Seven Long Long Long Months Was Hard To Do But It Was Gonna Be Over Soon I Had 11 Days Left For His Tour To Be Ova

Over The Past Few Month I Became A God Mother To A Beautiful Baby Girl Name London Marie Taylor Me And Brea Was Still Cooler Than Eva Haven't Seen Gia Since That Little Altercation,Me And Erica Grew Closer,And Mimi Was UnHappily Engaged.

Me And Mama Was Still Going Through It

I Was Up Early On The Phone With August And We Was Talking About Me Flying Out To Miami To See Him

"Why You Just Can't Wait Untill I Get Back Ima Be Home In A Few Days"He Said

"I Don't Wanna Wait..I Wanna See...I'm Horny I'm Sexually Frustrated And I Miss You If I Go Another Day Without Seeing You Ima Explode"I Said

"Babe..its Been Seven Months...You Can A Wait A Few More Days"He Said

"No..I Wanna See You Asap!"I Yelled

"What Ya Yellin For"He Asked

"Cause You Makin Me Mad...Why You Don't Want Me To Fly Out There You There You With Another Bitch"I Asked

"Man. Watch Out...!..Who Im Fuckin Aziah Now Please Tell Me Cause I Wanna Kno"August Said

I Rolled My Eyes And Said "Well If You Not Seeing Someone Book Me A Flight Today First Class"

"Aziah..You Have Less Than Two Weeks...And You Got Me All To Ya Self Just Hol Up Let Me Finish Up This Tour"He Asked

"You Know What Whatever Fuck You Bye!"I Yelled As I Hung Up On Me

I Sat Back In My Chair Folded My Arms And Frowned Up My Face

And August Was Callin Me Back

I Answered The Phone With A Attitude

"What" I Asked

"I Know You Ain't Just Hang Up In My Face"He Said

"Sure Did"I Said

"Do It Again!...I Dare Ya!"He Said

"What You Want August"I Said As I Rolled My Eyes

"Thats What The Fuck I Thought"He Said Like He The Man

I Just Rolled My Eyes

"Ya Flight Leaves Tomorrow Morning"He Said

I Smiled And Said "Thank You.."

"Spoiled Ass!"He Said

"Whateva..I Have To Go Pack...Love You Bye"I Said As I Hung Up

As I Was Sitting At My Kitchen Table My Little Cousin Tamera Walked In "You Been On The Phone With Him All Morning"

"Duh He's My Boyfriend"I Said Smilin

Tamera Was My 18 Year Old Cousin She Have A Three Year Beautiful Daughter Name Zoey

Recently Tamera And Her Mama Haven't Been Seeing Eye To Eye So Tamera Ask To Stay With Me For A Few Months Just Until She Could Get A Job And Find A Place To Stay

Because She Was My Cousin And A Single Mother I Let Her Stay With Me

"Ugh You Sound Like The Girls My Age"Tamera Said

"Oh Whatever I Doubt The Girls Your Age Know Anything About Real Love..."I Said

"The Only Real Love I Know About It Is The Mary J Blige Version"Tamera Said

"Not The Song Fool The Real Emotion Of Love"I Said

"Is It That The Same Emotion That Got Me Pregnant"She Said

I Giggled And Said "You Are So Clueless"

"And Your Not...Umm You Know August Been In The Blogs Since He Been On Tour"Tamera Said

"Don't Believe Everything You Read And Hear Tamera"I Stated

"Have You Heard His Song No Love....What Do You Exactly Think That Song About"Tamera Asked Me

"I Know What The Song Is About...But August Is Nothing Like That Atleast Not With Me..When He's With Me He's A Big Baby,He's Sweet,He's Silly"I Said Blushing

"I Know Your My Big Cousin And All But I Just Think You Shouldn't Be Trustin These Niggas I Means These Nigga Ain't Trustworthy"Tamera Said

"Well I Trust My Man...I May Not Trust These Niggas But I Trust My Man"I Said

"Speakin Of Niggas I Gotta Surprise For You"Tamera Said

"What Is It"I Asked

"Its On The Way Hey You Think You Can Watch Zoey Tonight While I Go Out"She Asked

"Going Out Again"I Said

"Yeah...Im Trynaa Met A Ballin Ass Nigga With Hella Money To Take Care Of Me..I Ain't Go Meet Him Sitting Around Here Watching August Send You Money And Gifts"Tamera Said

"Excuse Me I Never Ask Him To He Just Does He Likes Doing Things To Me..To Keep All The Way One Hundred...If He Ain't Have The Money,Fame,And This Lifestyle I Would Still Love Em Cause His Spirit Is So Beautiful"I Said

"Girl You Betta Be In There Trynaa Trap Him And Make Him Get You A Ring And Don't Sign No Prenups "Tamera Said Seriously

"Tell Me You Jokin...Im Not Doin None Of That"I Said

Than The Door Bell Rang

"Oh...That Must Be Ya Surprise..Get Up Go Opened The Door"Tamera Said While Being Very Excited

I Got Up And I Didn't Know What To Expect

I Went To The Door And Opened It Was My Old BestFriend Jalen

He Was Very Tall Lightskin And Very Muscular With Big Brown Eyes

He Smiled And Said "You Still Look Good"

I Smiled And Said "Jalen...You Look Good Too"

"Still Look Like You Seventeen.."He Said Smilin To His Self

"I Ran Into Him At The Club.."Tamera Said

"Well Come In"I Said As Invited Him In

He Walked In And Looked Around

"Damn What You Do..This Looks Expensive"Jalen Said

"I Waitress From Time To Time..."I Said

"You A Waitress And Can Afford All This"He Asked

"Well You Know August Alsina Is Her Nigga He Brought All This"Tamera Blurted Out

"Tamera Go Check On Zoey"I Said

"Oh..Well Okay I Ain't Wanna Be In Yall Little Conversation Anyways You Welcome"Tamera Said And Walked Out

"I Can't Believe Thats Ya Little Cousin She Use To Be A Too Grown Ass Little Girl"Jalen Said

"She Still Is"I Said As I Laughed

"Some Things Never Change...Can I Get A Hug Or Nah"Jalen Asked

I Smiled And Hugged Him Me And Jalen Had History Together We Go Way Back

As We Were Huggin He Whispered "After All These Years I Still Get That Good Ol Feelin When Im Close To You"

He Released Me From His Arms And Said"We Got A Lot To Catch Up On"

"We Do..."I Said As I Smiled Its Was Really Nice Seeing Him

"Haven't Seen You In Forever I Wanna Let You Know Whats New In My Life"He Said

"Ooh Tell Me ...Tell Me"I Said Excited

"Im Getting Married..." He Stated

"Your What?" I Said Surprised

"Yea I Can't Believe It Either You Gotta Meet Her..She's A Lawyer..Shes Beautiful..And I Just Found Out Shes Pregnant"Jalen Said While Smiling

Pregnant I Thought To Myself As My Smile Faded And My Mood Changed Quick

"Yeah Ima Be A Father"He said Hoping That I Would Be Happy For Him

But I Wasn't Happy At All..I was Angry I Folded My Arms And Asked Him

"So You Gon Make Her Get An Abortion Like You Made Me Get One " I Said Waiting For Answered