So Little Nina Basically Moved In And I Was Sick Of Her Already I Didn't Wanna Know Her I Just Didn't Like Her At All

For One She Laughed A Little Too Hard At His Jokes For Two She Was Cute Too Cute And For Three I Didn't Know What This Bitch Intentions Were

I Was Making Breakfast For Ayden And Azian

Ayden Was At The Table Eating Fresh Fruit And Azian Was In His High Chair Eating His Fingers

I Was Making Mixed Berry Pancakes,Apple Wood Smoked Bacon,Eggs And Banana Oatmeal

August Came Downstairs With His Shirt Off

I Made A Stankface As I Said "Could You Please Put On A Shirt"

"Why?"He Asked

I Wanted To Say So Bad Because I Don't Want That Bitch Looking At My Body And My Tattoos

But I Didn't

He Kissed Both Ayden And Azian "GoodMornin"

"Mornin Da Da"Ayden Said

August Smiled At Ayden Than

He Smiled At Me And Said "GoodMornin Beautiful"

As He Stood Behind Me And Kissed My Neck As If I Wasn't Upset With Him

"You Stayed Out Late Last Night"I Said

"I Was Out Chillin With Nay We Hit A Couple Of Clubs After We Left The Restaurant"He Said

I Faked Smiled And Said "Oh How Lovely"

"Why You Doin All That"He Asked

"Doing What"I Asked

"Being Extra...What Is It You Don't Like Her"He Asked

"I Don't Know Her"I Said Fixing Ayden Plate And Putting Infront Of Him

"Nay Nay The Homie When I Was Down In And Out Going Back From Houston To New Orleans She Had My Back She Let Me Sleep On Her Couch When I Ain't Have No Where Else To Go"He Said

"Okay August I Get She Your Homie..But Ya Homie Can't Stay Here Big Homie"I Said As I Began Feedin Azian

"She Only Crashin Here For A Few Days Ima Hook Her Up With A Apartment And Everything"He Said

"A Few Days And Shes Out August"I Said

Tiffany Walked In And Said "Sorry Im Late I Overslept I Stayed Up All Night Studying"

I Smiled And Said "Its Fine Tiffany"

"After The Boys Eat I'll Take To The Park And We Going To Play Ain't That Right Ayden"Tiffany Said

Ayden Just Smiled At Tiffany

"Wassup Tiff"August Said

"Where Is Your Shirt Don't Nobody Wanna See All That"Tiffany Teased

"Thats What I Told Him"I Said

"Am I Too Sexy For Yall Eyes"He Asked

"Oh Please"Tiffany Said

Than Nina Walked In Wearing Boyshorts And A Crop Shirt

"Something Smells Good"She Said As She Smied

Her Ass All Out And August All Cheesin And Shit

"Food On The Stove Help Yourself"I Said As I Walked Out Of The Kitchen

I Went Up To My Bedroom And August Followed Me

"What Is Your Problem"He Said Closing Our Bedroom Door

"How Can You Let Her Stay Here Without Even Askin Me In The First Place"I Asked

"I Thought This Was Our Home,Didnt Think I Need Your Permission"He Said

I Rolled My Eyes And Said "Its About Respect And How You Didn't Have Enough Respect For Me To Invite On Yo Little Date Last Night"

"Its Wasnt A Date And You Said It Yourself You Had To Studied"August Said

I Shook My Head And Said "You What Know What Lets Just Drop It...."

He Grabbed Me By Waist "No Talk To Me!"

