After I Ended Up Spending The Whole Day With Rell About I Was In Bed Wasn't Sleep Tho Around About 2 In The Morning I Felt August Crawled Into Bed With Me And Usually I Would Be So Happy That He Was Home But Right Now I Don't Even Wanna See His Ass

We Still Wasn't Talking….But I Was Hoping Just Hoping That He Would Stand Up Put His Pride To The Side And Atleast Tell That He Was Sorry

But As Always I Was Just Asking For Too Much From August

Two Lovers Laid In Bed That Night Laid There As Two Strangers

The Next Morning He Got Up Early And Got In The Shower He Left His Phone On The Bed

I Was Still Laying In Bed Having One Of Them Days Azian Was Laying Next To Me Literally Trying To Eat His Toes Off

I Smiled And Said "Zian If You Eat All Of Your Toes Off Now What You Gon Eat For Dinner"

As Always Zian Payed Me No Mind

I Heard A Phone Ring And I Looked Over And It Was August Phone Ringing On The Night Stand I Got Up And Picked It Up

And I Saw A Picture Of Miracle Calling

Now Why Would She Been Callin Him Early In The Morning But August Swears He Ain't Fuckin Her

I Quickly Picked Up The Phone And Said " Hello"

She Got Real Quiet And Didn't Say A Word

"No Need To Get Quiet I Know Who You Are He Got Ya Picture Saved Under Your Contact"I Said

"I'll Call Him Back Later"She Said

"No You Shouldn't Be Calling Him At All…Unless You Have Something You Wanna Confess To Me"I Said

"Confess…Me And August Is Just Friends…We Not Sleeping Together At All We Just Friends Thats All"She Said

"He's Married The Only Friend He Needs Is Me And Jesus And Last Time I Checked You Aren't The Son Of The Holy Spirit Now Is You…? Ima Ask You One Time To Stay Away From Him"I Said Calmly

"Or What You Gon Bust My Windows Again"She Said

"You Wanna Be Me So Badly You Want My Husband My Children My Glamorous Life You Dying To Be Me Aren't You" I Said With A Smirk On My Face

"Girl I Don't Wanna Be Yo Little Insecure Ass At All…You Sound Stupid If August Was My Man I Wouldn't Be Pushing Him Away By Nagging And Complaining All Damn Day You Bout To Have A Ex Husband And You Don't Even Know It So Tell Me Again Why Would I Wanna Be You?" She Said So Cocky And Arrogant

August Walked Out The Bathroom Wearing Only A Towel Wrapped Around Him I Could've Of Just Punch Him In His Face For How Pissed I Was

He Looked Over At That Night Stand And Notice His Phone Was In My Ear

"What Ya Doing"He Said As Snatched His Phone Out Of My Hands

"I Already Talk To Her"I Said Sitting On The Bed Folding My Arms Calmly

"Why You Picking Up My Phone Anyways.. .Do I Pick Up Your Phone? No I Don't !"He Said

"I Don't Lie To You"I Said

"I Don't Lie To You Either"He Said

"Bullshit Just The Other Day You Told Me You Wasn't Talking To Her You Said You Just "Ran Into Her" ….So How She Get Ya Number…Why She Calling ?"I Asked

"You Need To Chill I Ain't In The Mood For This Shit Today! "He Said To Me

"If You Love Her That Much…..Than Go Be With Her Why Are You Here.…You Clearly Doing Everything In Yo Power For Us To Divorce…Just Make It Easy On All Of Us Cause I Don't Really Think I Have In Me To Go Through This With You Again! "I Screamed

Making Azian Cry

I Picked Him Up "Im Sorry Azian"As A Tear Fell From My Eyes

August Looked At Me And Said "My Maw Maw Is In The Hospital Having Surgery On Heart Today"

"Right Sure She Is"I Said Rolling My Eyes

He Got Real Angry "What Is Wrong With You….You So Fucked Up Inside That Lil Head Of Yours You Think Im Lying About Everything Even My Fuckin Grandmother Its Something Is Seriously Wrong With Ya…I Don't Know How Much Longer I Can Take This Shit From You Why Would I Lie About My Grandmother Having Heart Surgery Do That Even Sound Right With Ya Stupid Ass…" He Said

He Grabbed His Keys And I Was Sitting There Looking Stupid Cause He Was Right…Why Would He Lie About His Grandmother Having Heart Surgery

He Threw On A White Tee With Some Basketball Shorts And He Left

Thinking To Myself That I Probably Just Push August Into Womans Arms By Accusing Him Of Lying

Sometimes I Don't Know Why I Love Her Why I Even Stay With Her She Not The Same She Turned Into This Little Insecure Monster

