August Was Gone And I Was Missin Him And I Was Hopin This Week Would Move By Fast

I Was Up Early In The Morning When Somebody Was Banging On My Door

I Got Up And Rushed To The Door I Quickly Opened The Door And It Was My Mother

"What?"I Asked

"Can I Come In"She Asked Me

"No"I Said Truthfully

"Aziah"She Said.

She Walked In And Said "I Been Callin You"

"I Know I Been Ignoring All Your Calls"I Said

"Aziah...I Was Only Tryin To Protect You"She Said

I Shook My Head And Said "How Could You Ever Protect When You Been The Who's Been Hurting Me"

"Its Time You Forget And Forgive"She Said

"How Can I When Your Constantly Trying To Ruin My Life"I Asked

"Oh Aziah"She Said

"Oh Mama..Lets Just Be Real You Never Raised Me You Never Took Care Of Me I Took Care Of My Damn Self !Hell I Took Care Of You!" I Yelled

"You Will Neva Let Me Forgot..Im Sorry For It Alll I Am If I Could Do It All Again"She Said As I Cut Her Off And Said "You Still Be A Drunk"

"Im Sorry You Feel That Way Aziah"She Said

"And Im Sorry I Was Born To You" I Said As I Frowned

"You Know You Always Think Im Such A Bad Parent At Least I Didn't Walk Out And Leave You "She Said As She Walked Out

The Problem I Had With My Mother Is That She Wanted Me To Forgive Her For Her Wrongs And I Probably Could Forgive Her I Just Could Never Forget

After That Little Altercation With My Mother I Had A Doctor Appointment

Since I Was Having Sex Now I Wanted To Be On Birth Control Just To Be Safe I Wanted Kids But After I Graduate And Start My Career So I Thought It Was Best To Be On The Pill

Than After That I Went In To Work

After Work This Girl Work With Name Mimi Stopped Me On My Way To Car And Said "Hey Aziah.."

"Mimi Whats Up"I Asked

"Same Ol Same I Was Tryna See If You Busy Friday Night"She Asked

"No Not At All Whats Up"I Asked

"I Know Club Manger And He Lookin For Some Girl To Host Parties You Get Paid Good Free Drinks And You Get To Party"Mimi Said

"Oh You Had Me At Free Drinks Im Down You Got My Number Call Me"I Said

"I Will See You Friday" She Said

I Needed Some Extra Money Anyways Movin Aint Cheap

I Got Home And Got Right In My Books I Was Studying

I Was On My Couch Layin On My Stomach Studying

When Someone Knocked On My Door

"What Now"I Said To My Self

I Got Up And Opened The Door And It Was Ryan

"Can I Help You"I Said

"I Just Wanna Get My Stuff And Go"Ryan Said

"I Threw All Ya Stuff Out

..You Ain't Got Shit Here Goodbye"I Said

"What...Wait How You Gon Do That"He Said

"The Same Way How You Played Me And Made Me Feel Bad When Nigga You Was Out Here Creepin Too"I Said

"This About Myrah Okay I Just Sleep With The Bitch You Went And Fell In Love With Someone That Was Ultimate Betrayal"He Said

"Well It Doesn't Matter No More I Cheated You Cheated And You Aint No Better Than Me Now Were Done"I Said

"You Really Wanna End Five Years Like This ..I Still Love You "Ryan Said

"You Know What I Thought I Actually Still Loved You Too I Thought I Would Of Missed You By Now But The Truth Is Since You Been Outta My Life I Been Okay And I Wish I Would've Cheated On You Sooner Than I Did"I Said As Smile And I Slammed The Door In His Face

Next Thang I Know My Baby Was Callin Me Perfect Timing

I Answered The Phone And Said "Hey You"

"What You Doin"He Asked

"Studyin"I Said As I Smiled

"I Miss Ya"He Said

"I Miss You Too"I Said As Back As I Walked In My Bedroom And Laid On My Back

"Im Tired As Hell...I Been In New York Rippin And Runnin All Day.... We On Our Way To Philly Now"He Said

"It Must Be Nice To Travel All Over"I Said

"If You Could Go Anywhere In This World Where Would You Wanna Go"He Asked

"Ohh Thats Hard....I Always Wanted To Go To Paris So Probably Paris"I Said

"Paris Huh"He Said

"I Know Right It Probably Won't Neva Happened But A Girl Can Dream Right But If Nevers Happens Im Fine With Being Here In Atlanta"I Said

"Anything Can Happen I Am The Living Example Of That"August Said

"Finger Crossed...." I Said

"Double Crossed....I Just Wanna Be Home Laying Under You Right Now I Think A Nigga Use To Sleepin With Ya"He Said

"Im So Use To Seeing You It Feels Weird Not To Seeing You Today"I Said

"I Get Back Saturday Morning"He Said

"Saturday Needs To Hurry Up.."I Said

He Yawned And Said "Im So Damn Sleepy"

I Yawned Too And Said "You Making Me Sleepy Now Bae"

He Laughed Slightly And Said "Gimmie Kiss"

I Kiss The Phone "Muah"

He Yawned And Said "Goodnight Baby"

"Night"I Replied

"Don't Hang Up The Phone Tho Fall Asleep With Me"He Said

I Smiled And Said "Okay"

And We Soon Fell Asleep Together It Was Nice To Know He Was Missin Me Just As Much As I Was Missin Him

It Was A Long Five Days But Friday Night Was Here

And I Planned On Havin A Good Time And Getting Paid

I Stepped In Club Reno Wearing A Dazzling Gold Sequin Body Huggin Full Length Sleeve Dress

With All Black Laced Long Boots

Mimi Was Wearing A Tight Sexy Black Dressed

From The Moment We Walked In We Was Too Turnt

We Acted A Motherfreakin Fool We Was Dancin Drinkin And Non Stop Laughing

Than They Played My Baby Song And I Went Crazy And Mimi Went Stupid And I Had So Much Fun

I Was So Drunk Don't Even Remember How I Got Home But I Know I Passed Out On My Couch

I Liked Mimi She A Female That Can Hang With I Never In My Life Had So Much Fun

Yes Yes People I Wass Too Turnt