Christmas Was Less In 24 Hours Away And Our Home Was Filled With Decorations,Stockings With Each Person Named On It And A Big Ass White Tree Decorationed From Top To Both With A Beautiful Star On Top

Under That Tree Ayden And Azian Had Tons Of Gifts They Had Gifts From August,Me,Uncle Usher,Uncle Chris And Uncle Khaled I Mean It Was So Much Stuff I Couldn't Even Fit Everything Under Our Tree Its Ridiculous

I Was Standing In Of The Tree Just Looking It As I Was Thinking About How Blessed We Are August Came From Behind Me And Kissed My Neck

"Do You Think Two Little Boys Need So Much"I Asked

"Its Christmas I Gotta Go All Out Its Azian First Christmas And I Wanna Make It Special They Gon Be So Happy When They Wake Up And Open Up They Presents"August Said

"Its Gonna Take Us The Whole Day Too Open All This Up"I Said As I Smiled

"Yall Betta Get Up Early...You Know It Was Time When I Was Young We Ain't Even Have A Christmas Tree Or Have Presents..Cause My Mama Couldn't Afford It"He Said

"Thats Awful Every Child Deserves To See A Christmas Tree And At Least One Gift Under That Tree"I Said

"Some People Cant Afford It Tho...Its A Child Thats Gon Wake Up On Christmas To Nothing...Baby We Blessed Gotta Thank The Man Above For Making It All Possible"He Said

"Im Just Happy We Spending Christmas Together Aug"I Said

"About That Ziah...Im Booked For A Show In Miami I Just Got Off The Phone With My Manger I Gotta Leave Tonight"He Said

"August No...No Its Azian First Christmas You Cant Miss Christmas"I Said

"Bae....Please Don't Start I Give You Everything You Want,I Got Nina A Apartment Shes Out,I Got You A Mansion,A Personal Chef,Two Beautiful Babies And I Even Gave You My Last Name...What Else You Want From Me"He Said

"You...Thats Alll..."I Said

"You Got Me"He Said

"I Don't Got You Aug...Your Fans,Your Label,Your Manger They All Got You I Don't Have You I Only Have A Part Of You"I Said

"Aziah...Why You Always Gotta Be Ungrateful....Look Around Look At All This ..This Come From Me Working ! Ima Work Period ! You Ain't Gon Ever Stop Me From Providing"He Said

"You Know What You Full Of Shit August Alsina We Are Your Family And You Outta Start Treating Us Like It! "I Said

Than I Heard Azain Crying I Shook My Head At August

Than I Went Upstairs In Azian Roon

I Walked In And Azain Was Standin Up His Crib

"Whats Wrong Baby"I Said As I Picked Him Up

Azian Continue Crying As August Walked In

"Whats Wrong Lil Man"August Said

Azain Started Reaching His Arms Out To August

"Come On To Daddy"August Said Grabbin Him From Me

"You Ain't Tired Well Lets Read A Book..."August Said To Azian As He Sat Down In The Rocking Chair And Picked Up Azian's Favorite Book

"I Don't Want You To Go"I Said To August

He Looked At Me And Said "I Know You Don't"

I Didn't Not Want To Spend Christmas Without August At All

He Was All I Wanted For Christmas But I Wasnt Gon Get That At All

Later On That Night I Layed In Bed Watching Him Pack

"Smile"He Said To Me

I Rolled My Eyes And Said "No. .You Leaving Me On Christmas"

"Were Married We Gon Spend Many Many More Christmas Together Just Because I Miss One Doesn't Mean Its The End Of The World"He Said

"Well I Wish I Would've Known You Were Leaving Before I Gave Tiffany The Day Off I Was Dependin On Your Help"I Said

"Ya Mama Gon Be Here And Ya Father Gon Be Here You Gon Be Okay So Can You Stop Being Dramatic Please"August Said

I Stood Up And Wrapped My Arms Around His Neck And Said "I Love You"

"You Betta"August Said Smiling At Me

I Pressed My Lips Against His And Said "Walk Me Out"

He Grabbed His Suitcase And I Walked Him Down The Stairs We Got To The Front Door And I Said "Have A Safe Flight And Merry Christmas"

He Grabbed Me On My Ass And Said "Merry Christmas "

Than He Kissed Me

"Ima Call Soon As I Land Ight"He Said

"Bye"I Said

He Opened The Door And Walked Out And Just Like He Was Gone And I Couldn't Help But Feel Like It Didn't Feel Like Christmas Anymore While August Was Gone

