It Feel Good To Start Building My Business Up I Had A Few Months To Get My Shop Up And Ready

I Had A Team Of People Who Making This Happen Foreal I Was Finally Making My Dream Happens And It Was Well Over Due I Been Wanting This For A Long Time And Soon Slayed Will Be Opening This Cancer May Slow Me Down But It Won't Stop Me From Doing The Shit That I Wann Do

I Was So Happy

My Meeting Actually Ran Late So I Had To Rush Through Traffic To Get To Ayden's School For His Parent Teacher Conference

I Walked In The School Too Ayden Classroom And Saw Ayden And August

Walked Over To Them And August First Words Was To Me"You Late"

"I Know My Meeting Ran Late"I Said As Look Down At Ayden Shirt And Noticed He A Grease Stain In His All White Shirt

"Why Do You Have A Stain In Your Shirt"I Asked

"I Took Em To Popeye's Before School This Morning"August Said

"Thought I Said I Want Us To Eat Healthy Food Only"I Said

"It Was A Biscuit And Chicken"He Said

"Yeah Okay Anyways What You Do Today"I Asked August

"You Say That Like I Been Out Cheating"He Said

"Have You?"I Said Raising My Eyebrow

"Aziah You Really Bout Piss Me Of With This Insecure Shit"He Said Aggravated

"Who Fault Is That"I Asked Him

" We Is In Public Don't Start"He Warned Me

I Rolled My Eyes...Than Mrs.Crawford Aydens Teacher Walked Over To Us

"Oh Mr.And Mrs Alsina"She Said As She Smiled

"Hello"I Said As I Smiled

"Have A Seat"She Said To Us

We Sat Down In Two Chairs Right Across From Mrs.Crawford

"Lets Get Started Well Ayden Is The Smartest Kid In The Entire Class..My Best Student"She Said

"Oh Is He Is"I Said Smiling At Ayden

August Smiled And Said "Im Glad To Hear That"

"You Should Be..I Enjoy Ayden He's Very Bright To Be So Young..But Im Afraid To Say We Are Having A Bit Of Of Behavior Problem From Ayden"She Said

"Behavior Problem"I Said Concern

"Yes...See Ayden Enjoy Being A Class Clown Sometimes Ayden Cant Even Complete His Work Because He Much Rather Plays"She Said

"He's Just A Kid Kids All Goof Around"I Said

"Your Right But Ayden Goofs Off All Day Long..Now Normally I Wouldn't Suggest This But In Ayden Case I Think You Should Get Him On Some Medication To Help Him Stay Focused"

"No Offense But You Make It Sound Like We Should Give Him Cocaine"August Said

"Not At All Mr.Alsina...I Just Think Medication Can Improve Ayden Behavior"She Said

"What Kind"I Asked

"What Kind...?...Man Get Up We Leaving"August Demanded

"I Didn't Mean To Upset You"She Said To Us As We Stood Up

August Picked Up Ayden And Stormed Out And I Followed Behind Him

"August We Didn't Even Hear Her Out About The Medications"I Said

"Im Not Putting My Son On No Medication..!"He Said Walking Out The School

"If It Can Help Him Why Not"I Asked

As We Walked To August Car

He Began Putting Ayden In His Booster Seat

"Because Hes A Kid ! Thats Why...Whats Wrong With Ya How Can You Even Consider It!"He Said

"Because It Can Help Him"I Said

Than August Look At Me And Said "Im Nott Putting My Son On No Medications The Only Medication Ima Give Him Is A Belt To His Ass

..He Got These White People Thinking Its Somethin Really Wrong With Him But Really Ayden Just Bad And Want Some Attention"

Than He Looked At Ayden And Yelled "When We Got Home Don't Grab No Phone No Game No Basketball No Nothing You Gon Take Yo Ass In The Room And Think About What You Done And Untill You Straight Up In School You Won't Be Getting Nothing!"

Ayden Started Tearin Up And I Start Feeling Bad

"Don't Cry Na...Ya Ass Wasnt Crying When You Was Busy Being A Class Clown...!"He Yelled

Ayden Tried Holding His Tears In But Couldn't

"You Being To Hard On Him August He's Just A Kid"I Said

Than August Look Me In My Eye And Said "No Hes Not...Hes A Black Kid Going To A School Where 80 Percent Of The Students Are White....Do You Know How Hard It Is For A Black Man In America These Days? Man Police Is Pulling Over Black Men Killing Them In They Cars With A Seabelt On Em...This Shit Is Not A Game! My Son Won't Be A Class Clown He Not Gon Play With His Education ! Its Hard Enough Being A Black There Aint No Need For Him To Be Ignorant And Black! We Blessed We Can Afford For Him To Get The Best Education And Goddammit He Gon Sit There Do As He Told And Get It All While Behaving!"

"So You Damn Right Ima Be Hard On Em Because I Love Em!"August Made Himself Clear

"Alright...Well Im Meeting My Mother See You When I Get Home"I Said

Than I Kissed Ayden And Wiped His Tears

"Stop Babying Him"August Said

"Im Not Babying Him..."I Said To August

"Its Okay...You Have To Stop Playing In School Ayden Your Daddy Is Right About That...Its Okay I Know My Baby And I Know You Gon Do Better Right"I Said To Ayden

He Shook His Head Yes

Than I Kissed His Forehead

Than I Closed The Door And I Looked At August

"You Never Told Me What You Did Today"I Said

"Why Do You Insist Of Making A Problem Out Of Nothing...Do You Enjoy Making Me Miserable"He Asked Me

"I Only Asked A Question" I Said

"Thats The Problem Stop Questioning Me!.... "He Said

"You Cheated On Me A Million Times Before You Can't Blame For Always Having To Question You"I Said

"You Cheated Too...I Never Acuse You Of Shit Cause Im Not No Insecure Ass Nigga...Im Trying My Hardest To Make This Work But All You Ever Do Is Accuse Me And I Ain't Even Doing Shit Its Unfair And If You Not Gon Atleast Try To Trust Me Again Than Just Leave Cause Im Not Gon Keepin Going Through This With You"He Said

"Baby...Im Down On All My Love...But It Ain't No Way We Can Move Forward If You Keep Living In The Past You Gotta Believe Me When I Say You Can Trust Me.."He Said

"You Right"I Agreed

"Come Here"He Said As He Pulled Me In And Hugged Me

"I Keep Telling You We Good...And I Mean That Shit"He Said

Its Not That I Don't Wanna Trust August Its Just That I Cant Because I Trust Him Too Many Times Before And I Ended Up Hurt Over And Over Again

He's Trying To Get My Trust Back Im Not Gon Lie But Its So Hard For Me To Trust Him Because I Know What He's Capable Of

I Love Aug And I Know He Loves Me Too But Its Gonna Take A Lot More Than Love To Make This Marriage Work This Time

We Gotta Make This Wok This Time Because If We Don't Im Definitely Losing My Family And This Time For Good

"I Love You"He Said To Me

"I Love You"I Said Looking Back In His Eyes

And Thats Exactly Why We Gotta Make This Work This Time