Back In Atlanta And I Can't Wait To Get Off This Damn Tour Bus….Im Tried Of Traveling And Going To City To City I Been Working So Damn Hard I Lost My Damn Voice

I Got In Early I Used My Key And Creep Up The Stairs Ziah Was Knocked Out

Smiling To My Self As I Took My Shirt Off And My Shoes Off

I Went To Check On My Babies…Just Like They Mama They Asses Was Out

I Went Back In My Room And Crawled In Bed With Aziah

I Placed My Hand On That Ass "Get Up"

She Opened Her Eyes And Smiled "August? Why Didn't You Tell Me You Was Coming In Early I Woulda Picked You Up From The Airport"

"I Caught An Uber…I Know You Was Dealing With The Kids And Taking Care Of Shit Here…I Know You Exhausted"I Told Her

"Yass...Its Hard When You Not Here..At Least You Only Been Gone For 3 Months This Time"She Said

She Climbed On Top Of Me And Kissed My Neck

"Anything Happened While You Was Gone?"She Said

"Nothing Exciting…Just Money Fans,And Working Hard"I Said

I Grabbed On That Ass And Licked My Lips She Already Knew What Time It Was

Than Her Phone That Was Laying Next To Us Started Ringing

She Quickly Grabbed It And Declined It

"Who Was That"I Asked

"Probably The Wrong Number"She Said

"Wrong Number..Its 4 In The Morning"I Said

"I Declined It Because I Didn't Recognize The Number"She Said

"Call It Back"I Said

"Call It Back For What?"She Said

"Just To See Who It Is..…It Could Be Somebody Important"I Said

"It Couldn't Be Because The Most Important In The World To Me Is Right Here Infront Of Me"She Said Smiling As She Kissed My Lip

I Felt Like She Was Lying To Me

But Still I Ended Up Getting Up In Them Guts Making Her Scream Uncontrollably Until She Tapped Out

Put That Ass To Bed Like I Always Do

She Was Fast Asleep When I Grabbed Her Phone And Went To The Bathroom And Locked The Door

I Called The Number Back

And What Do You Know A Nigga Answered The Phone

"Hello"He Said

"Somebody Called Aziah"I Said

"Who"The Nigga Said

"Aziah"I Said

"….I Don't Know Who That Is.…I Was Tryna Call My Brother The Nigga Posed To Be Picking Me Up And Taking Me To Work..My Bad I Musta Dial The Wrong Number"He Said

I Felt Relieved And Said "Its All Good…"

"Alright Sorry Bout That Again"He Said

I Hung Up

I Was Tripping…Ziah Would Never Cheat On Me She Love Me Too Damn Much

I Felt Silly For Even Questioning My Baby I Crawled In The Bed And I Got Like Three Hours Of Sleep

I Woke Up To Ayden Jumping In My Bed

"Boy If You Don't Stop Jumping In My Bed..Ima Jump On You"I Said Smiling

I Grabbed My Son And Kiss Him And Said "I Miss You"

"I Miss You"He Said

"You Been Good"I Asked

"No"He Said Smiling

"Aye.. At Least You Honest About It"I Said Smiling To Myself

Azian Was Walking In

I Sat Up And Smiled "You Walking Na"

He Walked All The Way To Me I Picked Him Up And Said "Ya Walked…You Walked To Me" Couldn't Been More Proud It Was My First Time Seeing Him Walk

I Kissed His Cheeks As Aziah Walked In And Said "One Minute They Can't Barely Stand Up The Next Minute They Walking"

"Im Surprise You Can Even Walk After Last Night"I Said Smiling At Her

"Shut Up"She Said Smiling

"Daddy Can You Take Me To The Toy Store Today"He Asked

"Yeah And You Need A Haircut Ima Have My Baber Come Through And We Can Haircut..First I Gotta Go Handle Some Business"I Said

"What Kind Of Business…You Just Got Off Tour"Aziah Said To Me

"I Know…I Have Some Things To Take Care With My Label About My Contract"I Lied

"Well I Made Have Reservations Tonight So Don't Forget "She Said

"After I Finish…Toy Store,Haircut,Dinner I Got It"I Said

After Breakfast I Showered Got Dressed And Headed Over To Miracle Crib

When I Got There Her Mama Opened The Door

I Smiled And Said "Hey Mrs.Watts"