I Missed Him Already Couldn't Believe I Was Spending Christmas Without My Husband

As I Was Thinking August Was Callin Me

I Answered And Said "You Forgot Something"

"Yeah I Left Something In The Driveway Go See If Its Still Out Ther"He Said

"What?"I Said

I Opened The Front Door And Saw It Was A Brand New All Black Rolls Royce And A Pink Ferrari In The Driveway

"Oh My God Aug.."I Said As I Smiled

"You Gave Me Two Babies Now You Got Two Babies Too...I Picked Em Out Myself"He Said

"I Love Em...I Love Both"I Said Smilin

"I Love You"He Said

"And I Love You...."I Said As I Smiled

"Merry Christmas"He Said

The Rolls Royce Was Nice But The Pink Ferrari Was Real Nice

But To Be Honest I Would Rather Have August Than To Have Both These Amazing Cars

I Still Wanted August For Christmas Thats All

But Ima Try To Make This A Good Christmas Without Him

The Next Morning It Was Christmas I Woke The Boys Up Extra Early And We Sat Under The Tree And Opened Most Of Their Gifts

Seeing My Babies Faces When They Opened Gift After Gift Was Priceless Kmowing That They Are Healthy And Happy Was Best Gift I Could Receive As A Mother

Ayden Was So Excited About Everything And Azian Had So Many Toy In Front Him But He Only Wanted His Favorite Blanket

We Took Pictures Sent Them To August And While They Were Playing With Their Toys My Mother Walked In "Merry Christmas" As She Smile

Ayden Jumped Up And Ran To My Mother "Oh My Sweet Baby" She Said As She Hugged Him

"Merry Christmas Ma...Did You Like Your Gift"I Asked Her As I Smile

"Im Wearing It Now..I Love My Ankle Bracelet...And My Diamond Necklace Is At Home Im Saving It For A Special Occasion"She Said

"For What Your Wedding Day"I Joked

"Actually Yes"She Said As She Showed Me Her Hand With An Engagement Ring On It

My Eyes Got Big And Said "Ma..David Proposed..."

I Stood Up And Grabbed Her Hand As She Said "He Proposed This Morning.." As She Smile

"Congratulations Mommy You Deserve To Be Happy"I Said

"I Do?"She Said Not Sure Of Her Self

"Yes...Yes You Do"I Said

She Smiled Down At Her Ring And Said "He's Really Something...Sometimes I Have To Pinch Myself Because He Seems To Good To Be True"

"Its Okay To Be Happy Ma"I Said I Was So Excited For Her

"Yes It Is...Wheres August"She Asked Me

"He Had A Show In Miami"I Said

"On Christmas"She Asked Me

"Yes..Its Just Me And My Boys And Our Chef Is The Kitchen Preparing Dinner"I Said

"Oh Sweetheart Im Sorry I Know You Was Looking Forward To Spending Christmas August"She Said

"I Really Was Ma..."I Said

"Well You Know In Marriage Its Alot Of Compromising"She Said

"Yea...But Do He Always Have To Choose His Career Over Me All The Time"I Said

"Im Sure He Wants To Be Here With His Family He Just Cant Be"My Mother Said

Than My Phone Ringed I I Picked It Up Off The Couch And It Was August

"Speaking Of The Devil"I Said As I Answered The Phone

"Hey Baby...Guess What My Mother Is Engaged To David"I Said

"Make Sure To Tell Her I Said Congrats..And Aye..I Got Something To Tell You"He Said

"What You Bought Me A Another Car"I Said As I Joked

"Nah...Its Something Important But You Gotta Promise Not To Be Mad"He Said To Me

And Now Im Like What The Fuck

"What Is It August"I Said

"Promise Me You Gon Get Mad"He Said

I Rolled My Eyes And Said "I Promise Now Tell Me"

"Ight...I Don't Know How To Say This Shit So Ima Just Say It..You Member That Bitch Kacy"He Asked

I Can't Lie When He Said That Bitch Name I Immediately Started Feeling Some Typa Of Way

"Your Ex Kacy Yeah I Do...What About Her! " I Said With An Attitude

"She Calmin Im The Father To Her Baby.....And I Don't Know If Its True Or Not But I Had To Tell Before You Heard It On The Blogs..Im Being A Man And Telling You As A Woman"He Said

My Face Was Completely Frozen I Didn't Know What To Say To Him