Everything Is Always A Lie…Nothing I Ever Do Is Right

Calling Me A Lie About My Maw Maw Is Where I Draw The Limit Enough Was Enough

Had To Get Away Take A Drive Clear My Mind As Im Driving Around Miracle Called Me I Answered And Said "Don't You Ever Call My Phone Early In The Morning Again…You Starting Arguments And Shit And Ain't Nobody Got Time For That Shit"

"My Bad...I Didn't Think She Would Answer Your Phone"She Said

"Come On Na We Talkin Bout Aziah"I Said

"You Right And It Won't Happen Again…You Good Tho"She Asked

"My Head All Fucked Up Its Alot Going On"I Said

"Well Im Making Breakfast…You Hungry Come Over Let Me Feed You"She Said

After Me And Ziah Getting Into It The Last I Need To Be Doing Is Run My Black Ass To Miracle

But Its Something About Miracle…I Just Couldn't Keep My Ass From Her From Too Long And She Knew That Shit

"Im About Ten Minutes Away Im Finna Pull Up"I Said To Her

"Okay Baby" She Said

She Hung And When She Hung Up Ziah Was Calling

I Answered It

"Hello"I Said

"I Don't Wanna Fight Aug…Can You Come Back So We Can Talk"She Asked

"Talk About….It Ain't No Talking To You!…With You We Always Gotta Argue Cause You Don't Know How To Talk To Motherfuckas"I Yelled

"I Feel So Bad Aug...And I Just Want Us To Fix This!'She Said

"Its Always Something With You…Do You Live Ya Life O Making Me Miserable"I Asked Her

"Really?"She Said

"Yeah Reallly…I Really Wanna Know Ziah…Why You Always Wanna Make My Life Hard"I Asked

"I Make Your Life Hard….? If It Im That Bad Than Why Did You Fight So Hard To Get Me Back"She Asked Me

"Because I Love You! What Don't You Understand About That Shit! I Fuckin Love Your Insecure Petty Ass! Everybody Else Can See That Shit How Come You Can't"I Asked

"Because Im Too Busy Answering The Phone Calls Of Your Exs You Say You Love Me But You Show Me That You Don't Give A Fuck About Me "She Said

"Well I Tell You What Ziah If You Feel Like That…Than Gon Head Pack Ya Bags Up And Leave And This Time Promise You That I Won't Try And Stop You And I Put That On Our Unborn!"I Yelled

"Maybe I Will"She Said

"Well Do What You Gotta Do"I Said As I Hung Up On Her

I Probably Should've Call Her Back And Told Her I Love Her And Told Her That I Care About Her But Tell You Truth A Nigga Pride Was Just As Bad As Hers Was

So I Ended Up At Mircale House

She Opened The Door Smiling Was So Happy To See A Nigga

"What Took You So Long"She Said Smiling

"Watch Out Don't Be Checking Me You Kno Betta….Im Hungry Fix Me Some Food"I Said

"Give Me My Hug First"She Said As She Opened My Arms And Wrapped Me Up In Her Arms She Smelled So Fuckin Good

After She Released Me From Her Arm

She Grabbed My Hand And Lead Me To The Kitchen

"I Hope You Hungry"She Said

"As Hell"I Said

We Walked In Her Kitchen I Sat Down And Watch Her Make Me A Plate She Had All That Ass Out Knowing Damn Well A Nigga Was Looking

She Made Bacon,Scramble Eggs,French Toast,Grits,And Ham

Girl Throwed Down She Filled A Nigga Up And Afterwards She Did The Dishes

"That's Was So Good Thank Ya"I Said

"What August Alsina Being A Gentleman"She Joked

"See You Just Fucked It All Up I Take My Thank You Back"I Said

"You Already Said It No Take Backs..…You Bouta Go Home To Your Wife And Kids"She Asked

"Actually I Was Wondering If I Could Chill Out Here You Busy Today"I Asked Her

"No…I Have No Plans Todays We Can Chill Watch Some Movies Or Something…I Just Wanna Take Ya Mind Off Things At Home"She Said As She Continued Cleaning The Dishes

"Its Nice Feels Like We Back Together…Only Your Married….You Just Had To Get Married On Me Didn't You"She Asked

"Man...We Ain't Gon Talk About That Today"I Told Her

"Well What You Wanna Talk About?"She Asked Me

"Not No Sad Shit"I Said

She Turned Around And Smiled "You Right But Just For The Record If You Was Married To Me I Would Go Out My Way To Make You Happy No Matter What We Go Through Because I Really Love You"

When She Say Shit Like That How Can I Not Picture My Life With Miracle Instead Of Aziah