That Same Day I Met Up With My Mother At This Wedding Dress Store When I Walked In My Mother Was In A Beautiful Wedding Gown

I Was Completely Stunned My Mother Looked Like She Hasn't Aged A Bit Over These Years Because She Looked So Young And So Grateful

She Looked So Amazing I Almost Wanted To Cry Never Have I Ever Seen My Mother This Happy In My Whole Entire

"You Like?"She Asked Me

"Like?? No...I Love It You Like A Pretty Princess"I Said

She Smiled And Said "You Don't Think Im Rushing This Do You…Maybe I Should Wait Until You Feel Better You Know"

"I Feel Fine I Mean I Have My Days Where I Can't Get Out My Bed But Ma You Are Going To Married David And I Will Be At Your Wedding Even If August Has To Carry Me There..Nothing Will Stop You From Marrying The Love Of Your Life"I Said

Than She Stared And The Mirror And Said "This Is Really Happening..It Doesn't Seem Real Yet"

"It Will…Wait Til The Honeymoon Where Yall Going Again?"I Asked

"Costa Rica"She Said Smiling

"Me And August Went To Paris For Our Honeymoon But He Got Sick So We Spent The Whole Time Sleeping In Our Hotel"I Said Smiling To Myself

"How Are You And August Doing" She Asked Me

"We Still Trying To Move Forward…But Its Me That's Having A Hard Time Forgetting The Past...I Only Took Him Back Because It Was What I Wanted I Wanted To Give Our A Marriage A Real Try Because We Do Owe That To Our Children And Ma They Are So Happy Being Back At Home With August And Me "I Explained

"Are You Happy?"She Asked Me

"Yea Im Happy Untill I Think About All That August Had Did To Me Than Im Reminded Of All The Pain And The Hurt He Put Me Through Than I Start Pointing Fingers And Accusing Him"I Said

"And Do You Think Thats Fair"My Mother Asked Me

"I Know Its Not Fair But Sometimes I Just Can't Help It"I Admitted

"I Think That You Should Start Trusting Him"She Said

"Everytime I Trust August He Always Ends Up Hurting Me In The Worst Way"I Said

"Baby You Got To Stop Seeing The Bad In Him…Just Cause A Person Did Bad Things Don't Make Them A Bad A Person..Listen To Me All The Pain He Did In His Past To You Let It Go..You Have To Let It Go In Order For You And Him To Truly Be Happy"My Mother Explain

Driving Home I Thought About What My Mother Had Said To Me And She Was Right I Gotta Start Trusting

August Sooner Or Later

When I Walked In The House It Was Quiet I Walked Upstairs To Ayden Rooms I Opened His Door

My Baby Was Sitting On His Floor Reading A Book He Smiled At Me And Said "Hi Mommy"

"Hi Baby...."I Said Smiling

"Can I Come Out My Room Now Mama"He Asked Me

"I Have To Ask Ya Daddy You Been Good?"I Asked Him

He Shook His Head Yes

"Ima Go Ask Ya Daddy Can You Come Out I Be Right Back"I Said

Just Seeing My Baby Punish In Any Way Made Me Sad

I Walked In My Bedroom And August Was Packing And Aziah Was Sitting In The Bed

"Going Somewhere?"I Asked

"Just Got Booked In New Jersey Its Short Notice But Its A Lotta Money On The Table So I Gotta Leave Tonight"He Said

I Folded My Arms And Said "Oh….Um Ayden Been In His Room All Day"

"And"August Said To Me

"And He's Our Son Not A Prisoner"I Said Folding My Arms

He Looked At Me And Said "We Already Talked About This Ziah…He's On Punishment He Gon Stay In His Damn Room Until He Learns To Behave In School"

I Rolled My Eyes "Okay Aug" I Said

He Kissed My Cheek And Said "I'll Call You When I Land I Love You"

"Love You Too" I Said

Than He Picked Up Aziah And Said "Daddy Love You Boy"

Azian Just Smiled At His Daddy As August Put Him Back On The Bed

Than August Picked Up Packed Bag And Left Out

When I Finally Heard His Car Leave The Driveway I Picked Up Azian And Walked To Ayden Room

I Walked In And Said "Wanna Help Me Make Cookies"

Ayden Smiled And Jumped Up

I Really Shouldn't Be Ignoring August Wishes But Ayden Is My Baby And I Wasn't Gon Treat Him Like A Damn Criminal When He's Just Kid

