Lil Baby Weight Gon Come Off Ya"August Said As He Laid Ayden On His Back In The Bed

"The Nanny Will Be Here In The Morning,You Gon Be Good While Im Gon"He Asked

"You Really Askin Me That August Me And Ayden Will Be Just Fine"I Said

"I Feel Kimda Bad Leaving Yall But I Can't Keep Missin Out On This Money,I Talked To My Mama She Gon Be Around To Help"He Said

I Smacked My Lips And Said "I Don't Need Your Mother To Supervise Me Taking Care Of My Child,I Don't Really Feel Like Being Around Here Hearin Her Insultin Me All Day"

"I Had A Talk With My Mama She Gon Be Cool She Gave Me Her Word,Aziah I Know My Mama Is Hard To Deal With But She's Knows A Lot About Motherhood,Shes Knows What Do If Ayden Gets A Diaper Rash Or An Fever"He Said

I Just Rolled My Eyes

"Stop Being A Baby And Just Let Her Be A Grandmother"He Said

Than Ayden Start Crying "Whats Wrong Ayden"I Said To Ayden

"Its Time To Feed Him"August Said

"I'll Make Em A Bottle"I Said Attempting To Get Up

"Na I Got It Relax,I'll Make Him A Bottle"August Said As He Got Up

I Picked Up Ayden "Daddy's Makin A Bottle Now"

Than August Phone Started Ringing I Looked Down At It And It Was "Bae"

Callin With A Picture Of Miracle Poppin Up

I Declined Her Call,She Wasn't About To Mess Up Our Family Time She Better Go Pack Her Face With Some More Make Up Or Get Back To Runnin That Wack Ass Lash Company Cause Right Now August Is Occupied

August Came Back And The Room And Handed Me The Bottle

I Began Feedin Ayden And Ayden Little Greedy Self Was Downin This Bottle Quickly

"Look At Em Go"August Said

"Damn Did We Feed Him Today"I Joked

"We Just Feed Em Before We Left The Hospital"He Said

"Thats Mommy Big Baby"I Said Looking Down At My Angel

Ayden Looked Like August Soo Much That He Looked Nothing Like Me

And Ayden Was So Peaceful,And So Calm I Don't Know Where He Gets It From Because Both August And Me Are Both Loose Cannons And Have Really Bad Tempers But Ayden Was So Laid Back

After I Feed Ayden I Patt His Back Untill I Heard Him Burp Than August Rocked Him To Sleep As I Finally Laid Down And Closed My Eyes And Fell To Sleep

When I Woke Up Ayden Was Fast Asleep Between August Who Was Also Sleep And Me

I Just Smile And Went Back To Sleep I Loved It When It Was Just Us Three Because In My Eyes It Was How It Supposed To Be Just Me,Ayden And August

The Next Morning Early August Had To Get Back On Schedule He Kissed Me And Ayden Goodbye

One Day With My Son And August Got Me Wanting A Lifetime With Just Us Three It Could Be So Perfect

I Had A New A Nanny Mrs.Franklin,And A Brand New Nursey For Ayden It Was Just Me And This Little Guy

Except He Slept Most The Time And I Basically Watched Him Sleep In His Nursey

August Was Callin Like Literally Every Five Seconds All Day Long

He Called While I Was Watching Ayden Sleep Again

I Answered And Said "Yes August"

"I Know Im Callin A Lot But I Miss Em What He Doin"August

"He's Sleep,I Think Im Just As Obsessed Over Him As You Are Im Standin Over Him Watching Him Sleep I Can't Believe We Made This Beautiful Angel Aug"I Said

"We??,Nah If I Recall You Was Laying On Your Back While I Was Putting In Work"He Said

I Giggled And Said "Whatever You Take Credit For Everything,Why Aren't You Working"

"I Am Working,Im At The Studio Laying These Tracks Down Workin My Magic I Just Had To Call To Check On My Baby"He Said

"Well You're Baby Sleep,So I'll Call You When He Wakes"I Said

"Why You Rushing Me Off The Phone You Got A Nigga Over There Or Something"He Said

"Why Does It Matter?? Last Time I Checked I Was Single"I Said

"I Don't Give A Fuck What Ya Relationship Status Is But You Ain't Gon Bring Another Nigga Around My Son I Kno That"He Said

"You Can Have A Girlfriend But I Can't Have A Boyfriend?"I Asked

"You Heard What The Fuck I Said Aziah Don't Fuckin Play With Me"He Said

Oh Who I Love It When He Gets So Jealous That's How I Know The Nigga Still Cares About Me

