After Since Leaving Rehab I've Been Trying To Be A Good Person But Its Not Always Easy

Felt Like I Was Tryin To Satisfied Everyone Around Me

But When Aziah Is Taking Care Of Everyone Else's Who Is Taking Care Of Aziah ?

My Plate Was Full I Had So Much Going On I Was Trying Deal With Things In My Marriage,Be A Good Mother To My Children,Start A Career,Make Sure My Home Was Taking Care Of And Working Out Like Crazy To Make Sure I Was Attractive To My Husband

A Lot Was Going On In My Life

I Gave Tiffany A Few Days Off Just Being Nice As Im Always Am

Me And My Father Was Having A Cup Of Tea In My Kitchen

"That Ayden Is Full Of Energy Seriously He Out Ran Me Today"My Father Said Smiling

I Smile And Said "Tell Me About It I Can Barely Keep Up With Him"

"He's Full Of Life He Makes Me Feel Like An Old Man"My Father Said

"Lately Ayden Had Been Getting Into Alot I Think Those Terrible Two Are Approaching"I Said

"Those Terrible Twos Are Somethin I Remember When You Was Going Through It You Got Into Everything The Toilet,Toothpaste,I Remember One Time You Poured Out A Bottle Of Ya Mama Expensive Perfume On The Floor She Was So Mad"My Father Said Reminiscing

"I Was Furious"My Mother Said As She Walked In

"Hello Mommy"I Said

"You Didn't Tell Me You Were Having Company Darling"She Said

"Oh Dad Just Came By To See The Kids"I Said

"Yeah Vivian Don't Kill The Vibe"My Father Joked

I Giggled

"Hush Up You Old Fool"My Mother Said To My Father

"Vivian Do Always Have To Be So Bitter Why Dont You Come Sit On My Lap"My Father Teased

"If You Couldn't Handle All This One Time Before What Makes You Think The Second Time Around Will Be Any Different"My Mother Asked

"Because Love Is Better The Second Time Around" He Replied

Than I Heard August Callin My Name For Upstairs

I Stood Up And Said "Okay You Two Thats Enough I'll Be Right Back"

I Walked Out Of The Kitchen And Upstairs To My Bedroom

August Was Gettin Dressed "You Seen My Black Versace Belt"

"Really You Called Me All The Way Upstairs For A Belt When You Have A Hundred Other Belts In Your Closet" I Said

"You Seen My Versace Belt Or Not I Don't Need All That Smart Ass Mouth Right Na" He Said

I Rolled My Eyes And Walked And Walked Into His Closet And Looked In His Dresser And Pulled Out His Versace Belt

I Walked Back In Our Bedroom And Handed Him The Belt "It Was In The Dresser"

"Well Thats Not Where I Put It Is It"He Said

"You Usually Leave It On The Floor For Me To Pick It Up"I Said Frowning My Face

"I Ain't Got Time To Go Back And Fourth With Ya"He Said As He Put His Belt On

"Whatever Anyways...I Been Doing Some Research And I Found An Great Early Learning Development Center For Ayden To Go To They Teach Him How To Count,How To Be Social With Other Children,Writing,And So Much More....I Need Money For The Tuition And Its An Application Fee"I Said To Him

"And You Telling Me Why"He Said

"Um Because You His Father And You Get 60k A Show Im Pretty Sure You Can Be Kind And Give Me The Money For Our Son Education"I Said

"We Don't Need To Spending Money Like Crazy Untill I Know For Sure Kacy Ain't Lying About This Kid Being Mine,Beside Ayden Is Only One He Don't Need To Be In No Expensive Ass School"He Said

"He's One And His Mind Is Very Curious You Know What He Did Today He Reached On Top Of The Table While I Wasn't Lookin Grabbed A Box Of Cheerios And Poured The Whole Box On The Floor So Azian Can Get Some He's Need Be Somewhere With Children His Own Age Learning"I Said

"Im Not Putting Him In School Because You Don't Wanna Deal With Him"He Said

"Excuse Me?"I Said Being Offended

"Ya Heard Me..."He Said

"Look I Understand You Buggin Because Of You Nervous About These Test Results But Don't Take It Out On Me Or Ayden's Education"I Said

"Ziah Im Tryna Save Every Penny I Can We Can't Be Spending Like Crazy"He Said

"Why Because You May Got Another Baby By That Bitch "I Said

"And Im The Only Who Makes All The Money Around Here....We Don't Know Whats Gon Happen If This Kid Is Mine You Don't With That Bitch Gon Do She Could Put Me On Child Support You Know How Much That Shit Is! Do You!.......I Don't Either!"He Yelled

I Shook My Head And Said "I Can't Believe You Would Let My Baby Suffer Because Of Your Poor Decisions"

"You Think Ayden Is Suffering He Got Everything He Could Ever Want Just Because He Don't Get This One Thing That's Mean Its The End Of The World"He Said

"August Im Not Asking For A Pair Of Balmain Shoes Im Askin You To Invest In Our Child's Education"I Said

"And I Said No!"He Said

Why Should We All Pay For August Choices? I Asked Myseld

I Felt Like He Was Being Unreasonable And So Unfair But Its His Money I Can't Make Him Give Me The Money

After My Mother And Father Left August Was Doin A Show And I Was At Home Cleaning Up The Whole House

I Haven't Spoken To Anyone About The Situation With August And This Child

To Tell You The Truth I Was Embarrassed To Tell Anyone

How Was I Going To Explain It To People My Husband Is A Cheater Who Didn't Use A Condom Nor His Mind And Got His Ex Pregnant And Now Im Happy To Accept His Child Which He Created In Betrayal In My Love Sounds Insane

As I Was Vacuuming As My Children t

Were Both Fast Asleep I Heard My Doorbell Ringin I Stop Vacuuming

It Was Ten At Night I Had On Sweats And My Hair Was In A Ponytail I Wasn't Expecting Anyone

When I Opened The Door...And Its A White Girl Standing At My Door I Look Closely And Recognize That Its Was One Of Tiffany My Nanny Friends

"You Elizabeth Tiffany Friend Right"I Asked Still Trying To Figure Out Why She's At My Door

"Not Anymore She's A Slut She Slept With My Boyfriend...Listen I Came Over To Give You Some That You Might Wanna Hear...Tiffany's Been Plotting To Sleep With Your Husband"She Said.

"What?"I Asked

"She's Is In Love With August...I Even Have The Text Messages To Prove It She Even Said Somethings About You Tiffany Is Not To Be Trusted"She Said

I Read The Text Messages And This White Girl Wasn't Lying

Tiffany Said Things Like

"Lol I Can't Wait To Give August This Pussy"

"My Mouth Waters Just Thinkin About Suckin Him Up He Needa Realize He Needs Me In His Life"

"Omg And You Should See How They Argue All The Time She's Doesn't Take Care Of The Kids,Or Have A Job Like Shut The Fuck Up And Be Happy That August Still Deals With Your Ungrateful Ass"

"Thats Why August Be Staring At Me He Wants Me I Can See It In His Eyes He Tired Of That Of That Bitch He Needs A Real Woman In His Life"

And I Didn't Miss Quote Her Either Those Were Tiffamy Exact Words She Even Said Worse Things Than That

This Little Bitch Have Been Plottin