About Four Months Later I Gave Birth To Our Second Baby Boy Azian

(Ah Zi An)

I Was Labour For Hours But This Time I Had Epidural Thank You Lord I Wasnt In That Much Pain

August Was On A Plane To Me But I Ended Up Giving Birth Before He Made It Here

Another Child I Pushed Out By All By Myself With No Help Nor Support From My Husband

When I Heard My Baby Cry For The First Time I Was Reminded How Sweet This Life Can Be And Even Though August Wasn't There I Was Still Happy My Baby Is Strong And Healthy

Tears Of Joy Feel From My Eyes He Was Beautiful He Had A Full Head Of Hair,So Small,And Eyes Looked Just Like I Was Looking Into August Eyes

It Was A Strong Healthy Boy Whom I Love Dearly

Holding My Baby Boy In My Arms Makes Me Feel Like A Whole New Woman Again

Azian Christopher Alsina Love At First Sight

I Looked Down At My Sweet Baby And Said "Nice Too Meet You Azian"

I Kissed Azian Forehead As He Cried

"Everyones Been Waiting For You....You Have A Big Brother Who's Been So Anxious To Meet You...And A Daddy Who's Love You So Much He's Stop His World Tour Just For You"I Said

I Was Happy My Baby Was Healthy And I Was On The Phone With My Other Baby

"BaaBy"Ayden Yelled Out

I Smiled And Said "Yes Ayden Baby"

"Baby"Ayden Said In A Cute Little Adorable Voice

I Giggled

August Walked In "You Couldn't Hold Em In For A Few More Days"

I Smiled And Said "No Darling Mother Nature Waits For No One Not Even August Alsina The R&B Sensatiom"

August Started Washing His Hands

I Looked Down At Azain "Daddys Finally Here"

"Ma Ma Ma..."Ayden Said

"Yes Ayden.."I Said

"Wassup Buddy You Ready To Meet Your Brother"August Said As Grabbed The Phone

"Yas.."Ayden Said Being Excited

" Tell Ya Grandma To Get You Ready...Im Sendin Car To Get Yall Right Now"August Said

"Okay See You Soon"My Mama Said

I Hung Up The Phone As August Picked Azian Up In His Arms

"Wassup Little Man.....You Pissed Alot Of People Off Today They Mad You Got My Full Attention"August Said

"You Gon Always Miss Our Children Being Born"I Asked

"I Was Out Getting Money So Prince Ayden,Azian And Queen Aziah Can Live Good,Besides I Don't Wanna See Yo Pussy Busting Opening Anyways "He Said

"You Don't Have Too Watch It Comin Out But For Once I Would Love It If You Would Be By My Side Holdin My Hand"I Explained

"You Hear Your Mama Complainin...She Nevers Satisfied But You'll Get Use To It"He Said To Azian

I Rolled My Eyes And Said "Whatever Anyways How Long Will You Be Home"

"I Just Talked To My Manger I Gotta Be Back In London In Two Days"August Said

"Two Days But We Just Had A Baby"I Said

"And Unfortunately The World Doesn't Stop The Show Must Go On And The Way We Keep Havin Babies We Need All The Money We Can Get"He Said

When Me And August We're Just Boyfriend And Girlfriend I Didn't Really Care If August Put His Career Over Us

But We're Married Now We Have Two Children Now We Should Be First On His Agenda Not Second Or Last

But We Just Had A Baby I Ain't Tryna Kill The Vibe For This Moment Was To Sweet To Spoil By Arguing

"I Miss You"I Said To August

"Not As Much As I've Missed You"He Said As He Walkdd Over And Kissed My Forehead

His Scent Hits My Nose As My Eyes Are Laid On The View Of Him Smiling Holding Our Second Born

We We're Finally Doin Things Right And Felt Good To Be A Family

Thank You Lord For Everything You Blessed Me With For My Good Health And Surrounding Me By Good People

I Now Had Two Little Precious Angels

Over The Next Few Months I Spent My Days Taking Care Of My Children,Working Out,In School

