I Was Fresh Off A Flight Back In Atlanta When I Walked In Ayden And Azian Was In The Kitchen Eating Lunch

"Hey Mommy"Ayden Said

"Hey Baby..."I Said Kissing Ayden Head

"Where My Daddy At"He Asked

"He's On His Way To Work...He Said He's Gonna Call You...Oh Yeah He Got You Somethin"I Said As I Went In My Purse And Pulled Out A Brand New Iphone

"My Phone"Ayden Said Being Excited

I Gave Him The Phone And Said "You Gon Call Ya Daddy And Tell Him Thank You"

"Yes.."He Said Smiling

Vanessa Asked Me "You Need Anything Else Before I Leave"

Than I Noticed A Bruise On Her Hand

"Yea Can I Talk To You"I Asked Her

"Sure"She Said

We Both Walked In To The Living Room

"Whats Up"She Asked Me

"Does He Hit You....?"I Asked

"What Who?"She Said Playing Dumb

"Your Boyfriend Does He Hits You"I Asked Her As I Folded My Arms

"No..Why Would You Say That"She Asked

"Vanessa If You Can't Be Honest With Me...Than Maybe You Don't Need To Be My Nanny Anymore"I Said

"Really..."She Said

"Yes...You Good At With You Do...I Know You Would Take A Bullet For Them Boys...But I Can't Have You Around Children...I Need To Know If My Children Are Around Danger Or Not Because You Not Being Honest With Me"I Stated It

"...You Right...We Have Really Bad Fights He's Has A Little Anger Problem But He Promised Me To See Someone About It...Ayden And Azian Are Not In Danger He's Doesn't Know Where I Work And He Can't Follow Me Because He Doesn't Even Have A Car"She Said

"Are You In Danger"I Asked

"Noo..He Loves Me He Do...Sometimes He Just Gets Really Mad At Me...Im Tryna To Not Piss Him Off So Much"She Said

"What Are You Saying A Man Is Never Supposed To Hit Under No Circumstances At All Your Nobodys Punching Bag"I Said

"You Sound Like Everyone In My Family...Its Not As Bad As You Think....But I Really Need This...I Won't Let My Personal Business Affect My Work Ethic..."She Said

"I Can't Have You Showing Up With Bruises..If I See Even Another Mark...Or Scar On You Fired Do You Understand Me"I Asked Her

"Yes I Understand...Ima Give The Boys There Naps"She Said As She Walked Back In The Kitchen

Vanessa Is Young...She Doesn't Understand How Serious Abusive Relationships Are

She Didn't Realize Loving A Coward Could Potentially Cost Her Life

I Finally Sat Down And I Picked Up The Phone And I Called My Father It Rang And Rang And Rang Until I Finally Heard His Voicenail

I Hung Up The Phone And Shook My Head...

I Just Wanted To Know Why He's Abandoning Me I Just Wanna Know

If Ayden Or Azian Was Sick....I Would Never Leave Their Sides So I Just Don't Understand How My Father Could Just Disapper Like A Ghost On Me

As The Months Went On I Was Actually Feeling Better...August Continue Working Hard As Always My Mother Was Closer To Her Wedding Date And I Was Finally Starting To Fix On My Beauty Shop

Things Was Good...I Was Out With Ayden At The Ice Shop Having Mommy And Son Time

"How Do You Say Hello In French"I Asked Ayden

"Bonjour"He Said

"How Do You Say Goodbye In French"I Asked

"Au Revoir" He Responded

"Very Good Okay Ima Give You A Hard One This Time How Do You Say Ice Cream"I Asked

"Crème glacée"Ayden Said

I Smiled And Said "Thats Right Good Job"I Said High Fiving Him

Than I Heard A Very Familiar Voice Called My Name "Aziah Is That You?"