"Yeah Okay August Anyway Im Finna Go Eat Real Quick Before Our Son Wakes Up From His Nap"I Said

"Ight Bye"He Said As He Hung Up

Jalen Walked In And Said "You Gotta Nanny And Shit Who Do You Think You Is I Need Answers"

I Giggled And Turned And Looked At Jalen "Im August Alsina Baby Mother Thats Who I Am"

He Smiled And Said "Well You Think You Can Stop Being His Baby Mama For A While And Go To Lunch With Me"

"I Can't Leave Ayden"I Said

He Grabbed Me By My Waist And Said "Well Get Em Ready All Three Of Us Can Go Out To Lunch" He Suggested

"Im Not Taking My New Born Out So Paparazzi Can Attack Us,I Don't Think So And Plus I Should Be Here Waiting By The Phone August Keeps Calling Every Five Seconds Its So Cute"I Said Blushing As I Moved His Hand From My Waist

"Why I Get The Feelin You Curvin Me Aziah"He Said

"Maybe I Am Jalen Look We Got History And I Love You I Do But I Am So In Love With August And We Have Ayden Now I Wanna Try And Be A Family Now"I Said

"Family ??If You Haven't Notice I Am Your Family,I Been By Your Side The Whole Nine Months Now You Dissin Me For This Nigga The Same Nigga That Cheated On You Had You Cryin On My Chest??"Jalen Said Frustrated

"Look Me And You Are Friends Just Friends Why Are You So In Love With Me!"I Asked

"Friends Did We Just Not Kiss Each Other Passionately The Same Night Your Waterbroke,Come On Now I Even Stood By Your Side As You Gave Birth To That Nigga Baby What More I Gotta Do To Prove To You That You The One For Me!"He Yelled

Wakin Ayden From His Sleep Ayden Began Crying

"Happy Now"I Said Picking Up Ayden

Mrs.Franklin Walked In "I Can Feed Him For You Ms.Glory Give Em To Me" She Encouraged

She Gently Took Ayden From My Arms, "Thank You So Much Mrs.Franklin"

"No Problem"She Said As She Took Ayden Out The Room

I Locked The Door As Jalen Said "Nigga Couldn't Even Be Here To Help Take Care Of His Baby So He Hire Someone Else To Do It"

"August Have To Work He Does Have A Career"I Stated

"And A Family !"Jalen Yelled

"Why Are You So Concerned About August I Thought You Was Feeling My Home Girl Cause She Damn Sure Feelin You"I Asked

"Im Not Able To Love Her Or Anyone Else Cause Im Stuck On You,I Only Want You,Im Dyin Inside Because I Don't Have You"He Explained

I Shook My Head And Just Stared At Em "How Can You Still Love This Nigga After He Hurted You So Bad?"Jalen Asked Me

"I Don't Know How I Just Do That's The Thing About Love It Needs No Explanation I Love August Just Because,And Now We Have A Son So Fuck What You Sayin Im Go Do Whateva To Have The Family I Always Dreamed Of"I Said

"Damn Aziah I Always Knew You Was Messed Up But You Fucked Up More Than I Thought,Now Im Questioning Myself Why Do I Love You More Importantly How Can You Not Love Me I Know All Your Family,I Know Your Most Deepest Darkest Secrets,I Been In Love With You Since The First Day I Laid Both Eyes On You"He Said Pourin His Heart Out To Me

His Eyes Were Looking Into My Soul He Stepped To Me And Said "Sometimes When Im In Bed Alone I Often Ask Myself Why I Always Play Myself For You Aziah Im Tired Of Waiting For You To Love Me The Way That I Love You"

"Don't !I Never Asked You Too"He Said

"So Selfish,You So Selfish,You Deserve August You Know That Yall Belong Together Yall Can Hurt Each Other All Yall Wont But You Done Playing With My Heart Im Movin On"He Said

Jalen Was In Love With Me But I Was In Love With August And I Couldn't Help It I Just Didn't Love Jalen The Way That I Loved August

"I Still Wanna Friends"I Said As My Eyes Weaken

"Ain't No Friends! You Choose August Over Me For The Last Time I Hope The Nigga Do You Right This Time Around,Considering He Got A New Girl He Probably Wont"Jalen Said

He Frowned His Face And Stormed Out And This Time I Think For Good