I Was Literally In Bed All Night All Day,For The Sake Of Ayden I Followed Doctors Order I Was On Complete Lockdown

Been In Bed For So Long I Don't Even Think I Have Legs Anymore

Gia Came By With Veggies To Keep Me Company

We Were In Bed Eating Carrots Just Chilling When Gia Asked "You Sure You Don't Wanna Go To Your Grandma's Funeral,You Know She Would Want You There"

"I Don't Wanna See Her In Casket I Can't See Em Put Her In The Dirt,My Heart Can't Take It" I Said

"Your Grandmother Was Always So Sweet To Me,I Can't Believe She's Really Gone"Gia Said

"I Can't Believe She's Gone For Good,I Just Wish I Could've Saved Her Like She Saved Me"I Said As I Put My Head Down

"You Couldn't Aziah,She Was Really Sick It Was Nothing You Could Do It Was Her Time To Go She's In A Better Place You Gotta Belive That"Gia Said

"You Know Everyone Is Always Sayin That But How Do We Really Know She's In A Better Place What If She's Not What If She's Somewhere Dark,Cold,And Lonely Screaming My Name"I Said

"You Believe In God Don't You?,"She Asked Me

"I Honestly Don't Know"I Said As Shrug My Shoulders

"You Know If Your Grandmother Was Here Right Now She Would Of Popped You In The Mouth For Questioning God Like That"Gia Said

"She Probably Would Too Bad She Ain't Here"I Said

Later On That Night August Was Over My Place Because He's Been Helping Me Out Until The Baby Gets Her

He Was Sleeping On That Couch As I Toss And Turn Constantly I Was Just So Damn Uncomfortable I Was Hot,Hungry,And Big

I Tossed And Turned All Night Until August Walked In Turned On The Light With A Bowl Of Soup

"I Can Hear You Movin From The Couch,You Uncomfortable Big Mama"He Asked

"Im Very Uncomfortable,All Wanna To Do Is Sleep But I Can't"I Whined As I Sat Up On The Bed

"Mama You Got One More Week To Go,You Can Do This I Kno You Can In The Meanwhile Have Some Soup,My Mama Made It For You"He Said As He Sat Next To Me And Handed Me The Bowl Of Soup

I Smiled And Asked "How Did You Know I Was Hungry".

"I Heard Ya Stomach Growling"He Said

I Giggled

"That Laughed Tho"He Said Smiling At Me

I Smile And Said "Its 3 In The Morning You Should bee Sleep August You Have To Get Up Early In The Morning"

"I Should But Daddy Duties Call"He Said As He Placed His Hand On My Huge Stomach

"Ain't That Right Lil Man,Mama Outchea Goin Through It But She Loves You And Daddy Does Too Can't Wait To Finally Meet Ya" He Said

I Smiled And Said "He's So Active Just Like You"

August Kissed My Stomach "He's My Everything Aziah,I Just Wanna Give Him Everything I Never Had I Wanna Be The Father I Neva To Ayden"

"You Will Be,Your A Good Son,Brother,And Uncle Aug You Gon Be A Good Father"I Said

"I Am Tho...That Couch Is Killiin My Back Mind If I Sleep In Ya Bed"He asked

"Its Cool No Funny Business Tho Stay Just Stay On Your Side Of The Bed"I Said

"Pssh Girl I Should Be Tellin You That I Know You Miss This Dick"He Said

"This Pregnancy Makes Me Hate Dick,I Love My Son But I Don't Want Get Pregnant Eva Again"I Said

"Stop Complainin"He Said As He Turned The Light Off And Crawled Into Bed With Me

"Im Just Sayin,"I Said As I Laid Down And Because Im So Use Of Stretching Out In My Bed I Accidentally Placed My Leg Over August

I Quickly Removed My Leg From Him

He Pulled My Leg Back On Him And Said "You Can Keep Ya Leg On Me"

I Wanted To Tell Him Much I Missed Right Than And There But My Pride Just Wouldn't Let Me Or Maybe Just Maybe I Was Secretly Afraid That He Wouldn't Feel Same For Me

