I Really Believed Him When He Told Me I Could Trust Him,God Im So Damn Stupid For Thinking That He Actually Loved Me And He Was Capable Of Being Faithful To Me.

Staring At This Picture As My Heart Began Breakin Into Little Bitty Pieces While Sitting On This Bathroom Floor Crying My Eyes Out Because I Was Now Hurt So Damn Bad

Now I Know Why Kacy Was Starin At Me So Damn Shady Yesterday,Out Of All The Bitches In The World He Just Had To Go And Fuck His Ex Bitch

Just When I Start Trusting Him He Go And Do Some Shit Like This

My Heart Couldn't Take This Pain He Took What We Had And Just Threw It All Out The Window Everything We We're He Destroyed It

All I Wanted From Him Was Him And For Him To Be Loyal To Me And He Couldn't Even Give Me That And Yet I Could Give My All,My Love,And My Heart

We We're In Love,We We're Going To Be Together Forever This Cannot Be Happening To Me

Im So In Love With August Lord Knows I Been Good To That Man Than He Gon And Play Me Is This Really The Thank I Get For Being His Everything

He Go And Fuck Another Bitch, His Ex Bitch At That And He Knew I Couldn't Stand That Bitch Than He Go Behind My Back And Fuck Her

Like Seriously Nigga How Disrespectful Can You Be

I Did Everything Right,I Cook,Clean,Even Invited Another Bitch To Join Us In The Bedroom And He Still Couldn't Keep His Dick To Him Self

I Was Completely Broken Inside Cause Now That He Cheated I Had To Let Him Go

I Spent All Night Cryin Cause I Really Do Love Him And Now I Know That He Doesn't Really Love Me Like He Say He Loves Me

If Really Loved Me He Wouldn't Have Never Hurted Me Like This

Im Not Stupid Nor Dumb So I Have No Choice But To End Things With Him

No Sorrys,Expensive Gifts,Or Any Words That Could Make Me Stay With Him Another Minute

He Didn't Give A Fuck About Me Or My Feelings,He Made His Bed Now He Gon Have Sleep Ther In It Without Me Forever

By The Time The Sun Came Up I Was In The Mirror As One Last Tear Fell Down,One Last Moment Of Weakness Before Confronted August

"Whateva You Do Don't Let Him See How Hurt You Are And You Damn Sure Bet Not Let A Tear Fall In Front Em" I Told Myself

I Didn't Wanna Show August How Bad He Broke Me Inside I Wanted To Be Strong So He Could See What He's Gon Be Missin Out On

Now I Can Put Up With A Lot Of Things But A Man Who Cheats Isn't One Of Em

Im Not One Of Thoses Weak Minded Bitches Who Goes Back To An Unfaithful Man Over And Over Again

Cause I Know That Man Can Only Treat You How You Allow Him To Treat Thanks To My Grandmother

So I Took A Shower,I Brushed My Hair Up In A Bun,I Did My Make Up,And Put On A Love Pink Grey Jogging Suit

I Look Better Than How I Was Feeling I Took A Deep Breath And I Walked In My Bedroom In My Beautiful Condo That August Had Gave To Me

I Stared At Him As He Slept So Peacefully And Right Now Im Not Sure About What Im Boutta To Do All I Know Is That Im Feelin A Little Sick To My Stomach

Than His Phone Rang In My Hand

I Looked At It And It Was Kacy Callin Perfect Timing Right

He Heard His Phone Ring And Asked Me "Who Is It" While His Eyes Still Shut

"Oh Its Kacy"I Said Calmly

He Quickly Jumped Up And Said "Gimmie My Phone"

I Smiled And Said "Why...You Hiding...Something?"

"Im Not Hiding Anything...I Just Need My Phone"He Said

Than She Called Again

"She Callin Again"I Said As I Answerin

"Why You Answerin It!"He Argued

I Put The Phone On Speaker And Said "What Is It Kacy" As I Smiled

"Bitch You Still Got His Phone After I Already Told You I Been Fuckin Ya Nigga For The Longest?You A Good One"She Asked As She Laughed

"We Gon Have To Call You Back Kacy"

Than I Hung Up Well He Sat Ther Lookin Ashamed

I Toss Him His Phone And Said "Jokes On Me Right"

"Ain't No Jokes..Whatsoever..."He Said

I Folded My Arms And Said "I Hope It Was Worth It..I Hope You Enjoyed Every Single Minute Of It...Just Get Yo Shit And Get The Fuck Out!"

