Finally Found What Hospital My Grandma Was In When I Made To Her Floor I Saw My Mother Standing At The Front Desk

"Ma!"I Called

My Mother Looked At Me And Said "Aziah What Are You Doin Here"

"What You Doing Here...Why You Didn't My Grandmother Was In The Hospital" I Asked

"Its My Mother I'll Take Care Of Her She's My Mother "She Said

I Shook My Head And Said "Why Do You Keep Doing This..You Keep Doing Things Like This You Tell Me Everything But When My Grandmother Is In The Hospital You Don't Even Tell Me"I Asked

"Aziah...Its Been Out Lot On My Mind I Been Dealing With Alot Lately"She Said

"God Why Are So DAMN Selfish?"I Asked

"Selfish?"She Responded

"Very Selfish That's My Grandmother She Did Everything For Me And You Couldnt Even Send Me A Damn Text That She Was In The Hospital!"I Said Angry

"Shes My Mother Aziah This Isn't Easy For Me"She Said

"After Today You Dead To Me....I Want Nothing To Do With I Would Even Show Up At Your Funeral This Is It This Is The Last Time Ima Ever Let You Hurt Me!"I Yelled

I Walked To My Grandmother Room

My Grandmother Was Laying In The Hospital Bed With A Oxygen Cord To Her Nose And A IV In Her Arm

Her Grey Long Slik Hair Was A Mess

The Image Alone Brought Tears To My Eyes.."Grandma"I Softy Said

I Grabbed Her Hand...And Said "Grandma Its Aziah..Im Here..Im Here Now"

"Aziah...Baby.."She Said

"Yeah Grandma Its Me"I Replied

"I Been Asking For You Aziah"She Said

"Im Here Now Grandma...How Sick Are You"I Asked

"Im Very Sick...Im Dyin"She Said

Tears Started Fallin From My Eyes

"Don't Say That Grandma Please Don't Say That"I Begged Her

"Im Dyin Aziah...Im Going To Be With The Lord"She Said

"I Need You Here With Me"I Cried

"You Don't Need Me...You Need Strength More Than Ever You Gots To Be Strong A New Life Is Coming You Know"She Said

"New Life Grandma What?"I SaId

"It Will All Make Sense Soon Enough...In The Meanwhile Cheer Up...Life Goes On Baby I Will Always Be With You Me And You Have A Bond That Death Could Even Break"She Said

She Was So Calm About It And I Was Breakin Down More And More By The Second

My Grandma Didn't Want Me To Stay All Night She Couldn't Stand To See Me In So Much Pain And I Couldn't Stand To See Her Slowly Driftin Away From This Life

The Strongest Woman I Knew Was Now Weak And Fragile Just Wish I Can Make Her All Better But I Think Thats Kinda All Out Of Hands

I Went Home And After Seeing My Grandmother Like That Made Me Realize Life Is Too Short So I Was Ready To Make Up With August I Kept Callin And Callin Him But I Wasn't Getting No Answer I Figured He Was Still Pissed

I Wish He Would Answer Cause Right Now I Could Use Some One To Talk Too

I Guess Thats Why I Called Jalen Cause I Really Needed Some One To Talk Too Right Now I Needed To Vent

So Jalen Came And Picked Me Up And We Was Riding Around Atlanta Smokin,Talkin And Just Having Good Time I Was Still Upset But Jalen Keep Me Smiling The Whole Time

"Where You Think He At Now?"Jalen Asked

"Probably...At The Studio...I Don't Know He Wont Answer My Calls"I Stated

"Well Just Give Him Some Time If You Was Mines And I Saw You Talkin To Another Nigga I Would Of Snapped To I Mean Look At Ya"He Said

"He Should Trust Me....He Always Talkin Bout How I Should Trust Him When Really He The One Who Doesn't Trust Me Damn It Been A Year...And I Haven't Gave Him A Reason To Think That Im Not Faithful"I Explained

"It Don't Matter Maybe He Got Trust Issues Just Like We All Do...He Jealous Because He Care"Jalen Said

"He Shouldn't Be Jealous...He Should Know He's All I Ever Want ..."I Said

"Yall Just Need To Talk This Shit Out"Jalen Said

"How Can We Talk If He Not Answering The Phone..What Is He Doing"I Said

"He Mad...Let That Nigga Be Mad He'll Cool Off Soon He'll Be Callin You Tonight"Jalen Said

"I Hope So"I Said

"He Will..."He Stated

"So When You Gon Let Me Meet Future Mrs.Jalen Reeds"I Asked While

"Shid I Lowkey Think Im Heading For Divorce Before I Get To The Alter"He Said

"What...Why? "I Asked

"Im Startin To Think She Ain't The One For Me...Ima Be A Father To This Baby But I Can't Be Her Husband"He Said

"Go Find Ya A Real Bitch"I Stated

"Seems Like They All Taken"He Said

I Rolled My Eyes And Said "Im Serious ...Jalen Your Tall...Handsome..Smart...You Have Amazing Great Teeth You Own Ya Own Baber Shop Business Is Doing Great...What Female In Her Right Mind Wouldnt Want You"

"Aziah Latreesa Glory"He Stated

I Giggled And Said "Im Taken"

"But If You Wasn't Would You Fuck With Me"He Asked

I Learned My Head Back And Look Up And Smile And Said "Im Taken Jalen"

"I Know...Lets Say Hypothetically...You And August Wasn't Together Would You Give You And Me Another Chance"He Asked

"...If Me And August Wasn't Together...And You And Your Fiancee Was Done Than Yes i Would Maybe Give Us Another Chance"I Said

"Aww Finally The Truth"He Said As He Smiled

I Laughed And Said "Shut Up...Pull Up In This Ice Cream Shop My Mouth Is Watering For A Cold Large Milkshake"

"Anything For You"He Replied Making Me Instantly Blush

After He Bought Me A Vanilla Large Milkshake He Dropped Me Off At Home

And As Soon As I Walked In I Was Running To The Bathroom

I Had To Vomit So Bad

I Was On My Knees Throwing In The Toilet

Tamera Walked In And Said "Eww Whats Wrong With You"

"Did You Know Grandma Is In The Hospital"I Asked Her As I Paused Throwing Up

"Yeah...My Mom Told Me A Few Days Ago You Didn't Know"She Asked

I Shook My Head As A Tear From My Eye

"I Didn't" I Said

I Flush The Toliet And Went In To My Bedroom

I Called August One More Time

And This Time He Answered "Hello"

"I Been Callin All Night"I Said

"Yeah I Kno....I Needed Some Space.."He Said

"Im Sorry"I Replied

"I Hear Ya"He Replied

"Can You Come Over...I Wanna See You"I Asked Desperately

"Im Already In Bed And Im Exhausted...Ima Take You Out Tomorrow Morning We Can Have Ihop And Just Talk"He Said

I Smiled And Said "Okay..Well I Love You"

"I Love Ya Too"He Said