I Was Happy With My Life I Was Doing Things That I Wanted To Do

And Even Though Thier Are Day When Im Tired I Still Count My Blessings

Ayden And Azian Gave Me Life My Kids Mean The Whole World To Me Its Because Of Them That I Am Still Breathing

As You Can See I Didn't Have Time For Foolishness I Was Too Busy Being A Mother Wife And Woman

As Those Months Went By August Finally Finished His Tour And Was Back Home With Me And The Boys

Just In Time For The Holidays

Christmas Were Weeks Away..It Was Azian First Christmas

I Was In The Kitchen Having A Cup Of Tea Studying At Our Kitchen Table

When August Walked In And Said "Lets Go Out Tonight"

"Can't Studying"I Said Still Reading Out Of My Textbook

Every Since August Got Off Tour Hes Been Bore When He's Not Makin Music,Tourin,Or Doing Interviews Hes At Home Buggin Me

"We'll Can I Atleast Have Sex With My Wife Tonight That Would Be Nice"He Said

I Smiled "Whats Up With This Attitude" I Asked

"I Don't Have An Attitude I Just Wanna Spend Some Time With My Wife"He Said

"Well Im Sorry If I Haven't Been Giving You My Full Attention But August Its Not Easy I Take Care Of Our Kids,Take Care Of Our House,Im Working Out Busting My Ass To Look Good For You And On Top Of That Im Tryin To Stay Focused In School"I Said

"What About Me Attending To Your Husband And"He Asked

"My Husband Has Been Getting Up In This All Night And Day"I Said

"That Ain't Enough I Want More"He Said

I Stood Up And Said "I Can See That...So What You Want Me To Do"I Asked

"Put Ya Cape On...And Be The Superwoman I Married"He Said

I Walked Over To Him And Kissed His Lips "Why Don't You Go Upstairs Showered And When Im Finished Studying I'll Put On My Cape And Than I'll Put It On You"

"I Like When You Talk Like That"He Said As He Grabbed Me By Waist

"You Love It"I Said Biting My Bottom Lip

He Leaned In And Kissed Me As His Lips Were Pressed Against Mines Our Doorbell Ranged

"It's Ten At Night Who Could That Be?"I Asked

"Go See..."He Slapping Me On My Ass

I Walked Out Of The Kitchen Through The Hall To The Front Door

When I Opened The Door It Was A Female Standing There She Had Luggage And Everything

She Was Thick Light Skin With Dimples She Smiled And Said "You Must Be Mrs.Alsina....Wow Its So Weird Me Calling You That"

I Looked At Her And Said "Im Sorry Who Are You?"

"Im Nina But Everybody Calls Me NayNay ...Im August Bestfriend"She Said

August Came To The Door And Yelled "Nay Nay"

She Smiled As She Dropped Her Luggage And Hugged August

"Its Been Too Long...Too Long I Missed You"She Said

While Im Standing Here Salty While They Having A Reunion

After They Hugged And She Smiled And Said "Dang A Niggga Leave The Hood Forget His People"

"Neva...I Been Busy I Just Got Off Tour What You Doin In Atlanta Nigga"He Asked Her

"I Just Moved Here...Like Literally Im Fresh Off The Train...Ay You Think I Can Crash Here For A Little While Just Untill I Can Find A Place"She Asked

And Without Asking Me He Opened His Mouth And Said "Of Course...You Needa A Place...I Got You Ima Hook You Up"

She Smiled And Said "Good Lookin You Think You Can Feed A Bitch Im Straving The Struggle Is Real"

He Laughed And Said "Let Me Get My Keys Ima Take You The Best Fried Chicken Place In Atlanta Come In Mi Costa Your Costa"

She Laughed And Said "Lil August All Grown Up Boy You Know Im So Proud Of You"

Im Still Standing There And August Just Ignoring Me He Really Lets This Bitch Stay With Us With Out Asking Me

Would You Believe That He Didn't Even Invite Me To Go With Him And NayNay

Like What The Fuck Is Really Goin On