Before I Knew It A Month Had Passed And I Was Starting To Feel Better And Stronger

I Still Miss Him But Not As Bad As I Thought I Would

I Was Cleaning Up The House Vacuuming Listening To Rihanna And Ayden Was At School It Was Just Me And Azian Who Was Crawling Around On The Floor

I Was Dancing And Singing Along To Rihanna When I Saw Azian Stood Up

I Immediately Stop Vacuuming And Said "Oh My God....Azian You Standing Your Standing"I Said So Excited

Than He Smiled Took One Step Towards And Than Fell Down On His Butt

"You Just Took Your First Step Baby"I Said As I Picked Him Up And I Kissed His Fat Little Cheeks

"Oh Baby Mommy's So Proud Of You"I Said As Kissed Him Non Stop

"We Have To Call Daddy"I Said Being Excited As I Picked Up My Phone And Dialed August Number

It Was Rang For Like 12 Seconds When I Heard A Female Voice Say "Hello"

I Just Hung Up

Really Didn't Feel Like Arguing With One Of August Hoes Today

I Shook My Head Than Look At Azian Smiled And Said ".....Come On Lets Go Get Some Ice Cream"

I Walked In My Kitchen I Placed Him In His High Chair Than Made Him A Bowl Of Vanilla Ice Cream He Loves Ice Cream

Than Benny Was Calling Me I Answered The Phone And Said "Hey"

"Why You Ain't Call Me Back Last Night?"He Asked

I Giggled And Said "Obviously I Fell Asleep "

"You Always Goin To Bed Early...You Gotta Stay Up And Hang Out With Big Dog One Night"He Said

I Laughed And Said "Just Because You Don't Sleep Doesn't Mean The Rest Of Us Can't Get Our Beauty Sleep"

"Real Niggas Don't Sleep"He Said

I Smiled And Said " ...What You Doing"

"Over Here Thinking About You"He Said

"What Ever"I Said

"Im Serious....All I Do Is Think About You Now I Been Up At Night Just Thinkin About You"He Said

I Smiled And Said "You Are Something Else"

"Tell Me About It What You Doing Boo"He Asked

"Eating Ice With My Baby He Just Took His First Step"I Bragged

"Are You Serious He Literally Took A Whole Step"He Said

"Yas He Took One Whole Step Towards Than He Fell Down"I Said

"Thats Wonderful..He Gon Be Walking In No Time Now"He Said

"I Know Right My Baby Is Growing Up What Ima Do"I Asked

"Have Another Baby"He Said

"....Another Baby?"I Said

"Yeah...You Gon Have My Baby We Gon Get Married And Be One Big Ass Happy Family"He Said

"You Moving Fast"I Said As I Laughed

"I Gotta Speak It In Existence.....When You Gon Let Me Take You Out"He Said

"Out Like A Date?"I Asked

"Well Two Friend Just Going Out"He Said

"I Don't Know About That"I Hesitated

"Come On...I Wanna See You We Been Talking On The Phone For A Month Now And I Really Wanna See You..We Don't Even Have To Go Out We Can Just Ride Around In Atlanta And Just Talk"He Said

"Well August Is Supposed To Be Taking The Kids For The Weekend So I Guess You Could See Me Tonight"I Said

"...You Just Made My Day I'll See You Tonight Than"He Said

I Smiled And Said "Yes I Will Bye Bye"

I Hung Up The Phone And Looked Over At Azian Who Had Ice Cream All Over His Face

I Giggled And Said "Did You Enjoy It...It Looks Like Your Face Ate It All Baby"

I Began Cleaning His Face When I Heard The Door Bell Ring "Who Could That Be"

I Picked Up Azian And Walked To The Door I Opened It And It Was My Mother In Law

I Smiled And Said "What You Doin Here"

"I Came To See My Babies....I Talk To Ya Mama She Gave Me Your Address So I Wanted Pop Up On Yo Ass..."She Said

She Walked In And Closed The Door Behind Her

"Its Soo Good To See You"I Said Smiling

She Looked At Azian And Said "Look At All That Pretty Curly Hair Looking Like August Reflection"

"He Look Like August All Day Ayden Too They Act Just Like Him Too"I Said

"Come To Grandmama"She Said Reaching For Azian

I Gave Azian To Cathrine

"He's So Handsome...Where My Other Grandbaby"She Asked

"He's At School The Nanny Should Be Picking Him Up Now"I Said

"You Still Have A Nanny"She Asked

"Yeah...Me And August Both Have Nannies And Both Households"I Said

"Both Households You Wife And Husband You Should Be Living Under One Roof"She Said

We Down On The Couch She Said "Marriage Ain't Easy As You Thought Is It"

"No Its Not...Its Alot Of Give And Take And A Lot Of Sacrifices To Be Made"I Said

"So What Yall Gon Do Now...Cause I Don't Like Yall Living In Two Different Places"She Said

"I Don't Know I Just Know Right We Are Co Parenting And Just Tryna Raise Our Children...I Know That I Want A Divorce And He Doesn't"I Said