Her Mama Looked At Me With This Mean Ass Grinned And Said "August.…You Going To Be A Father Congrats"

I Should Of Known Miracle Couldn't Keep Her Mouth Closed For Shit

Miracle Came To The Door "Hey...We Can Talk In My Room"

Her Mama Still Mean Mugging Me As I Walked In

Miracle Took Me To Her Room And Locked Her Bedroom Door

"I Ask Ya Do One Thing And You Couldn't Even Do It"I Said As I Sat Down On Her Bed

"I Didn't Tell Her She Guessed....People Are Going To Find Out Sooner Or Later…"She Said As She Sat Down Next To Me

"We Have Our First Doctors Appointment Next Week…But If You Need Me To Work Around You Schedule I Can Do That"She Said

I Just Looked At Her As She Went On And On

"I Wanna Get Started On The Nursery Right Away All Unisex Color…Im Thinking All White We Need To Hire A Nanny But I Can Just Move My Mama In And She Can Help Me"She Said

"Miracle..Stop.…You Can't Have This Baby"I Said

She Looked At Me And Said "What Do You Mean I Know I Can't Have It Now Silly But 9 Months Is Going By Fast"

"You Gotta Get A Abortion"I Said

"Abortion"She Said Looking At Me Confused

"Aziah...Gon Snapped If She Found You Pregnant With My Baby"I Said To Her

She Stood And Said "Are You Seriously Saying I Can't Have This Baby Because Of What Your Wife Thinks..I Don't Care What She Think Or Anyone Thinks...I Want My Baby!"

Her Eyes Was Watering Up...Man I Hate Doing Her Dirty Like This

"Miracle...How The Hell You Gon Take Care Of This Baby That Little Lash Company You Own...Ain't Gon Cut It…A Baby Is Expensive"I Said

"I'll Find A Way...I Can Get A Job..."She Said Folding Her Arms

"A Job"I Said Laughing

"Girl When The Last You Had A Job"I Said

"Fuck You August…You Know What I Know That Your Selfish Just Didn't Think You Would Eva Look Me In My Eyes And Tell Me To Kill A Child That We Made While Making Love"She Said

"What Is Wrong With You…I Don't Love You We Fuck...Never Have I Eva Made Love To You Girl….You Think Keepin This Baby Gon Make Me Love You Make Me Wanna Be With You?…If You Think That You Must Be Smoking Dick..Cause Me You We Never Gon Be Together Again"I Said

"Funny How You Say You Don't Love Me But When Life Kick Your Ass…Im The First Person You Running To…And Im Always Playing Myself For You Its Because I Love You..The Only Reason Why Put Up With The Shit You Put Me Through Do You Think I Go Around Sleeping With Married Men! No!"She Said Raising Her Voice

"You Got Me Out Here Looking Stupid And Everyone Knows It My Own Mama Knows Im A Side Chick…Do You Know How Embarrassing That Is"She Said Breakin Down

Man I Just Sat There Quietly Cause I Ain't Know What To Say I Just Knew I Felt Bad

She Shook Her Head And Wiped Her Eyes And Said "You Know What Im Done August...With Everything !"She Screamed

Thats When I Stood Up And I Grabbed Her

And She Looked Me In My Eyes And Said "Why Do You Hate Me So Much August..What Have I Ever Did Wrong To You" And She Burst Out Crying

I Grabbed And Put Her Head On My Chest And She Was Just Cry Uncontrollably

"I Don't Hate Ya..I Never Said That"I Said

"Listen To Me You Love Me Right"I Asked Her

She Looked Me Faithfully In My Eyes And Said "Yes"

"Than Don't Have This Baby…Its Gon Make Me Resent You …If You Have This Baby Me And You Will Never Have Chance To Be Together Again"I Said Looking Her In Eyes Lying My Ass Off

"If I Get A Abortion What Ima Tell My Mama"She Said Softly

"Tell Her…You Lose It"I Said

"Im Scared…I Never Did This Before"She Said

"Its Easy…We Gon Go To The Best Abortion Clinic In Atlanta"I Said To Her

"Lets Go Today..I Just Wanna Get It Over With"She Said

I Had Told My Son I Was Gon Take Him To The Toy Store And Had Promised My Wife I Would Have Dinner With Her Tonight

All That Was Cancelled Right Na I Gotta Get Rid Of This Baby Before Anyone Found Out