We Made Cookies And Was Watching Aydens Favorite Movie Ninja Turtles

As I Was Watching The Movie With The Boys I Heard My Door Bell Ring

I Got Up And Went To The Door And Opened It….It Was Toya Standing There

"Bitch You Thirsty I Got Some Tea"She Said With Her Eyes Big

"Spill It Bitch"I Said

"I Was Dropping My Son Off School Today And Guess Who I Saw Together?" August And That Bitch Miracle" She Said

"You Lying Bitch!"I Said

My Bitch Looked Me Dead In My Eye And Said "Bitch On God Tho She Was Looking Like A Dirty Ass Thot And August Was All In This Bitch Face"

"See This The Shit I Be Saying He Always Say Im Accusing Him But Than He Wanna Have Secret Meetings With His Ex Bitch At My Son School"I Said Getting Upset

"You Need To Check His Ass Cause He Got You Highly Fucked Up"Toya Said

"Ima Check His Ass Like Homework Wait Till He Call Me"I Said

"I Hate Homewrecking Ass Bitches Like Miracle Always Tryna Fuck Up A Happy Home"Toya Said In Disgust

As Insecure As I Am Right Now And As Vulnerable As Being Sick Has Made Me Why Would August Even Entertain Another Bitch For Even A Second

Toya Handed Me Her Phone And Said "Call His Ass Now And Let Em Know Whats Good"

"What Ima Say"I Asked

"Umm How About You Fuckboy Ass Nigga Thot Ass Nigga Worthless Piece Of Shit Ass Nigga How About That" Toya Said Hyping Me Up Like She Always Do

I Dialed August Number And He Answered "Hello"

"Funny Thing Just Happened To Me…I Just Found Out That You And Miracle Was Booed Up At My Son School Today Is This True?"I Asked

"What?"He Said

"Please Don't Play Dumb You Do It So Well But Let's Not Play That Role Tonight Cause I Can't Play Them Games With You Right Na….Was She At My Son School Is You Sleeping With Her" I Asked

"Hell Nah I Ain't Sleeping Her And She Got A Niece To Go There I Ran In To Her We Said Hi And That Was It...So Chill"He Said Only Adding Fire To My Flame

"Don't Tell Me To Chill! How Do You Accidently Just Bump Into Your Ex At Our Son School ! Tell Me That"I Yelled In The Phone

"That Right Let Em Know Niggas Got Life Fucked Up!"Toya Said In The Background

"Who Is That….Toya?….Oh That's Why You Tripping You Letting Ya Little Lonely Ass Friend Get You Hyped Up Again"He Said Calmly

"Ain't Nobody Hyping Me Up But Yo Friendly Ass"I Said Rolling My Eyes

"Everytime You And That Bitch Get Together You Wanna Argue And Start Something Out Of Nothing With Me"He Said

"You Was All In Miracle Face…Thats Nothing?"I Asked

"Wasn't Nobody In That Girl Face At All.."He Said

"Okay So What Did Yall Talk About?"I Asked

"We Didn't Talk…"He Said

"So You Mean To Tell Me You Ran Into Ya Ex And Yall Didn't Talk About Nothing?"I Asked

"He Lyin...Ask Him Why They Was Laughing Than !"Toya Said

"Man Tell That Bitch To Shut The Fuck Up I Can't Stand That Hoe On God I Hate That Bitch"August Said

"You Just Mad Cause You Caught"I Said

"Caught What? I Ain't Do Shit!"He Said

"Right Cause You So Damn Innocent!"I Yelled

"I Am! "He Yelled Back

"He Ain't Shit!"Toya Yelled

"Man We Gon Talk About This When I Get Back Home When That Bitch Ain't Around"He Said

"If You Still Have A Home To Come Home Too"I Said

"What That Mean Ziah"He Asked

"Hung Up On His Trifling Ass! What You Still Talking To Him For "Toya Encourage Me

"Can You Please Go Somewhere Quiet So We Can Tal.………."He Said As Toya Snatched The Phone And Hung Up On Him

"Girl Don't Let Him Sweet Talk You…You Know If You Let Him Get Away With This Its Only A Matter Of Time Before He Starts Cheating On You Again …Don't Answer His Calls Tonight Fuck Him"She Said

I Admit I Was Mad At August But Toya Made Me Feel Even More Mad At August And Right Now She's Right And He Dead Ass Wrong.