Well Tonight Was That Night August Was Leaving He Was Leaving Tonight To Houston Than Im Flying Out Tomorrow To Attend His Show

Seven Months Without Him Is Gonna Be Hard And I Wish He Didn't Have To Go But He Was On The Grind He Had To Work And I Understood That

I Got Up Early And Made Him A Big Ass Breakfast I Made Him Ham,Eggs,Sausage,Pancakes,And Bacon

With Orange Juice On The Side

He Was At The Table Smashin And I Was Just Sippin On Orange Juice Watchin Him Eat

"You Want Some"He Asked

I Shook My Head No And Said "Im Dieting"

"You Look Good Already You Don't Need To Diet"He Said

"Well I Wanna Look Even Better When You Get Back"I Said

He Smiled "I Love That About Ya How You Wanna Keep Ya Self For Little Ol Me"

The Door Bell Rang And August Said "Thats Probably My Assistant I Needed Her To Drive My Range Over Here"

I Got Up And Opened The Door To This Beautiful Brownskin Pretty Big Booty Chick

She Had Dimples And Long Black Jet Hair

She Was On Her IPhone Texting She Ain't Look Like No Assistant To Me

So I Slammed The Door Right Back In Her Face

"What Is You Doin"August Said As He Stood Up

"I Seen Your Assistant And She Is Not Your Assistant August!"I Said

"I Just Hired Her The Other Day"He Said As He Opened The Door

"That Was Rude"She Said As She Rolled Her Eyes

"Im Sorry For That...Bae This Is Erica..Erica This Is My Rude Ass Girlfriend Aziah"August Apologized

I Rolled My Eyes

"She's Rude..But Cute"She Said

"You Cute But It Looks Like Everything On You Is Fake How Much Did That Ass Cost If You Don't Mind Asking"I Asked

"Why You Gotta Do All That"August Said

"No August Its Okay"She Stated

Than She Looked At Me And Said "Look If You Think Its Something Going On With Me And August You Wrong Im Happily Married And I Take My Job Very Seriously And August Is Very Professional"

"Thanks"August Said

"You Welcome And By The Way My Ass Was A Gift From My Husband I'll Be Waiting For You In The Car"She Said To August

He Closed The Door Back And Laughed

"You Deserve That"He Said

"Shut Up And For The Record That Bitch Gotta Go"I Said

"I Can't Be Firing My Staff Good Help Is Hard To Find"He Said

"I Don't Like Her"I Said

"Thats Not A Good Of Reason To Fire Her"He Said

"Whatever Bye"I Said

"You Puttin Me Out"He Asked

I Just Rolled My Eyes

He Grabbed Me By My Waist And Said "Come Here Girl"

I Started Pouting

"Aye..I Love Ya"He Said

"Mhmm"I Replied Acting Like A Baby

"Oh You Don't Love Me"He Said

"I Do"I Whined

He Smacked Me On My Ass And Leaned In Kissed Me

"I Gotta Get Goin..See You Tomorrow Night"He Said

"I Love You Call Me Soon As You Land"I Said

"I Will..Love You Too"He Said As He Leaned And Kissed Me One More Time

And Out The Door He Went

It Was Like Without August I Had No Life Cause When He's Gone Its Not The Same I Bee Missin Him So Bad

I Love Being In Love With Him

I Hope I Feel This Way For Him Forever

I Cleaned Up The Condo Got Dressed And Started Packing When Brea Called Me

"Hello"I Said While Still Packin

"I Can't Believe You Fought Gia Yall Musta Of Lost Yall Mind Yall BestFriends"Brea Said

"Nope Thats Your Bestfriend...She Ain't Shit To Me And If I See Her On The Streets Its Gone Be A Round 2 And Tell Her I Ain't Takin No Losses"I Said

"Aziah Since When Are You A Fighter Your A Lover And Yall Don't Need To Be Beefin Still My Baby Shower Is Tomorrow And Yall Can't Be Fighting Its Supposed To Be Classy Remember"She Said

"Wait Brea Your Baby Shower Is Tomorrow"I Asked

"Yeah You Forgot....Aziah Please Tell Me You Didn't Forget"She Said

"Damn Brea Im Sorry I Been Spending All This Time With August I Kinda Did Forget..And I'm Flying Out To Houston Tomorrow For His First Show On His Tour"I Said

"So You Not Gon Be Able To Make It?"Brea Asked

"Sorry...But You Know Gia Gon Be There And Me And Her Don't Need To Be In The Same Room Anyways"I Said

"Bitch I Can't Believe You Choosing August Over Me Too!"Brea Said

"What??"I Asked

"Gia Right That New Dick Got You Trippin You Changin Aziah!"She Said As She Hung Up

Great Now Brea Was Mad...