He Got Up And Grabbed My Arm And Said "Don't Do This..It Didn't Mean Nothing It Was One Time On My Mama It Was Only One Time!"

"It Shouldn't Of Been No Timee!...."I Yelled

Im Furiously Lookin At Him In His Eyes and While Hes Looking Regretful Back Into My Eyes

"You Right...But Mama Don't Make Decisions When You Mad...I Fucked Up I Know I Did But I Love You Baby"He Said

"How Can You Say That...Did You Love Me When You In Deep In Her Guts...Or Do You Love Me And Kacy"I Asked

"I Would Neva Love That Bitch Neva You Got My Heart It Was Like 20 Minutes I Swear It Didn't Mean Shit To Me"He Said

I Shook My Head And Said "August You Let 20 Minutes Fuck Up A Life Time With Me..Im The One You Love,Im The One Who You Make Love To You Every Night,Im The One Who Cooks And Clean For You,Im The One Who Loves You For Just You Just August...How Could You Let 20 Minutes Of Pussy Ruin Us"I Asked

He Looked Me In My Eyes And Said "Im Sorry"

"Mee Too"I Replied

"Lets Just Sit Down And Talk About This Shit.."He Said

"Oh We Have Nothing Else To Talk About Me And You So Fuckin Threw With Everything I Felt For You I No Longer Feel Anymore Its Fucked Up Cause You Made It That Way"I Said

"Aziah,Don't"He Said

"Goodbye August"I Said Folded My Arms

"Im Tellin You Na If I Leave Ya Im Not Coming Back,I Put That On Everythin"He Said

"Thats The Point,!"I Said

"Say No Mo Before I Go Did You Ever Take That Test"He Asked

And Because I Was So Hurt And Angry And I Just Wanted Him To Leave Out Of My Life For Good

I Said "Im Not Pregnant August,Now Can You Please Go"

He Put His Shirt On And Inside I Start Breaking Down Again

I Thought I Was Doin The Right Thing I Deserve Better.....

And He Finally Put On His Shoes And Said "For The Record,It Happen That Same Day You And That Nigga Was In Here Chillin On The Couch Together"

"Okay And?"I Said

"I Just Thought You Should Know That Im Not The Only One Who At Fault Here If You Would've Stayed Ya Ass Away From That Nigga Like I Told You Too We Wouldn't Even Be Having This Conversation Right Now,Maybe You Just Love That Nigga Mo Than You Love Me Or Maybe You Neva Love Me Cause Love Don't Leave"He Said

"How Dear You Question My Love When You Cheated !You Cheated! Its Your Fault! And Love Doesn't Hurt Either"I Said With Tears In My Eyes

He Smiled And Said "If You Really Think That Love Doesn't Hurt Than Im Glad We Ending Shit Right Na Cause You Have So Much To Learn,"

"Yeah Well Im Learning Things Everyday And Today Lesson Is To Never Trust A Nigga With A Pretty Smile"I Said

"You Don't Know How Hard Is To Be Around A Thousand Beautiful Female Who Love A Nigga With A Pretty Smile...Temptation Is Motherfucka,But I Still Love You"He Said

Come Closer To Me Pressing His Forehead Against Mines

"I Love You...Say It Back To Me Mama I Need To Hear You Say You Love Me Too"He Said

I Closed My Eyes And Said "I Don't Love You Anymore August...Im Done"

"If You Really Love Me You Would Still Love No Matta How Many Times I Fuck Up...Na Tell Me You Still Love Me"He Said

"I Can't"I Said Fighting Back My Tears

"Okay Den,GoodBye Ziah"He Said As He Starts Walking Out

I Quickly Turned And I Watched Him Leave

And Just Like That He Was Gone I Quickly Went And Locked The Front Door And Instantly Start Crying

It Seem Like It Hurted More Knowin That It Was Really Over

And Now I Can See Every Time He Leaned In Kissed Me Playing In My Mind Repeatly ,I Can Hear Him Saying "I Love Ya Mama" A Million Times In My Head,And I Feel The Way That We We Passionately Make Love All Night In My Soul Continuously

I Was Gon Miss Him Way More Than I Hate Him

I Really Thought We Would Get Married Have House Full Of Kids And Be Happy

I Wake Up In The Mornings And Kiss His Lips,We Make Love,Than I Get Up Shower And Make Breakfast For Our Children And Be The Perfect Happily Ending

