Benny Came Over Looking So Good And So Fine.... We Decided To Just Chill At My House On My Sofa

He Brought Over Some Wine I Poured Us Two Glasses And We Sat On My Couch Just Vibing And Chillin

"You Look Good...I Can't Stop Lookin At You"He Said Smiling

"Well Thank You"I Said As I Smiled Back At Him

He Placed His Hand On My Thigh And Place His Lips Close To Mines

"You Looking Good Enough To Eat"He Said

I Smiled And Said "Why Do You Like Me So Much"

He Smiled At Me And Asked Me "Is That A Trick Question"

"No Its A Real Question So Bee Real"I Answered

"....I Like You Cause You Real,Because You Sweet,Because Your A Good Mother To Your Kids,You Ain't Like The Other Bitches,You Smart,You Aspire To Be So Much...I Can Go On All Night But I Think It All Comes Down Too How I Can Talk To You For Hours And Not Be Bored Not One Time I Liked You Everysince The First Day I Saw You"He Said

"I Like You Too...If I Let You In My Heart Please Don't Hurt Me"I Said

"Your Trust Is So Broken Baby...If You With Me Your Secure I Won't Break Your Heart Not One Time...Ima Be The One Nigga To Lift You Up Instead Of Tearing You Down Stop Thinking Ima Hurt You Because Im Not...Im Not Them Other Niggas" He Assured Me

I Can't Even Tell If He's Real Or Not I Been Lied So Many Times By Niggas I Can't Even Tell Whats Fake And Whats Not Anymore

I Had Trust Issues Thanks To All The Fuck Boys In My Life

"I Wanna Trust You"I Said

"And I Want You Too And Eventually. You Will I Promise"He Said

Than He Leaned In And Kissed Me

Kissing Benny Felt So Good Because I Liked Him So Much

After He Kissed Me He Looked Me In My Eyes And Said "Lets Go Up To Your Bedroom"

"Bedroom?"I Questioned Him

"We Gon Lay Down...."He Said

"We Can Lay Down Here"I Said

"....You Scared Of Being In A Bed With Me"He Asked

"I Don't Wanna Move Too Fast"I Said

"Girl Come On...Ain't Nobody Thinkin About Fuckin"He Said

He Grabbed My Hand...I Lead Him To My Bedroom We Walked In

He Took His Shirt Off Showing Off His Abs And His Tattoo

He Layed On His Back And I Layed Next To Him

Than He Layed His Head On My Titties As He Wrapped His Arm Around Me

"I Haven't Laid With A Man In So Long"I Said

"Get Use To...It"He Said

I Started Playing With His Hair As I Said "If Paparazzi Take Picture Of Us Together August Gon Lose It"

"So..Why You Care About How He Feels Anyway"Benny Asked Me

"I Don't Know...He Thinks We Getting Back Together But I Don't Think I Want To Its The Same Shit Everytime With Him And Im Just Done"I Said

"So When You Gon Get That Divorce So We Can Make This Official"He Asked

"I Wanna Take My Time With This Process Its Only Been A Month"I Said

"You Mind Made Up So Whats The Point Of Holding On To Air Because The Love Is Gone"He Said

"I Really Don't Wanna Hurt August I Know That When I File For Divorce He Gon Be Crush I Just Know It And I Don't Wanna Do That Do Him"I Said

Benny Got Off Me And Stood Up "See You Doin It Again Why Do You Cares What Happened To Him..... You Still In Love With This Nigga"

And I Didn't Answer His Question I Just Sat Up And Stared At Him

"Let Me Know Now....If Even A Part Of You Not Done With That Nigga....Than I Can't Fuck With You"He Said

I Still Didn't Respond To Him

He Grabbed His T-shirt And Said "It Was Nice Doing This I Wish You The Best Of Luck"

As He Was Shirt On I Stood Up And I Stopped Him For Leaving

"Stop....Don't Go..."I Said

"Im Fallin For You Aziah I Never Like Someone As Much As I Like You....You Know How Much This Nigga Done Hurt You And Put You Through Pain...Im Tryna Save You From All That Show You Something Different But I Can't Do That If You Still In Love With That Nigga"He Saidb

"Im Not In Love With Him But I Do Care About Him You Gotta Understand For The Past Six Years I've Only Been With August...Im Tryna Get Back To Life Without Him But Its Not Easy When Im Use To Doing Everything With Him"I Said To Him

"Look Me In My Eyes And Tell Me You Done With This Nigga"He Demanded

I Looked Benny In His Eyes And Said "Im Done With Em"

Than He Leaned In And Kiss Me

Biting On My Lips Mmmm....That Shit I Like

"Than Be Done....That Nigga Fucked Up...Let A Real Nigga Do You Right"He Said

I Grabbed His Shirt "Take It Off"

He Smiled At Me "Girl I Like It When You Aggressive And Shit"

I Really Like Benny He Was Real With Me,He Made Me Laugh,He Was Sweet To Me,He Encourage Me To Go After My Dreams,He Was Supportive Of Me He Was Everything I Wasn't Use To