Mimi Walked In My Bedroom And Said "He's Taking Me Out"

"Mimi Why Do You Continue To Go Back To Him" I Asked..

"Because I Don't Believe In Giving Up On The Person That Loves You...I Know He's Not Perfect But He's Tryin"She Said

"Alright But If He Hits You Again Which Im Quite Sure He Will You Got A Spare To My Condo You Welcome Any Time...You Safe Here"I Said

"I Know..."She Sad As She Smiled

Never Would I Really Understand Truly A Woman Stays With A Abusive Man Maybe It's Because She Does Really Love Him

Love Is Really The Strongest Drug On This Earth, It Will Make You Do Some Stupid Shit Love Will Take You Up, Down And Around And Around Over And Over Again Being In Love Doesn't Make You Stupid Tho It Just Makes You Perfectly Human

I Really Do Love August And I'll Never Loved Anyone The Way That I Love Him He Makes Me Happy He Makes Me Wanna Be Better A Better Me In My Heart I Knew He Was The One For Me And As Along As He's True And Faithful To Me I Will Do Any And Everything For Him

The Next Day As I Was Gettin Ready To Leave To The Airport My Mother Stopped By

She Was Sitting On My Couch As I Was Putting My Jacket On Getting Ready To Go

"I Can't Believe You Flying Out To Be With Him Just For One Night"She Said

"Well I Wanna Be With Him Its His First Very Own Tour Ma..It Means The World To Him To Be With HimbTonight"I Said

"So Whats He Gonna Do All The Other Nights When Your Not With Him"My Mother Said

"You Throwing Shade At My Boyfriend Now...I Thought You Liked Him"I Said

"I Love Him But...I Don't Think You Should Put Your All Into Man...You Quit Your Job... You Haven't Been In School..You Don't Check Up On Your Grandmother Anyone Its Been August August August All The Time"She Said

"He's My Boyfriend..We're Dating Its Supposed To Be All About Him"I Said

"No You Supposed To Keep Your Head On Straight I Don't Like What I See Aziah"She Said

"Mama Why You Think You Know So Much About These Things"I Asked

"Because Im Older And Im Wiser"She Said

"Older Yeah Wiser Not That Much

..I Can't Help It That Im In Love "I Said As I Smiled

"Im Happy Your In Love Im Really Am"She Said

"Thank You....Since You Ain't Gotta A Man Or Life You Can House Sit I Got Food And Cable"I Said

"Might As Well Have A Glass Of Wine And Just Relax"She Said

"No Wine Mama No Nothing You Been Doing So Good Stayin Sober Please Don't Relapse"I Begged Her

"Child Please Im Just Kidding Around Im Gonna Stay Sober I Promise You"She Said

"Appreciate It Gotta Go..."I Said

"Have Safe Trip"She Said

I Was Happy And Proud Of August And I Just Wanted To See Him And Kiss Him Every Where

I Landed In Houston And August Had A Driver Picked Me Up

I Got To August Hotel Room I Called August

He Answered And Said "You At The Hotel"

"Yeah Im Here Now"I Said

"Change Of Plans Erica Bringin You To The Show"He Said

"Why You Can't Pick Me Up"I Asked

"Soundcheck Didn't Go So Right..We Having A Little Technical Difficulties..Shit Stressin Me Out And I Don't Need Ya Creating Problems With Erica Please Just Keep Calm"He Said

I Rolled My Eyes And Said "Okay Babe Do I Have Enough Time To Shower"

"You Got 30 Minutes Ziah...Make Every Minute Count See You Tonight..I Love Ya"He Said

"I Love You Too"I Said As

I Hung Up And Grab My Suitcase And Immediately Started To Get Ready

I Showered As Quickly As I Could Did My Make Up And Curled My Hair

I Was Wearing A Long Sleeve Dark Purple Sheer Dress

Red Bottoms On My Feet With A Little Black Gucci Clutch

I Was Sitting On The Hotel Bed When Erica Walled In

"You Look...Like The Future's Mrs Alsina"Erica Said

I Smiled And Said "We Got Off On The Wrong Start Before"

"Don't Worry About It We Cool..You Look Very Pretty You Know Your All He Ever Talks About He Loves You He Really Does"Erica Said

"And I Love Him..Can't Wait To See Him"I Said

"Well If We Don't Get To His Show In The Next 10 Minutes Ima Be Out Of A Job And You Gon Be Single"She Joked

Erica Was Married And Wasn't The Bitch I Needed To Be Beefin With She Was Obviously Wasn't Into August

We Got To His Show And August And His Whole Crew And Team Were Backstage Taking Shots

When I Walked In Every Guy Eyes Was On Me Until August Yelled Out "Baby"

I Smiled As He Walkes Over And Picked Me Up

I Giggled And Said "Hey"

