It Was Finally My Birthday...And Me And August Still Wasn't On Good Terms

He's Been Acting Up And I Just Don't Got Time For A Nigga Tryna Play Me Again

I Can't Trust Him Because He Lies To Me

He Wanna Run Around With Mircale All Over Atlanta And Embrass Me Got Me Looking Stupid And On Top Of It He Don't Even Wanna Marry Me

Im Glad I Took That Ring Off Maybe Its For The Best I Hope Its For The Best

I Love Him But I Don't Feel Like He Love Me Enough

I Was Out Looking At This Apartment It Was Small But Decent And If I Start Immediately Working I Can Afford It

The Realtor Who Was Showing Me The Place Said To Me"At This Price This Offer Won't Last Long"

"Can I Move In Right Away After I Give You The First Month Rent And Deposit"I Asked

"You Sure Can...Its A Nice Place,A Quiet Neighborhood People Mind Their Business Around Here Your Gonna Love It Here"She Said

Than I Got A Phone Call From Jalen And I Immediately Starting Smilin

"Excuse Me"I Said To The Realtor

"Take All The Time You Need"She Said As She Kindly Smile

I Answered The Phone And Said "Whats Up Stranger?"

"Happy Motherfuckin Birthday"Jalen Screamed In The Phone

I Giggled And Said "Thank You"

"Turn Up...I Miss You"He Said

"I Miss You Too...I Got The Invitation The Other Day In The Mail...The Big Day Coming Up Soon"I Said

"Yeah...Mimi's Great She Cooks For Me,Take Care Of Me When Im Sick What More Can I Asked For...Hows The Engagement Going"He Asked

"Not So..Good...I Don't Think Im Engaged Anymore"I Said Softly

"Trouble In Paradise...Or Should I Say Trouble In The Zoo"Jalen Said

"Oh You Saw That"I Asked Feeling Embarrassed

"Yeah Me And Everybody Else......Why You Let That Nigga Make You Look Dumb"He Asked

"I Have No Idea...Jalen"I Said Shameful

"Don't Let Him Get You Down Cheer Up..Its Your Birthday Ay Im Coming To Atlanta In A Few Months Lets Link Up And Have Cake"He Said

I Smiled And Said "I Would Love That"

"Okay Beautiful...Im At Work...Call You Soon...Oh Yeah I Love You"He Said

I Know He Wanted Me To Say It Back But I Just Said "Goodbye Jalen" And Hung Up

It Was Nice Hearing From Him

Everyone But August Told Me Happy Birthday

Thats Just One Of The Many Reason Why I Went Along And Got The Apartment

I Was Sick Of Being Unappreciated He Could Of Least Told Me Happy Birthday But He Didn't

I Was Angry These Last Weeks But Now I Was Pissed

Just Another Day In Atlanta And Its Raining Outside And Im Hungry As Ever

After I Walked Out Of The Apartment Building Holding An Red Umbrella

When I Saw August

He Was Standin Outside With A Black Hoodie

"You Followed Me"I Said As I Rolled My Eyes

"You Think You Leavin Me"He Said

"Give Me One Good Reason Why I Shouldn't"I Asked

"Because You Love Me,Because You Aint Never Gon Stop Lovin Me"He Said Walking Closer To Me

"What Do You Really Want August"I Asked

"You!"He Yelled

I Shooked My Head And "Nah...You Don't"

"Stop!"He Grabbed Me By My Waist

"Stop Running Away From Me!"He Yelled At Me

"Im Not Running August....I Can't Be With You If You Got Feelings For Someone Else"He Said

"But See Thats Thing I Don't Got Feelings For Her...Baby Things We Just Movin So Fuckin Fast...I Got Cold Feet Thats The Only Reason I Went To Go See That Girl...I Love You And I Want To.... No Fuck That I Will Marry You.."He Said

"How Do I Know You Won't Get Cold Feet Again How Do I Know You Really Want Me"I Asked

"Because I Got Two Tickets To Vegas "He Said

I Looked Him In His Eyes And Said "You Crazy You Wanna Elope?"

