I Woke This Morning To The Sound Of August Singing I Got Up Out Of The Bed And Follow His Voice Into His Bathroom

He Was Standing In The Mirror Singin With His Shirt Off And Calvin Klein Draws

I Grabbed Him From Behind And Kiss His Bare Back And Just Listen To Him He Looked At Me And Smile And Said "GoodMorning Beautiful"

"Great Morning.."I Responded As I Placed My Hand Over My Belly And Smiled

"I Been Thinking Since The Album Out And The Tour Is Done Lets Go On A Vacation Just You Me And The Boys..."He Said

"I Have To See If I Can Take Some Time From School First"I Said

"I Don't Even Know Why You Still Wanna Go To School...We Got Money"

"Thats All Your Money...I Want My Own Money My Own Career My Own Destiny..."I Said

"You Should Want To Be A Mother To Our Kids"He Said

"Wow Really Have I Not Been?"I Asked

"You Have But The Way You Talking How You Gon Have Time For A Career And Be A Great Parent......Our Kids Already Got One Parent Thats Always Gone They Don't Need Two Parents Thats Always Working Never Home"August Said

"I Always Support You Aug...Why Cant You Support Me"I Asked

"You Support Me...When The Last You Came To August Alsina Show"He Asked Me

"Seriously August You Wanna Go There "I Asked

"man We Already There! "He Said

"Okay Well When Was The Last You Help Around The House,How Bout You Not Even Showing Up To The Birth Of Our Children,Or What About How Everytime I Wanna Tell You My Dreams You Shut Me Down!"I Said

"Thats Because You Need To Be At Home!"He Yelled

"Why So Everytime I Need Something I Have To Ask You Like Im A Damn Child"I Yelled

Than Ayden Ran In

And Quickly We Both Put Smiles On Our Faces

"GoodMorning Ayden"I Said Smiling At Him

"Hey Buddy"August Said As He High Five Ayden

"Your Up Early.......You Ready To Eat"I Asked

He Nodded As I Took His Hand And Said "Come On Lets Go Get Azian So We Can Eat"

August Leaned In And Kissed Me "I Don't Wanna Argue With You...I Love You"

"Love You Too"I Said

These Past Weeks Have Been Good For Me And August And We Were Really Trying To Not Fight And Argue As Much As Possible

And So Far We Been Doing Good

After I Feed The Boys I Was Online Shopping For Baby Clothes

I Just Knew In My Heart That I Was Havin A Little Girl So I Picked Out All Little Pink Dresses And Tutu's I Could Find

I Can Just Imagine What She Gonnna Look Like...Just Like August I Hope She Has His Eyes His Lashes His Smile She's Gonna Be My Bestfriend I Just Know It

As I Daydream Of My Unborn Child I Got A Call From Brea

I Answered The Phone And Said "My Nigga My Nigga Wassup"

"Umm...Why Am I Hearing That Tamera Slept With August"Brea Said

"What...Wait Where Did You Hear That From"I Said

"Somebody Spreading Rumours Everybody Talkin Bout It...Its On All The Blogs"Brea Said

"Its Probably That Bitch Mimi With Her Mad Ass"I Said Shakin My Head

"Hold Up Why Would Mimi Do That?"Brea Asked

"Because She Jealous Of Me...Because Jalen Is In Love With Me"I Said

"Wait Aren't They Getting Married In The Spring Time"She Asked

"I Doubt It....I Knew August Did Alot Of Shit But He Wouldn't Sleep With My Little Cousin He Wouldn't Stoop So Low"I Said

"You Know Him Better Than I Do...Stay Strong Girl I Don't Want You Do Something Stupid And Relapse Cause Of This Shit"Brea Said

"Brea Me And My Husband Are Just Fine People Wanna Talk Let Em Talk...Its Just Rumours I'll Call You Later"I Said To Brea

"Ight Girl"She Said

I Hung Up I Was So Calm On The Outside But I Was Freakin Out In The Inside

Tamera And August...I Couldn't Deal

I Was Literally Talkin To Myself Inside My Head Like Aziah You Know Damn August Wouldn't Do No Shit Like That You He Loves You Way To Much To Betray You That Bad

As I Was Talking To Myself August Walked Down Holding Azian

"Aye We Goin Over To Travis...We Gon Give You Some Time To Yaself"He Said

I Faked A Smile And Said "Okay Make Sure To Strapped Azain In His Carset...And Do Not Let Ayden Ride In The Front Seat Again Please"

"Aw Somebody Outchea Snitchin On Us Ayden"August Said Smiling At Ayden

"I Got Eyes All Around Here..."I Said As I Kissed Azian And Ayden

"Bye Bye"I Said

"Bye Bye Mommy"Ayden Said To Me Waving His Hand

"We'll Be Back Soon"August Said

They Walked Out The Door

I Didn't Know If I Should I Bring Up The Whole Tamera Situation Or Not

I Was Supposed To Trust Him But Im Also Supposed To Trust Myself Too

I Just Didn't Know What To Do

I Don't Wanna Start A Fight And I Definitely Don't Wanna Start Back Arguing Again Things Were Going Too Good