I Pack My Bags,Bathe And Read To My Children Than August Picked Me Up In That All White Bugatti And Off Too Paris We Go

First Class To Paris On A 8 Hour Flight

We Mostly Slept The Whole Flight We Landed Took A Limo To The Mandarin Oriental Hotel We Check In And I Was Exhausted

As Soon As We Got In Our Room I Immediately Laid Down In The Big King Size Bed

August Laid Next To Me And Said "That Was A Long Ass Flight"

"It Was Worth It I Love It Here...Its Nice To Get Away All From All Atlantas Rachetness"I Said

I Climb On Top Of August And Lifted His Shirt And Began Kissin Him

"Seems Like All We Do These Days Is Fuck....When Was The Last Time We Had A Real Conversation"He Asked Me

I Giggled And Said "We Are In Paris The City Of Love....Making Love Is Only Right"

"We Make Love All The Time...Damn Atleast Take A Nigga Out And Feed Him Before You Take Advantage Of Me"He Said

I Laughed And Said "Really..."

"Yeah...Go Get Dressed I Got Some Shit Plan For Us Today"He Said

"What Is That?"I Asked

"Get Dressed And I'll Show You"He Said

"Come Take A Shower With Me"I Said

"....Why Are You So Horny..."He Asked Me

"Why Are You Not Horny"I Asked

I Placed His Hands On My Ass And Said "Look At Me Im In The Best Shape Of My Life...Doesn't That Turns You On"

He Gripped My Ass "You Do Look Good As Fuck Tho"

I Kissed His Lips Oh How I Love Kissing His Lips

I Bit His Lips As I Heard My Phone Ring

"Go See Who That Is...It Might Be The Kids"He Said

I Got Up And Walked Over To My Purse And Pulled My Phone Out And Saw It Was Benny Calling Me

I Quickly Decline His Call...Than I Turn My Phone On Silent

"Who That"August Asked

I Lied And Said "A Private Number I Just Block It Tho...Come On Lets Get Ready"

We Showered Got Dressed Than He Took Me To Dinner Infront Of The Eiffel Tower

The View Was Incredible Almost Breath Taking

We Were Sipping On Wine Waiting For Our Dinner To Be Serve When August Said "Im Ready For You To Come Home"

"Come Home....I Don't Really Think We Fixed Anything August...I Think Its Premature For Me To Move Back In"I Said

"I Don't Think So At All...I Think I Provin Myself Enough To You For You To Trust Me Just A Little"He Said

"You Have But At The Same Time Im Afraid If I Move Back In You Will Go Back To Your Old Ways And I Don't Wanna Go Through This Again With You"I Said

"You Not Even Giving Me A Chance"August Said

"August I Want Too...But Can You Seriously Blame Me You Hurt Me Several Times Before"I Said

"Why You Always Remembering All The Bad I Did....What About All The Good I Did"He Said

"Everytime I Think Of Alll The Good You Did I Pictured You In Our Bed With Ya Babymama"I Said

"But Who Im In Paris With? Who Am I Breakin My Back For? Who Got My Heart Always And Forever? You...You Mean So Much To Me I Even Change Ya Last Name To Mines...Stop Playing With Me You Know You Always Gon Love Me Im The Only Nigga You Love The Only Nigga You Wanna Be With...You Just Want Me To Get My Shit Together And I Have" He Said

He Read Me Like A Book

"I Love You Aug...And I Miss You...I Miss Our Family But I Will Not Allowed To Treat Me Like Shit Anymore You Gotta Respect Me And You Have To Be Faithful No Negotiations About It Cause I Wont Tolerate It Anymore"I Said As I Folded My Arms

"No Negotiations"He Said As He Smile To His Self

Than He Pulled Out A Small Box And Handed It To Me

"For Me"I Said As I Smiled

"All For You"He Said As He Took A Sip Of His Wine

I Opened The Box And It Was My Wedding Ring

"Come On Home"He Said

"Promise Me...You Won't Lie To Me Ever Again"I Asked

"I Promise"He Said

I Said "If You Do Lie Or Cheat...I Will Be Getting A Divorce Next Time"