"Im Crazy About You...I Wanna Show That My Love Is Real...Lets Get Married Tonight"He Said

"Your Serious"I Said As I Giggled

"Im Very Serious...So You Gon Marry A Nigga Or Nah"He Asked

I Touched His Cheek With My Soft Hands "You Have To Promise Me To Never Lie To Me Again"

"I Promise You... Now Marry Me"He Said Looking In My Eyes

"Okay...Lets Not Waste Another Second...Lets Get Married"I Said Placin My Arms Around His Neck Kissin Him

"We Gettin Married Girl"He Yelled Out

As I Giggled Non Stop

That Same Day We Flew Out To Vegas And We Did It We Got Married

We Didn't Call Our Family Nor Friends It Was Just God And Us

We We're Now Mr.And Mrs.Alsina And It Felt Good

I Never Really Wanted A Wedding Anyways All I Wanted Was Him

On Our Way Home We Were In 1st Class And August Who Was Sitting Next To Me Laid On Me

I Smiled And Said "That Was So Exciting We Should Get Married More Often"

"Girl I'll Marry Everyday"He Said As I Laughed

"I Can't Wait To Get Home To Ayden..."I Said

"He Probably Driving Ya Mama Crazy By Now...Lil Bad Ass"August Said

"She Loves It Though...Ayden Knows He Can Do Whatever When Mama Watches Him She Lets Get Away With Anything"I Said

"Nigga I Know You Is Not Talkin Shw Just Like You"He Said

"I Don't Let Ayden Get Away With Things"I Said

"You Always Do..You Let Him Sleep In The Bed With Us,You Let Him Throw His Food On The Ground And Still Gives Him Dessert You Take Him To The Grocery Store With You And Let Him Get All Typa Of Sugary Sweet Snacks That He Don't Pose To Have..."He Said

"That's Because He Gives Me This Sweet Angel Face...Makes Me Forgot About Whateva He Did..I Can't Help It Ayden Knows Exactly What To Do When Im Upset With Him"I Said Smilin

"Let Him Try That Shit With Me He Know Daddy Don't Play..."He Said

He Coughed

I Felt His Forehead With The Back Of My Hand And Said "You Kinda Warm...You Might Be Getting Sick We Might Not Make It To Paris For Our Honeymoon"I Said

"We Goin To Paris...Whether Im Sick Or Not..And I Feel Just Fine"He Said As She Cough Again Than Laid On Me Again With His Eyes Close

"Just Get Some Rest Goodnight..Husband"I Said

"Goodnight Wife"He Said As Slowly Feel Asleep"

I Had A Beautiful House With A Pool,A Heathly Child And One The Way,A Husband,And Finally Everything I Ever Wanted

I Couldn't Be More Happier Than I Was

I Was Really Married.....And I Just Wanna Be A Good Wife He Deserves

We Made Back To Atlanta And Me August Were Planning A Reception After The Reception We Were Off To Paris For Our Honeymoon

We Were Home He Carried Me Inside

I Giggled And Said "Somebodys Been Working Out"

"You Just Now Noticing"He Said As He Smiled

My Mother Looked At Us When We Walked In And Said "Oh Now...Please Don't Tell Me Yall Eloped"

I Smiled And Said "We Weren't Going To Tell Anyone Untill The Reception But We Are Officially Mr.And Mrs.Alsina"

"I Made Her My Wife"He Said As He Put Me Down

"What Happen To Having A Traditional Wedding"My Mother Asked

"Ma...I Really Didn't Want A Wedding Anyways...I It Was Just Me And Him Just Us And Meant More To Me Than Any Ol Wedding"I Said

"Well Than...So Much For Throwing You A Bridal Shower..."She Said

"Ma..Be Happy"I Said

Than She Smiled And Said "Well Congratulations...I Wish You Many Many Years Of Happiness"

"Thank You Mama"I Said Smiling

"I Want You Two To Know Somethin...When Your Married Its A Whole Another Ball Game..The Devil Will Stay Busy People Will Try To Come In Between You But As Long As You Stay Committed Stay Strong And Remember The Love And That ...The First Year Is The Hardest But Hold On To Each Other"She Said

Than She Hugged August And Said "You Start Callin Me Mama Now...We We're Family Now"

He Hugged My Mama Back "Ight Mama"

Than My Mother Hugged Me And Said "I Wish You Would've Invited Me But Im Still Happy For You..You Be A Good Wife You Hear Me"

"I Will"I Said

It Felt Good To Be At Home With My Husband

I Didn't Know What We're Up Against Or How Hard Marriage Could Be I Was Thinking Of All The Bad Things That Could Go Wrong

All That Matters Was That He Stepped Up And Made Me His Wife

Out Of All The Females Around The World He Choose Me To Spend The Rest Of His Life With And You Don't Know How Much That Means To Me

I Vowed To Be Faithful True,Loyal,To Take Care Of Him When He's Sick,To Love Him On His Worst Day,To Help Him Up When He's Down On His Knees

For Richer Or Poorer Better Or Worst I Vowed To Love Him And His Flaws Unconditionally

Even If He Loses Every Dime He Own I Will Still Love Him.....Even When Im Angry With Him I Will Still Love Him

I Will Fight For Him,I Will Support Him,I Will Be With Him Until God Calls Me Home And Even In Our After Life I Will Still Love Him Always And Forever