The Next Morning August Woke Me Up

I Opened My Eyes And Saw His Tall Fine Skinny Ass

"Im Finna Leave Bella Is Here bbb Take My Place She Can Getcha Anything You Need"August Said

"Bella?? Your Maid Bella? Is It That Serious" I Asked

"Yea It Really Is Listen To Me Mama Don't Be Hardheaded Doctor Want You On Bedrest So Stay Yo Ass In The Bed"He Said

I Giggle And Said "You Funny When You Tryna Be Serious"

He Crack A Smile "Nah But Seriously Mama,I'll Be Back Tomorrow I Really Don't Wanna Leave Yall"

"We'll Be Fine,I Promise You I Will Stay Right Here In Bed All Day All Night,Now Go Before You Miss Your Flight"I Said As I Sat Up

He Smiled At Me And Than He Kissed My Very Pregnant Stomach

Than We Both Just Stare Into Each Other Eyes For A Moment

"Go"I Said

"Im Out"He Said As He Stood Up And Left Out

I Look Up At The Clock And It Was Seven In The Morning And I Was Hungry

Bella Walked In And Said "Ms.Glory Is There Anything I Can Get You"

"Um Actually You Mind Whipping Up A Quick Breakfast"I Asked

"Of Course I Can What Do You Have A Taste For?"Bella Asked Me

"Waffles And Bacon Drowned In Hot Maple Syrup"I Said As My Mouth Began Slightly Watering

Bella Smiled At Me And Said "I Always Like You,You Know Ms.Glory I Don't Know What He Sees In Her It Obvious He Should Be With You"

"I Feel The Same Exact Way"I Said

Although I Pretended That I Was Cool With August Havin A Girlfriend Inside I Hated The Thought Of Him Being In Love With Someone Else Especially When I Was Still Love With Him

Tamera Walked In And Said "August Spent Another Night Here Last Night"

"Yes He Did Is That A Problem"I Asked

"Not With Me,So Yall Getting Back Together Or Nah"Tamera Asked

"He Has A New Girlfriend Tamera He's Just Been Helping Me Out I Am Carrying His Baby"I Said

"New Girlfriend??...Well I Can't Blame Him You Did Break Up With Him First" She Said

"Because He Cheated!"I Added

"So What He Made A Mistake Just Like Any Other Man,You Could've Of Just Forgave Him"Tamera Said

"I Could Of But My Heart Was Too Broken To Forgive"I Said

She Shook Her Head And Said "Your The Reason Why Your Relationship With August Didn't Work Not Because He Cheated But Because Your So Stubborn And Too Filled Up With Pride "

I Rolled My Eyes And Said "Don't You Have Somewhere To Be? "

"Somebody Doesn't Wanna Hear The Truth This Morning Its Cool Because Im Right And You Know I'm Right,Im Out Peace"Tamera Said

She Walked Out As I Laid Back In Bed Thinking About What She Just Said

Maybe I Am The Reason Why Me And August Isn't Together Yeah He Cheated But I Might Of Overreacted Just A Little A Bit

But I Didn't Know How To React Any Other Way,Nobody Has Never Taught Me How To Forgive

So Instead Of Forgiving I Just Push People Out And Build Up A Thick Strong Wall

But August Is The Only Way Who Could Tear This Wall Down

As Much As I Hated Him,And Wanted To Be Done With Here I Am Still Deeply In Love With Him

I Swear He Had Me Under A Love Spell That I Couldn't Break

I Low-key Wanted Him Back But I Knew That I Couldn't Have Em Back Because He Was Moved On

After Eating That Good Ass Breakfast I Slept The Whole Day Away

I Got A Strange Phone Call From Jalen's Mother Teresa

It Was Like 2 In The Morning I Yawned As I Answered The Phone

"Hello,Ms.Teresa Is Everything Okay"I Asked

"Its Jalen Im Worried About Him,The Baby Died She Had An Umbilical Cord Wrapped Around Her Neck,Jalen's Not Taking Well I Can't Find Em What If Something Happened To My Baby Oh Lord"She Panic