I Wasn't Sure What We Was....Because We Didn't Even Talk About Titles It Wasnt Important To Us We Was Just Living And Vibing

Always A Good Time With Him Though We Never Had Sex We Always Talk And Laugh I Was Comfortable When Im Around Him He Makes Me Feel Like Its Okay To Be Me Im Perfect As I Am He Was So Good To Me

Early The Next Morning He Was Getting Ready To Leave

I Was Watching Him Get Ready To Go His Phone Was Next To Me In The Bed

I Picked It Up Like "Unlock Ya Phone Right Now If Its Real"

He Smiled At Me Grabbed His Phone Unlocked It And Gave Back To Me

Smiling Like He That Nigga I Giggled And Said "Let See Who Be Texting"

I Was Scrolling Through His Phone And Asked Him "Who Is Vanessa"

"My Sister"He Said

"Yeah Sure It Is"I Said

"Im Foreal Won't Me To Call Her And Put Her On Speaker"He Asked Me

"Nah Its Not That Serious"I Said As I Smiled

He Crawled In Bed With Me And Said "Last Night Was Amazing"

"Even Though You Ain't Get None"I Joked

"Especially Because I Didn't Get None Its Cool Cause When You Do Give It To Me We Gon Be Fuckin 5 6 Times A Day Ima Tear That Thang Up"He Said

I Bit My Bottom Lip

"Let Me Stop Before I Get Them Panties Wet"He Said

"Oh Please...."I Said

He Kissed My Lips And Said "Ima Miss You Bae"

"Ima Miss You More"I Said Back To Him

He Climbed On Top Of Me

I Start Giggling Than I Said "I Love To Hear Your Laugh You Make Me Happy You Know That"

And I Just Smile At Him

"Im Taking You Out Sunday"He Said

"Where We Going"I Asked Him

"Somewhere Where There Is Nice Wine,Good Food And You In A Tight Dress"He Said

"Be Quiet"I Said As I Laughed

He Smiled And Said "What You Doing Today"

"My Son Has Swimming Lessons Today"I Said

"I Wish I Could Come....And See Him"Benny Said

"Its Too Soon..."I Said

"I Know...But Just So You Know I Do Eventually Wanna Meet Your Kids Your Children Are Apart Of You And I Wanna Know All Of You"He Said

"I Promise You When The Time Is Right I Will Let You Meet Them"I Said

"Ight Come Walk Me Out Big Boot0y"He Said As He Got Off Me

I Walked Down Stairs To The Front Door

He Leaned In And Kissed Me

Than He Said "Ima Call You Later Beautiful"

"Okay..."I Said As I Smiled

He Opened The Front Door And My Mother Was Standing There

She Looked Shocked As She Said "Hey...Who Is This?"

"Um...This Is Benny Mama"I Said As I Began Getting Nervous

"This Is Your Mother? Wow She's Beautiful...I See Where Aziah Gets Her Looks From Nice To Meet You"He Said As She Shook Hand

"Well Aren't You Charming"My Mother Said With Her Eyebrow Raised

"Benny Is A Good Friend Of Mine"I Said

"Does He Know That Your Married"She Said

I Smacked My Lips...."Ma"

"What...Im Just Making Sure"She Said

"As You Should...Me And Aziah Are Simply Just Friends I Don't Condone In Cheating I Know All About Her Situation And I Respect It"He Said To My Mother

Than She Smile And Said "..Nice Meeting You Benny"

"Same Here...I Really Should Be Going So I Will Call You Aziah"Benny Said

My Mother Just Smile As Benny Walked To His Car

Than My Mama Straight Faced Me

"What"I Said As My Eyes Got Smile Being Humerous

She Walked Inside My House And Closed The Door

"August Called Me This Morning"She Said

"For?"I Asked

"To Apologize For What He's Done"She Said

I Rolled My Eyes And Said "Now You Want Me To Get Back With Him Too"

"No I Want You To Forgive Him"She Said

"I Forgive Him"I Said

"Im Being Serious Aziah...Now August Done Some Things Was Terrible But It Takes A Man To Admit His Wrongs Hes Really Trying To Do The Right Thing"She Said

"And It Look How Long It Took For Him To Do The Right Thing..Look Ma He Hurt Me And Now Im Over It Monday Morning Im Filing For Divorce"I Said

"I Told You Marriage Wasn't Easy You Can't Just Get A Divorce Everytime Things Get Hard You Have To Fight For Marriage"She Said

I Was Literally So Sick Of People Telling Me What I Should Do When It Comes Me And August Seems Like Everyone Was On His Side And Everyone Forget All That He Done To Me

"You Didn't Fight For Your Marriage Mamaa...You Drunk A Whole Entire Bottle Of Jack Daniels And Watched You Marriage Fall Apart"I Said Out Of Anger

"Don't Be Like Me...Baby Be Better Than Me...Divorce Is Not The Answer Forgiveness Is "She Said