I Called 911 And An Ambulance Rushed Her To The Hospital It Was Scary Seeing Someone You Love Hurt That Bad To The Point Where They Wanna Kill They Self

I Was In The Waiting Room I Called Gia's Sister Chole And I Called Brea Me And Brea Was Talking About The Situation When Chole Walked In

"Is She Okay"She Asked Me

And Before I Could Respond A Doctor Walked Over To Us And Said "The Family Of Gia...Guzman"

"Yes..."I Said

"She's Stable...She Lost A Lot Of Blood Has She Tried To Take Her Own Life Before"He Asked

"Yes.... Just A Few Months She's Been Diagnosed With Depression"Chole Said

"Does She's A Therapist Or Take Medicine For It"The Doctor Asked

"She Supposed To Take Meds But She Won't Take It..."Chole Said

"Mental Health Is Just As Bad As Cancer...Im Afraid If Her Depression Go Untreated Next Time She Won't Be So Lucky...Is There Any Family That Can Take Her In"He Asked

"Im Her Only Sister Her Only Family And I've Four Kids Im Taking Care Of I Simply Don't Have The Room And Im Sick Of Going Through This With Her I Wanna Put Her In A Mental Home"She Said

I Spoke Up And Said "Mental Home...That Is You Sister She Just Tried To Kill Herself How Dare You Even Speak Of A Mental Home"I Said Getting Angry

"I've Been Doing The Best That I Can I Had To Take Care Of My Mama And Now I Gotta Take Care Of Gia Because She's Crazy I Didn't Make Her Like That Why Should I Sacrifice My Life For Her"Chloe Said

"Because She Is Your Sister!"I Shouted

"If You Really Feel That Way Than You Let Her Move In With You And You Take Care Of Her"She Said As She Folded Her Arms

"I Will"I Said

"Fine! Than Its Settle"She Said

I Rolled My Eyes And Asked The Doctor "Can I See Her Now"

"Room 814...Go Ahead Im Sure She Will Be Happy To See A Familiar Face"He Said

So I Went Down To Her Room

I Walked In She Was Sitting Up With Puffy Eyes And Her Wrist Wrapped Up

"Hey"I Said As I Smiled

"You Think Im Crazy Don't You"She Asked Me

I Shook My Head And Said "No I Don't Think That All"I Said As I Stood Next To Her

I Grabbed Her Hand And Said "What You Think About Staying With Me For A While"

"With You....I Don't Wanna Bother You Or Interrupt Your Life Its Not Fair To You"She Said With Her Hand Down

"Gia You Staying With Me...And We Gon Get You Back Better Again You Gon Be Ight I Promise"I Said To Her

Gia Was At A Low Point In Life...And I Wasn't Just Gon Let Her Sister Throw Her In A Mental Home Thats Wasn't Right And I Definitely Wasn't Going To Let Her Try And Kill Herself Again

After I Left The Hospital I Went Home And Showered And After I Got Out The Shower I Finally Called Benny Back

He Answered The Phone Like "Damn How You Gon Fuck Me Good Than Not Answer My Calls Tho"

I Smiled And Said "I Been Busy"

"Me Too But I Still Make Time For I Miss You Girl"He Said

"I Miss You Too"I Said As I Smiled

"You Mean So Much To Me And You Don't Even Know It"He Said

"So Tell Me"I Said With A Smirk On My Face

"Long Story Short I Haven't Felt This Way About Anyone In A While..."He Said

I Smiled And Said "When You Get Back In Town I Wanna See You Asap"

"Baby Ima Be At Ya Front Door Step In A Heartbeat"He Said

I Giggled And Said "You So Silly"

"And You Beautiful"He Said

"...I've Gotta Go Call You Later"I Said

He Laughed And Said "Always Curvin Me...Ight Bye"

I Just Smiled And Hung Up The Phone

Than Immediately Called August Up

He Answered The Phone "I Miss You Too"

Fuck How Do He Know That

I Smiled And Said "What You Doin'

"At The Studio...What You Doing"He Asked Me

"Just Got Out The Shower"I Said

"Its Fresh For Daddy"He Said

I Laughed And Said "Shut Up"

"Why I Gotta Shut Up....Come Make Me Shut Up"He Said

"Keep Talking Shit And I Will"He Said

"I Hear You Mama......Ayden And Azian Sleep"He Asked Me

"Yeah..."I Said

"So Whats Up Come Pull Up On A Nigga"He Said

"And Leave Ayden And Azian By Their Self"I Asked

"They Sleep...Ask That Bitch To Keep An Eye On Them She Is Living There Rent Free"He Said

"I'll See..."I Said

"Yeah Do That"He Said

I Hung Up The Phone Than I Woke Toya Up And Told Her To Keep An Eye On The Boys

Than I Got Dressed It Was Late And Right Now All I Wanna Do Is Be With August I Was Fienin For His Love And He Knew That

When I Arrived To The Studio I Walked In His Recording Room He Stood Up And Kissed Me

I Giggled And Said "Hi Too You Too"

He Closed The Door Back Than He Lifted Me Against The Wall As I Wrapped My Legs Around Him

He Pulled Them Panties To The Side As He Moan In My Ear "Tell Me It Mines!"

"Its Your..Its Always Yours"I Moaned In His Ears

He Pull His Whole Dick Out And Shoved It Deep In Me

And Now Im In My Feelings Because Only He Can Drive Me Crazy Like This Only He Can Make Me Love Him And Hate Him At The Same Time

I Wanna Be Over Him..But I Couldn't I Was Still In Love With Him

Benny Was So Sweet To Me Tho And I Really Didn't Wanna Mess Things Up With Him But I Just Couldn't Keep My Ass Away From August

I Knew Eventually The Truth Would Come Out But In The Meanwhile I Was Enjoying Myself

If August Ever Found Out About Benny He Gon Hate Me

But Right Now He Was Deep In Me And Fallin More In Love With Me He Thought I Was All His Little Did He Know I Was Seeing Someone Else Behind His Back

Did I Have Any Remorse A Little Because I Love August And I Still Care About His Feelings But I Cared About My Feelings Way More

And I Like Seeing Two People I Liked Having A Choice

I Wasnt With Either One Of Them So I Wasn't Doing Shit Wrong