He Put Me Down And Said "Take A Shot With Me"

"Im Down" I Said As Erica Brought Us Over Two Shots Of Patron

"Cheers To....To You"I Said As I Smiled And We Both Downed Our Shots

"Whoa!"August Said

"Damn"I Said As The Liquor Hit My Chest

Than He Leaned In And Kissed Me

I Wrapped My Arms Around His Neck And Kissed Him Back

Than He Glazed Into My Eyes And I Knew He Was Nervous He Didn't Have To Say It Cause His Eyes Told Me So

"This Is Ya Moment To Let The World Know What August Alsina Got To Offer...Boy You Did It You Got An Album And Now You Got Your Own Tour Baby Im Proud Of You"I Said While Staring In His Eyes

"I Needed To Hear...All Of That...I Love Ya"He Said

"I Love You"I Said

And It Was Time For August To Go On

The Show Was Sold Out

And From The Looks Of It It Seem Like It Was Nothing But Females In The Crowd

August Did The Damm Thang He Was So Comfortable On The Stage He Was Happy He Was Home ..

I Was Watching From The Back Stage Singing Along With Em Cause I Knew All The Songs

Houston Show Hella Love To August

After The Show We Headed To King Of Diamonds To Turn Up And Celebrate

Me And August Was In V.I.P Blowing Strong Sipping Good I Was Faded August Was Real Faded

He Whispered In My Ear "You Getting Fucked Real Good Tonight"

I Smiled Nicely And Whispered Back "Lets Do Something Different Tonight"

"Like What"He Asked

"Look Around All This Ass Walkin Around Which Of These Beautiful Females You Wanna Leave With Tonight"I Asked

"You Tryna Have A 3Sum"He Asked Surpriselying

"Im Down For It You Down?"I Asked

"Hell Yeah"He Said Anxious

"So Pick"I Said

"You Pick I Wanna See How Good Ya Taste Is You See I Got Good Taste I Mean I Did I Cuffed You"He Said

"Okay I Will"I Said Looking Around When My Eye Landed On This Peanut Butter Brown Cutie

She Looked Natural Pretty Face I Was Attracted And From August Eyes He Wa Attracted As Well

"Go Work Ya Magic Little Miss Pimpstress"August Said

"Take Notes"I Said As I Handed August My Cup

I Stood Up And Walked Over To Her

"You Tryna Buy A Lap Dance"She Asked

"No...Not At All.."I Replied

She Smiled And Said "Than What Are You Tryna Buy"

I Smiled "Me And Boyfriend We Looking For A Good Time You The Light Skinn Nigga With The Tattoos And Shades Thats Him"

She Looked Over And Said "August....August Alsina"

"Yeah You Tryna Show Us A Good Time Or Nah"I Asked

"My Shift Is Over In 15 Minutes I'll Just Leave With Yall..And I'll Show You A Good Time" She Said

For The Record Im Not Bisexual Im Strictly Dickly But I Am All For Pleasing The Man That I Love..That Night We Did Have A 3sum We Also Had Fun While Doing It

The Next Morning Sleep In The Bed Next To Ol Girl Who Name I Didn't Even Know

I Heard August Wake Her Up And Say "You Gotta Bounce"

She Got Up And Got Dressed

And August Asked "How Much I Owe You"

"No Charge..Thank You So Much For Everything"She Said

"And Ya Name Is Again"August Asked

"Sarina"She Replied As She Walked Out The Hotel Room

I Got Up And Stretched

"Goodmorningg Freak"August Said

"Morning Daddy"I Replied

"We Gotta Do That Again Maybe When We Get Back Atlanta We Can Arrange Something"He Said

I Laughed And Said "If You're Good Maybe We Can Do That Again Next Time You Pick The Girl"

"You Know This May Be Our Last Time Seeing Each Other For Months"He Reminded

"I Know Im Tryin Not To Break Down And Cry"I Said

"I Don't Want Ya To Cry..I Want You To Be Strong For Me And You Cause Its Gon Be A Long Seven Months" He Said

"I Really Don't Wanna Be Away From You That Long"I Said While Eyes Start Watering

"I Don't Wanna Be Away From You Either A Nigga Gon Miss Being Around Seeing You Smile And Hear That Sweet Laughter"He Said

And Than He Asked Me "Can You Keep A Secret"

"Yea..I Can Keep A Secret"I Replied

He Pulled Me Closer And Looked Me In My Eyes And Said "Your My First Love..I Never Been In Love Untill I Fell In Love With Ya"

And Right Ther A Tear Fell From My Eyes

He Wiped My Eyes And Said "Stop Cryin" Softly

I Laid My Head On His Chest

A Hour Later We Had To Say Goodbye For Seven Long Months