"Oh My God,Ms.Teresa Stop Worrying Go Back To Sleep I'll Will Find Him For You"I Said As I Jump Up

"I Knew You Will Thats Why I Called You"She Said

"I'll Call You When I Find Him"I Said

"Thank You Aziah"She Said

Even Though Me And Jalen Weren't On The Best Of Terms I Still Went Looking For Em

He Had Just Lost His Daughter And I Knew He Needed Me,He Needed An Hug I Knew Jalen And I Knew That He Was Somewhere In Atlanta Drinkin His Problems Away Tonight

I Felt So Bad,For His Loss I Don't Know What Would I Do If I Loss Ayden

It Was 3 In The Morning And I Sneaked Out The House So Bella Wouldn't See Me Leave Out

Im Not Supposed To Be Out Right Now But Right Now My Friend Was Hurting And Im The Who Can Feel His Pain

I Caught A Taxi To This Bar I Knew Jalen Like To Hang Out At

When I Walked In There He Was At The Bar

I Hadn't Figure What I Was Going To Say To Him It Was Nothing I Could Say He Just Lost His Baby

I Slowly Walked Over Him And Sat Next To Him

"What Took You So Long"He Said

"I Had To Catch An Taxi Im In No Condition To Drive I Can't Even See My Feet,You Been Here All Night"I Said

"Nope,I Just Drove Around A Little Bit Than I Came Here Mimi Been Calling Me All Night Long...I Don't Feel Like Talking To Her" He Said

"Jalen She's Just Worried About You,Thats All"I Said

"Everybody Worried About Me,Mimi,My Mama,You...But Im Cool Im Good"He Said

I Took One Look At Him And I Just Knew That He Wasn't Good

"Wanna Talk About?" I Asked Him

"Talk About What It's Nothing To Talk About I Made You Get A An Abortion,And Than The Child I Wanted Comes Out With The Umbilical Cord Wrapped Around Her Neck Its Karma I Deserve To Feel All This Pain"He Said

I Held His Hand And Said "No You Don't Things Just Happens Like This"

He Looked At Me As His Eyes Began Watering And Said "We Were Going To Name Her After Me Jaliyah,Doctor Said We Did Everything Right But I Don't See How When We Didn't Leave The Hospital With Jaliyah I Can't Even Go Home I Setup A Babyroom And Everything All Im Missing Is A Baby" As A Tear Fell From His Eyes

A Tear Fell From My Eyes As Well "Im So Sorry Jalen" I Said

"I Am Too,I Feel Empty Inside I Feel Like Someone Stole My Soul"He Said

I Wiped His Eyes And Said "Listen Me Your Gonna Be Okay You Will Get Through This"

And He Just Starting Crying On My Shoulder

"Its Okay,Let It All Out"I Said As He Continue To Cry

He Held His Head Up And Kissed Me

I Pulled Away From Him

"I Can't Keep Lying To Myself About How I Feel For You,Aziah I Been In Love With You Since I Was 7 Years Old And You Love Me Too That's Why You Here Right Now"He Said

I Didn't Know What To Say I Was Speechless As Eva

"Just Admit To The World,To Me,To Yourself Your In Love With Me Always Has Always Will Be"He Said

"Jalen..."I Said As He Kissed Me Again

And As He's Kissing Me A Huge Puddle Of Water Fell From My Vagina On The Floor

We Immediately Stop Kissing

Jalen Looked Down On The Floor And Said "Please Tell Me That Your Water Didn't Break And You Just Really Wet"

My Heart Began Pumping Faster "Oh My God,My Water Just Broke I Need Ambulance,I Have To Get To The Hospital Now,I Have To Call August"I Said As I Started Panicking

"Calm Down,Im Parked Outside I Can Drive You Ima Get You The Hospital"Jalen Said

I Was Scared Because I Really Didn't Know What To Expect All I Wanted Was To Have A Safe Delivery Can't Wait To Meet My Lil Prince