I Didn't Want Nobody But August Im Not Even Sure How Ima Live Without Him

How Can I Even Smile Again When The Only Person Who Makes Me Happy Is Gone

I Loved August With Everything In Me,And Now I Have To Go On With My Life Without,I Was Alone And I Really Didn't Want To Be Alone I Wanted August

And Now I Have Nothing And All I Can Do Is Cry

But As Im Breaking Down I Realized That Now Is The Perfect To Take That Pregnancy

At First I Was Excited But Now After All This I Kinda Didn't Want To Be Pregnant By August Anymore

I Didn't Wanna Have His Baby I Didn't Want Anything To Do With August No More

I Stood Up And Walked To My Bathroom I Took The Test And Five Minutes I Was Reading "Positive"On The Pregnancy Test

Shaking My Head Sayin To Myself "Thats Just Great" Rollin My Eyes Thinkin What Ima Do Now

Of Course Ima Keeping It,It Was No Doubt About It I Was Definitely Having This Baby Just Wish The Timing Was A Little Better

I Didn't Plan On Tellin August Anything This Is My Baby And I Don't Him Need Him I Can And Will Do This All On My Own

"Just Me And You Just Us Two"I Said As A Tear Fell From My Eyes

Jalen Ended Up Coming Over Later And I Was Laying On His Chest Still Crying Why Couldn't I Stop Crying Even When I Attempted To Smile I Just Burst Into Tears

Jalen Just Listen To Me The Whole Time Holding Me

"Its Only Been A Few Hours And I Miss Him And I Already Miss Him"I Said Sniffling My Nose

"Yall Just Broke Up,Your Heartbroken Of Course You Gon Miss Him"Jalen Said

"I Don't Wanna Miss Him At All,I Wanna Be Over His Cheating Disloyal,Unfaithful Ass! "I Said Frustrated

"You Will Be"He Said

"How Can I Stop This Heartache"I Asked

He Held Me Tightly In His Arms And Said "You Can't Only No One Can Only Time Can Heal Your Heart,Take It From Me"

"I Really Hate Him For Doing This To Me,Im So Weak Now And I've Never Been Weak In My Whole Entire Life,Why He Have To Cheat,After All Those Conversations We Had About Starting A Family And A Life Together And He Goes And Ruin It All Ova Some Pussy"I Said On The Verge Of Cryin Once Again

"He Destroyed Us,He Destroyed Me"I Cried Out

"Shh..Its His Lost Not Yours,You Beautiful,Smart,The Sweetest Gal I Know,Its Hurt Now But It Won't Hurt Forever You Gon Get Through This I Know You Will"He Said

I Looked Up At Him With Wet Eyes,And I Kissed Him

Don't Know Why Or What My Intentions Was ...I Just Kissed Him

I Had Been Crying That Whole Damn Day And I Just Wanted To Give My Body Some Kind Of Pleasure I Wanted To Feel Better

I Kissed Him For A Moment Than I Stood Up And Said "Lets Go To The Bedroom"

I Took His And Lead In To The My Bedroom But Before We Walked I Kissed One More Time

This Time He Paused And Looked In To My Eyes And Said "We Can't Do This"

"We Can Lemme Show You"I Said

"Nah We Can't You Feeling Real Vulnerable Right Now,What Kinda Nigga Would I Be To Take Advantage Of You?,If We Fuck Today We Gon Regret It For A Lifetime"He Said To Me

He Was Right Thats Why I Didn't Even Bothered To Argue With Em

"Look I Think I Should Just Go"He Said

"No!....No...Don't Go I Can't Take Another Man Leaving Me Today Please Just Stay We Don't Have To Have Sex Just Lay Next To Me And Hold Me"I Said Desperately

"Shhh Shh"He Said As He Hugged

"Im Here And Im Not Going No Where I Promise To Never Leave You Again And I Won't Im Right Here"

I Can't You Tell How Tired Of I Was Of Crying,Hurting,And Missin August

I Hated The Fact That His One Mistake Damaged Our Whole Relationship

I Was Really In Love With Him,Not His Money,Not His Fame Just Him! Never Once Have I Ever Ask Him For Anything ,I Keep It 100 With Him,I Still Don't See How He Could Do This To Me

Now Its All Over For Me And Him And Its Honestly Nothing He Can Do To Fix This I Was Officially Over August After I Get Through This Heartbreak I Planned On Giving This Baby Im Carryin All The Love August Took For Granted