I Look Over My Shoulder And Saw My Ex Boyfriend Ryan

I Look Closer And Said "Ryan" As I Smiled

"I Knew It Was You..How You Been"He Asked Me

"I Been Just Fine...How Are You"I Asked

"Im Good...I Finally Own The Shop Now"He Said

I Smiled And Said "No Kidding Congratulations"

"Thank You Thank You...Thats Ya Lil Mans "Ryan Said Looking At Ayden

"Yes This Is My Oldest.. Ayden..And My Youngest Will Be Turning One Soon"I Said

"Damn...You Got Two Kids Now...Neva Thought I See You Being Anyones Mother..You Still Look Good Tho...I Always Wonder What It Felt Like To See You Again You Married With Kids Im Married With One Kid On The Way"He Said

"Get Outta Here You Married Ryan"I Said Being Surprised

"I Been Married For Like Two Years Now You Know Myrah..Who Use To Work At The Shop"He Asked

"Yeah Of Course"I Said

"She's The Lucky Lady"He Said

"Wow....Thats...Thats Great Ryan Im So Happy For You"I Said

He Smiled "Im Happy For You Too..How Is Yo Mama Doing"

"She's Getting Ready To Get Married This Month On The 16th...How Is Your Father Doing"I Said

"He's An Old Man Now...Hes Good. He Still Ask About You Still To This Day"He Said

I Giggle And Said "Make Sure You Tell Him I Said Hi"

"I Will...You Look Good Tho It Was Nice Seeing You"He Said Smiling At Me

"You Too Ryan"I Said Smiling At Him

Funny How Life Is....The Things We Thought We Would Have Forever Are The Things We Get Only For Temporary

I Remember When It Was A Time I Just Knew Me And Ryan Would Love Eachother For Life Now We Just Two Strangers Passing By

He Still Look Good Looks Happy The Kind Of Happy I Could Never Give Him

When I Pulled Up In My Driveway August And His Babymother Was Having A Conversation Standing By Her Car

Me And August Agree That His Babymama Was Not Allowed At My Home Anymore

But Look At His Tall Skinny Ass All In This Bitch Face

"Ayden Stay In The Car!"I Demanded

"Why Mommy"He Asked

"Stop Asking Me Questions And Do As I Say!"I Said As I Got My Car Furious

Lat Time I Saw Kacy She Was In My Bed Fucking August I Know She Ain't Think Everything Was Cool After She Slept With August

I Walked Over To August And Said "Didn't I Tell You Not To Have This Bitch At My House!"

"I Am His Baby Mother...We Have A Kid Together..We Gon See Each Other Whether You Like It Or Not...!"She Said

I Faced This Bitch And Said "You Ain't Running Shit Ova Here...Bitch You Come And Go When I Say I So!"I Yelled

August Stepped Between "Chill..Ziah"

"August Kiss My Ass"I Said As I Rolled My Eyes

"Oh...Are You Mad Because I Slept With August..."She Said Smiling

"Bitch All You Can Get Outta August Is Dick...You Can't Even A Real Commitment From Him...You Just Mad Because I Actually Gotta Ring And You Just Got A Wet Pussy"I Said

She Laughed And Said "I Could Take August From You If I Wanted Him So Baby Humble Yourself With Your Mad Ass If You Keep Talking Ima Fuck Him Again"

August Still Standing Between Us He Was Basically Holding Me Back As Erica Walked To Her Car

And I Really Got Heated

I Was Tryna Push August Off Me "Say That To My Face...Please Im Begging You Please Come Say That In My Face Give One Reason To Dragg You"I Yelled

She Got In Her Car And Pulled Off

"Let Me Go"I Warned August

When Kacy Finally Pulled Off August Finally Let Me Go

"I Ask You To Not Have That Bitch At My House!"I Yelled

"...We Was Talkin About My Son"He Said

"So Talk To Her At Her House I Don't Want That Bitch No Where I Lay My Head"I Said

"You Yellin At Me Like I Invited Her Ova Here..She Just Popped Up She Wanted To Know If I Could Take My Son While She Go To School! Thats All "He Said

"I Don't Give A Fuck"I Said

"...Aziah Have You Realize That I Haven't Seen My Son Since We Got Back Together"He Asked Me

I Rolled My Eyes And Said "Don't Use Your Son As An Excuse To Wanting To Fuck Kacy Again"

"What!"He Said

I Walked Away From Him And Opened The Car And Got Ayden Out Of The Car

"Nah...Don't Walk Away From Me"He Said Getting In My Face

I Was Holding Ayden Hand As I Rolled My Eyes At August Who Standing Right In My Face

"Don't Start With That Insecure Ass Shit..Cause You Don't Need Be...Don't Second Guess Me Im All Yours Can't No Bitch Take Me From You "He Said

He Grabbed My Chin And Look Me In My Eyes And Said "Stop Living In The Past..Im Changed"