"Divorce....Wait You Want A Divorce?"She Asked Me Like I Was Wrong For Feeling That Way

"August Lied To Me Several Time Cheated On Me Countless Times...I Will Always Love Him But I Just Don't Wanna Be Married To Him Anymore Im So Over It"I Said

"I Don't Care What He Did You Two Say I Do Infront Of God Through Better Or Worse You Know What That Means That Means Through All The Good Times And The Bad Time You Stand Together"She Said

"We Also Vowed To Be Faithful True What About That...He Was Just Gon Hurt Me Again He Shouldn't Have Married Me Had Me Thinking We Was A Real Family"I Said

"So Giving Up Is Your Only Solution"She Said

"No...Moving On Is"I Said

She Shook Her Head And Said "Yall Got These Babies Together That Deserve Two Parents In One Home"

"Two Happy Parents Separated Are Better Than Two Unhappy Married Parents"I Said

"You Just Thought All This Through Huh?"She Asked

"All I Do Is Think Cathrine About My Past Future And Right Now...I.Just Want To Be Happy Without August"I Said

"You Don't Know How Bad It Hurts For Me To Hear That...I Didn't Like You At First But When I Realize That You Really Do Love My Baby That Made Me Feel Like I Can Trust You With Him Because I Know When Im Not Around Him You Will Take Good Care Of Him"She Explained

"Now You Telling Me How You Wanna Divorce And It Breaks My Heart"She Said

"It Breaks My Heart Too,I Want My Family But At The Same Its Like Im Not Going Keep Staying With You If You Won't Treat Me Right Its Been Six Years And Its The Same Shit Everytime With Him Its Like Damn When You Gon Grow Up And Be A Man"I Said

"People Change"She Said

"People Do Change August Doesn't..I Just Called His Phone And Female Answered"I Said

"You Shouldn't Worry Bout That He Loves You You No One Else"She Said

I Rolled My Eyes And Said "He Don't Act Like He Loves Me"

Everyone Had A Opinion Of What Me And August Should Do Some People Felt Like We Should Work It Out,Some People Felt Like I Should Of Been Divorced His Ass A Long Time Ago,Others Felt Like I Should Give August One More Chance

I For One Didn't Care What People Thought I Wanted Out Of This Marriage I Was Taking It Slow Like My Father Wanted To So I Can Make Sure Its Really Want

And Divorce Is What I Really Want Like I Said Im Over It

August Was Supposed To Be Here At Eight And Its 9:06 And My Babies Were Dressed And Ready To Go He Not Answering His Phone He Probably Still Laying Under That Bitch

Me And The Boys Were Sitting By The Door And I Was Supposed To Be Going Out With Benny Tonight But August Late Ass Was Delayin My Plans

I Was All Ready To Go I Just Needed August To Be Here

"Mommy Im Sleepy"Ayden Said Rubbing His Eyes

"Daddy Will Be Here Soon Ayden"I Said

Ayden Lay His Head On My Lap I Ran My Fingers Through His Hair

"Its Okay..I Know You Tired..Where Is You At August"I Asked Myself

Finally I Heard Him Knocking On The Door

"See I Told You Daddy He Was Coming"I Said To Ayden

I Got Up Opened The Door August Was There With His Tall Ass

"You Late"I Said With A Unpleasant Face

"I Know...I Had A Meeting With My Label It Ran Late.."He Said

"Yeah Ever....Is That Bitch Still At Yo House"I Said

"What Bitch?"August Asked Me Looking Clue Less

"Who Ever Answer The Phone Today...I Don't Want My Kids Around Strange Ass Bitches"I Said

"What...I Lost My Phone Earlier I Just Got A Whole New One What Is You Talking Bout...Why Would I Even Be Fucking A Bitch When Im Tryna Get My Family Back"He Said

I Felt Stupid

"Oh"I Said

"Yeah...Im Not Fuckin With Nobody I Just Been Working And Praying I Can't Even Sleep At Night Even More Cause A Nigga Don't Like Sleeping Alone"He Said To Me

"You Wouldn't Have To Sleep Alone If You Would Of Done Right By Me"I Said

He Grabbed My Hand And Said "You Right...I Want My Family Back I Miss You And I Miss My Kids Ima Do Whatever It Takes To Fix This Ight"

He Looked Me In My Eyes And Said "You Been Loyal To Me From Day 1 And All I Did Was Hurt You A Nigga Young Mistakes Gon Be Made But Im Learning...I Love You I Only Love You"

"I Hear You Aug...You Should Probably Get The Kids To Your House Its Getting Late"I Said

He Walked In Picked Azian And Grabbed Ayden Hand

"Ima Gon Ahead...Im Taking Ayden To His Swimming Lesson Right"He Asked

"Yes And I Will Meet You Two There"I Said

"See You Tomorrow Beautiful"He Said

Than He Walked Out

August Is So...So...So Ugh And Thats All Imaa Say

After He Left I Called Benny And Told Him I Was Ready To Be Picked Up