Lookin Into My Eyes He Said "Do You Really Think I Would Fuck Her...In Our Home"

He Read Me Like A Book Easily

"How Low Of A Nigga Do You Think I Am I Wouldn't Do That To You "He Asked

I Looked At Him And Felt Bad For Being Jealous

"You RightIm Trippin,Sorry"I Said Being A Woman

He Kissed Me And Said "You Gotta Trust Me...Right Here Is Where I Wanna Be Ain't No Pussy In World More Important Than You I Like Us Being A Family And Im Not Gon Fucked This Up"

Looking At My Husband In His Eyes I Can Tell He's Sincere

I Held His Hand And Said "I Trust You"

I Placed My Hands On The Side Of His Face "Make Love To Me"

"Right Now"He Said Smilin

"Yes...Now...."I Said Smiling Back

"You Gotta Condom"He Asked Me

"A Condom? Excuse Me "I Asked

He Laughed Slightly " I Ain't Tryna Get You Pregnant Again We Already Got Two Expensive Boys I Dont Want Ni More Kids My Two Boys Is All I Need Maybe You Should Get Ya Tubes Tied"

"August Im Not Doin That I Might Want Another Baby In A Few Years"I Said

"I Don't Want Any At All I Got My Two Boys...So Can You Atleast Get On Some Type Of Birth Control"He Said

"Now I Will Do That,In Meanwhile Make That Pull Out Game Strong"I Said As I Giggled

Pullin His Dick Out

As I Kissed Him In His Mouth

I Grew Up As An Only Child,I Never Had No One To Play With Or Talk Too

I Watched My Babies Play Together Ayden Adores Azian

Im Teaching Them To Love And To Always Take Care Of Each Other

I Definitely Wanted More Children But August Wasn't Feelin That So I Did What Married People Do I Compromised

Later On That Day I Got An Call From My Father He Wanted To Have Lunch

By Me Trying To Be That Good Person I Am I Agreed To Meet Him For Lunch

I Met Him At An Small Cafe Across Town Because I Was Dieting I Only Order Water With A Lemon Wedge

I Waited For Him About 20 Minutes

Than Finally I Saw My Handsome Father Walking In He Sees Me And Smile At Me As He Walked Over To Me

He Came Over Hugged Me And Said "Sorry Im Late,I Had A Few Extra Patients"

He Sat Across Me And Said "You Look Beautiful"

I Smiled Politely

Than I Said "Its Feel So Weird To Be Sitting Here With You I Feel Like An Complete Stranger"

"Well Thats Why Im Here..I Wanna Change That...Look I Know That Your An Grown Woman Now But I Want To Build Some Kind Of Relationship With You,I Know I Did Alot Of Crappy Things Back Than But I Want You To Get To Know The Man I've Changed To"He Said

I Took A Deep Breath And Said "Why Now Im Almost 25 Years Old......I Don't Need You Anyone"

"Because I Don't Wanna Lose Another 25 Years Of Not Being In Your Life I Wanna See My Grandchild I Want To Be In His Life"He Said

"Grandchildren I Just Had A Another Baby Azian Christopher Alsina" I Stated

He Smiled And Said "Christopher You Named Him After Me"

"Well I've Always Like The Name Christopher And Plus Its A Glow In His Eyes That Reminds Of Yours"I Said

He Smiled And Said "I Have To Meet Him"

"Why So You Can Leave Them Too Like You Left Me,Daddy I Just Got To Know What Was It Was It Me Am I The Reason You Left Me. .I Need To Know "I Said On The Verge Of Crying I Just Had To Knoe

He Shook His Head No And Said "No It Wasn't You It Was Me I Was An Fool Young And Stupid I Was Wrong I Promise You That I Will Never Leave You Again Im Here Now I Can't Build An Time Machine But I Can Do Better"

When You Young And Don't Know Now Better You Spend Alot Of Days Blaming Yourself

I Spent So Many Days In The Mirror Fixing My Hair,Puttin On My Best Sunday Dresses Thinkin If I Looked Better Maybe Just Maybe Daddy Will Come Back

But Daddy Never Came Back That Make Insecurities In Young Woman Permanent

And You Hold On To Those Insecurities In Your Adulthood

And Its Sad Story That Never Ends Well

I Was Staring At My Biggest Heartbreaker In His Eyes

And For The Sake Of My Children Who Should Know Their Grandfather

I Allowed My Father Back Into My Left