"Understood"He Said

Than I Smiled As I Placed My Ring On My Finger

He Stood Up And I Stood Up We Kissed Each Other

Back Together Again

I Made The Decision To Get Back With August Because That I Did See Alot Of Change In Him As Man

I Felt Like He Had Proven To Me That He Can Be The Man That I Need Him To Be

We Been Through Alot Over These Last Few Months And Im Just Ready To Get Back On Track

I Want My Family Back...Most Of All I Want My Husband Back Again

He Hurt Me Before Im Praying He Won't Hurt Me Again

But Something Tells Me He Won't

That Night In Paris We Love As Husband And Wife Again

I Went To Sleep With A Smile On My Face I Was Happy Me And August Had Finally Figured Things Out

But The Next Morning My Phone Was Ringing Off The Chain

August Wasn't Next To Me...He Was Out On The Balcony Of Our Hotel Room

I Grabbed My Phone And Honey People Were Talking....

Apparently Paparazzi Snapped A Picture Of Me And August With My Ring Back On

August And Wife Rekindling? Headlines Were Sayin

Than I Look And I See All These Tweets From Benny

"Hoes These Days Do The Most @AziahAlsina Did You Tell That Nigga How I Just Fucked You The Other Day...Tell Him How You Sucked The Soul Out Of This Dick....#HoesBeLikeImLoyal #Fuckbitchesgetmoney #GottaHusbandAndYouStillAThot"

He Said Alot Of Crazy Shit On Top Of That...I Couldnt Even Be Mad I Should Of Just Told August The Real In The First Place

Benny Was Just Hurt But Right Now I Don't Give A Fuck About Benny And His Feelings

All I Care About Is August Who I Know Has Already Seen This Shit

I Quickly Got Out Of Bed And Slowly Walked On The Balcony

He Was Shaking His Head As He Said "One Thing I Never Thought Had To Question Was Your Loyalty To Me..This Lame Nigga On Twitter Sayin All This Shit"

"I Was Gon Tell You"I Said

"You Was Gon Tell Me..So Its True!"He Said

I Could Even Look Him In His Eyes I Just Nodded My Head

He Shook His Head And Said "You Full Of It...So You Been Fuckin This Clown Coming Back To Me And Fuckin Me Too"

"You Always Tellin Me To Keep It Real With You But You Ain't Been Keepin It Real With Me....Its Nice To See How Loyal You Really Is"He Said

"Loyal...Loyal...I Been Loyal The Whole Fuckin Time...I Fuck With Someone Else While We Separated And All Of The Sudden Im Not Loyal"I Said

"Listen To How You Sound We Been Separated And I Haven't Been Fuckin Nobody But You...And Outchea Fucking This Lame Nigga Behind My Back!"He Said

"As Much Shit You Done Did Behind My Back August...You Should Be The Last Nigga Talkin About Being Loyal!"I Said

"We Ain't Talking Bout That Old Shit I Did We Talking About What You Recently Been Doing...!"He Yelled

"August...I Was Just Lonely..He Ain't Shit...Im Not In Love With That Nigga To Be Real...But I Want To Work Our Marriage Out I Want To Come Home.."I Said

"You Sound Stupid..!"He Said

"Wow Really?"I Asked

"You Fucked Another Nigga..You Gave Another Nigga My Pussy That Shit Foul As Hell...I Don't Want Shit To Do With You Im Done"He Said With Haterd In His Eyes

"August"I Said

"I Don't Wanna Hear It Save That Shit For That Other Nigga"He Said

Than He Got In My Face And Looked Me Dead In My Eyes And Said "And Bitch If You Ever Bring Any Nigga Around My Kids I Will Break Ya Fuckin Face I Promise You That"

Than He Walked Away From Me

I Wanted To Cry But At The Same Time I Deserve It Because I Just Been Real With August And Benny From The Jump

I Been Lying And Deceiving...And I Can Admit That

My Lying And Deceiving Probably Just Cost Me My Family

Everytime We Take Two Steps Forward Something Pushes Us Ten Steps Back Now We Back At Point A

Fuck How Did I Let This Happen

August Pride Was Strong... Mines Was Just As Strong

If He Wanted To Be Done Than Fuck It Im Done Too...!