When I Got Back To Atlanta I Took My Children To See My Father

We Were At My Fathers House And I Was Sitting Next To My Father Holding Azian As Ayden Sat Down On The Floor Playing With Cars

"I Been Worried About You"My Father Said

"Im Fine Daddy"I Lied

He Looked At Me With His Eyebrow Raised And Said "Whats This I Hear About You And August Divorcing"

"Were Getting A Divorce..People Get A Divorces All The Time You Of All People Should Know Since You Divorced My Mother "I Said

"Thats Why Im Telling You From Experience...Don't Rush And Divorce Him"He Said

I Smacked My Lips And Said "What?"

"Your Emotional Now.. You Don't Wanna React Out Of Anger"He Said

"So When Should I Get A Divorce After He Lies,Cheat,Sleep With His Baby Mama In Our House Where My Children Lay Their Head! "I Said Angry As Hell

"Your Upset And You Have Every Reason To Be But Aziah Men Are Stupid....August Haven't Been The Best Husband And He May Not Deserve A Chance With You But You Owe It To Them Boys To Give Your Marriage A Real Effort"He Said

"Daddy I've Done All I Could...I Can't Give Him Another Chance He's Only Going To Hurt Me Again And I Just Can't Take That No More"I Said

"I Didn't Wanna Tell You This...But I Had A Sit Down With August...He's Not A Bad Person He Just Made Bad Decision"He Said

"Nice To Know Who Side Your On"I Said As I Rolled My Eyes

"Im On Your Side...I Just Want You To Fully Think This Through How About You File For Separation Move In Your Own Place But Baby Im Begging You Not To Rush And Get A Divorce"He Said

"I'll Think About It"I Said Shaking My Head

"Thats All I Want"He Said Kissing My Forehead

Than He Smiled Azian And Said "When You Gon Start Walking"

"He Crawls"I Said Smiling

"You Crawling...Put Him Down I Wanna See Him Crawl"My Father Said I Placed Azian On The Floor

And Than My Phone Started Ringing I Looked Down And It Was August Callin And My Stomach Just Dropped As The Little Hairs On My Neck Back Stand Up

Its Been Two Weeks And He Haven't Seen Ayden And Azian So I Should Answered

I Answered The Phone And Said "Hello"

"I Wanna See My Kids"He Said

"I Just Got Back In Town...If You Wanna Come Get Them You Can Or I Can Bring Them To You"I Said

"Im At The Studio...Its A Chucky Cheese Up The Street Can You Meet Me There"He Asked

"Yea...Im At My Daddy House I Can Meet You There In Like Twenty Minutes"I Said

"Ight That Cool See You Soon"He Said

I Hung Up

It Was Weird Talking To August When We Wasn't I Can't Explain It Was Just Weird

After I Left My Father House I Drove Over To Chucky Cheese

August Wasn't There Yet

I Was In The Car Putting On Make Up I Wanted To Look When August Saw Me I Didn't Wanna Look Like I've Been Stressing

I Wanted To Look Unbothered

I Had On High Waist Jeans A Pink Crop Tee With Jordans My Hair Was Up In A Bun With My Baby Hairs Out On Fleek

Than August Bugatti Pulled Up Next To My Car He Hopped Wearing Trues A Button Up Polo Shirt On With Some Black Ray Bands

I Was So Nervous..I Got Out The Car Walked Around To The Passenger Side Open The Back Door And Bent Over And Undid Ayden Seatbelt And Let Him Out

"Daddy!"He Shouted As He Ran To August As I Got Azian Out His Carseat

August Picked Up Ayden And Kissed Him "You Miss Me"

"Yas..."Ayden Said As Smiling He Was Happy To See August

He Put Ayden Down And Grabbed Azian

"Hey FatMan..."August Said Kissing Azian

"Well Call When Yall Finish Ima Go Do Somethin I Guess"I Said As I Folded My Arms

"You Might As Well Just Stay With Us...We Spend Some Time Together As A Family It Will Be Good For The Kids"He Said

"We I Guess I Could Stay"I Said

He Smiled And Said "Good Come On"

I Was Just Being Cordial With August For August And Azian But He Was Smiling Like I Said We Was Back Together

We Walked In And Ayden Immediately Runs Off To Go Play As August Went To Get Some Coins I Sat Down With Azian

"You See Your Brother Running Off He Just Left Us"I Said

Than August Started Playing A Basketball Game With Ayden And Everything Was Fine

Until August Came Over And Sat Next To Me

He Scooted Close To Me And Smell So Damn Good God I Missed That Smell

"Why You Gotta Sit So Close To Me"I Said Smiling

"Cause I Can Do That Nigga"He Said Smiling

I Rolled My Eyes As I Smiled

"What You Been Doing"He Asked Me

"Taking Care Of My Kids"I Answered

"You Staying With Ya Mama"He Asked Me

"Yeah...But My Dad Gonna Help Me Look For A New Place"I Said

"So You Been Good"He Asked

"I Been Perfect"I Said

"I Hate It When You Do That Shit Aziah"He Said

"When I Do What?"I Asked

"When You Act Like You Happy When This Shit Killin You Like Its Killin Me...You Know You Miss Me Just Say That Shit!"He Said

"Can We Not Do This Here"I Asked

"We Can't Do No Other Time Because You Won't Talk To Me...Just Talk To Me"He Said

"I Tried Talking To You...You Was Busy Fuckin That Bitch In Our Bed!"I Said Looking At August With Fire In My Eyes

"You Left Me!"He Said

"Because You Cheated And Lied!"I Said

"Man At The End If The Day...I Admitted To All My Wrongs As A Man ...You Took Ya Fuckin Ring Off Im Still Wearing Mines"He Showed Me

"That Ring Don't Mean Shit If You Can't Take Our Marriage Seriously You Brought This On Your Self Not Me I Would Still Be At Home With You If You Would Of Just Did Right By Me But You Too Damn Selfish To Think Of Any One But Yo Damn Self"I Said

"I Said Sorry I Got On My Knees...Who I Gotta Do To Fix This Im Willing To Do Whateva Just To Get My Family So What I Gotta Do"He Asked Me

"Honestly I Just Need To Fall Back....Lets Just Be Good Parents To Our Kids For Now And Lets See How This Goes"I Said

"...Ight..For The Record Tho I Miss You Too"He Said

I Wanted A Divorce But I Don't Wanna Rush And Get One And Than Regret It

At The Same Time I Still Wanted To Part Ways And Still Co Parent With August

He Wanted Me Back But I Wasn't Feeling That Right Now

I Wanna Do Whats Best For My Children And Me And August Arguing All The Time Is Miserable For Ayden And Azian So We Separated

I Moved Into A Really Nice House And August And I Had A Schedule For Our Children And Everything Was Okay

August Was On His Best Behavior...He Was Respectful To Me We Didn't Fight Or Nothing

My Main Focus Were My Babies And School

Thats What Was Been Getting Me Through This I Kept Busy But I Honestly Liked Being In My Own Space